A/N: SAYING THIS AGAIN!! THIS IS SCREWED UP. Don't hate me for all you Lucy lovers but I'm really going rip the part up a bit. Some what like From Hell. Not really.

Chapter 2

She wanted to love you

It was before the wedding and-

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"Lucy I am not sure Ben should know about you and Alexander"

(Alexander Turpin)

"I know it's wrong but you know if I don't marry Benjamin" Lucy sighed. "I just need you to understand Nell"

Nellie nodded, "But please don't get in to any trouble, all I need is you on the streets" Lucy carriage pulled away from the new bought house that Nellie owned. Mean while…

"I love you but I can't love you anymore" Lucy said in tears to Alexander

"I get it, but why would you live by Fleet Street if you could just move in with me. We could go by the sea" Alexander said, trying everything to make her happy, "You know I hate to see you like this"

"I know but I want… I can't love you" Lucy cried, "The wedding is tomorrow, I love Ben. But I love you more."

Alexander walked her inside and took her coat, "Lucy… I don't think I can do anything. I could arrest him but that would be awful. I couldn't do that to anyone"

"You're right" Lucy sat at on of the many chairs that where always perfectly placed next to tables, "Any way, I just wanted to say bye and hope to see you in the future" Lucy said and kissed Alexander's cheek.

"I understand but why do you have to stop talking to me then"

Lucy sighed, "Because I going to want you more then I already do. I hurts to know I will be away from you Alex but understand that I love you and I would give anything to be with you"

"Then why leave me if you could just run away"

"It's not that easy, I do love Ben too! It's…. confusing" Lucy stood up and headed for the door-

Sweeney stopped Nellie, "So you're saying… that my Lucy loved… Alex" he said slowly

Nellie nodded and held out her hand, Sweeney grabbed it and pulled her up to her feet. She sat on a chair, "Would you like me too-"

"Go on" Sweeney barked

"Well that wasn't really what-"

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"Lucy, don't leave" Alexander said as she pulled the door open,

"Sorry, but I have to"

Alex grabbed her arm and pulled her inside, "Please, can we just talk"

Lucy shook her head, "If I do I will never leave you"

"Then don't leave me, please I'm begging you. Don't marry Benjamin"

"I have to marry him. I committed to him and I can never leave him." Lucy played with her wedding ring, "I wish I could thou, to be with you Alex." Lucy closed her eyes as Alex kissed her softly,

"I understand my love but please, just write to me"

Lucy nodded, and walked towards the door. She walked into her carriage and rode off in the rain. She quickly dried her tears and meant up with Benjamin.

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Sweeney paced around, "How could my Lucy do that to me"

"I know love, but there is more you should hear but first, "Nellie sighed, "If I die tonight"

"Don't be silly! You're not going to die" Sweeney interrupted, "It's your fault that you got thou chemicals in your eyes!"

"Yea, but I can't cry blood! That can kill me!" Nellie barked, "I'm telling you. Toby is getting older he bond to play with knives."

"Is that why you have all those cuts on your arm."

Nellie rolled her eyes, "That and I can't see that well after that damn chemicals, any who."

'A week after the wedding Lucy got a letter from Alexander. You just opened your barber shop and got new razors. She couldn't bear to open letters so she told me to read them to her. The first one said'

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Dear Lucy,

I hope you are okay, I never wanted you to do something like this. I always knew you wear going to marry some one as nice as Benjamin but I can't get over the fact that your married. I miss you, I wish to see you soon my love. If you care to please grab my letter at town hall, it will be under your name.

Love,

Alex

Lucy began to cry, "Nellie what should I do"

Nellie hated it when Lucy took Ben for granted, at least she had a nice husband, intend of her fat bloat! Albert!

"Do what makes you happy Lucy" Nellie said with a smile and Hugged Lucy, " I hate the church! You can't divorce some one!" Nellie mumbled.

Lucy hugged Nellie and grabbed a carriage; she slowly stepped into it and sat down. She held her his letter and rode off too Town hall

Hoped it didn't seemed rushed.

A summary if you didn't get it

Nellie was using chemicals and it got in her eyes so she wasn't able to see very well and cut her self from using the knives wrong. Now when she cries she cries blood… (twisted …eh)

Lucy had loved Alexander Turpin before Ben came into her life. She was saying goodbye to Alex as she was about to get married.

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