Ok, here's the first chapter! Hope you like it! :)
"Dreams...."
Selena-
It was around midnight.
I couldn't sleep.
Thoughts of him kept me awake.
His voice....
His smile....
His laugh....
His curly hair....
Those brown eyes, everything about him.
Listening to music or watching tv didn't help.
Somehow everything I listened too or watched reminded me of him. So I finally just stopped watching tv and listening to hurt too much. I couldn't get him out of my head.
Ever since I heard about him and...ugh..Miley. I couldn't function correctly.
Thoughts of them together made me sick to my stomach. I didn't know what to do. I'd never gotten this upset over a boy before.
I tried talking to Demi but it just made me upset. I loved her for trying to help but I just needed to be so far, being alone wasn't working out so well at the far it was just giving me more time to think about him, and that was the exact opposite of what I wanted to do.
I started to drift off to sleep, and thoughts of him returned....
I saw him. He was smiling and laughing, talking to someone.
It was a girl but I couldn't see her face. As I got closer I could see him clearer and he looked so happy. I still couldn't see the girl, she had long dark hair.
It's me! I thought happily, it was me sitting there with Nick. I started feeling all warm and fuzzy.
He leaned in and gave me a kiss and we got up and started walking.
As they got closer I saw that it wasn't me with him, it was...
Miley! Now he was holding her hand and smiling at her, and she was smiling back....
I woke up panting, my cheeks wet with tears.I couldn't believe such a happy dream could turn into such an awful one so fast.
Of course this is kind of how my dreams had been for the past like couple of weeks. So, as you can probably tell, I hadn't slept much this past couple of weeks. I was so tired, but I knew that when I fell asleep I'd have another dream like the one I just had. I didn't want that to happen.
I don't know how I had gotten through rehearsals the past few days, I had been like a zombie. I just told everyone I didn't feel well. I wasn't sick or anything, just tired. So tired.
I reach over to my nightstand and turned on my iPod, I had gotten this soft classical music and it seemed to help me sleep and it didn't remind me of him. So I turned on one of the songs and kept the volume low. I settled down into my bed and got comfortable.
As I was falling asleep, thoughts of him returned. But this time it wasn't a nightmare, it was a sweet dream. Remembering some of the many good times we'd had together.
I fell asleep with a little smile on my face....
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