New chappie. Just a short one, like the last. A bit of a filler, really.
I'm gonna end it soon, hehe. (:
Leah POV.
And
it's a sad picture
The final blow hits you
Somebody else gets
What you wanted again
You know it's all the same
Another
time and place
Repeating history
And you're getting sick of
it.
I really should be used to this by now, being left alone.
I mean, come on, what do I have on Emily or the freakin' mutant spawn?
Nothing.
No-one.
It's funny how people really can't see how I'm feeling.
I don't hide it that well, do I?
Well, I bet they've just stopped bothering with me now.
Actually, I bet they did that a long time ago.
A million thoughts and emotions are rushing through my head right now; I can't make sense of any of them.
Pain.
Loss.
Grief.
Anger.
Loneliness.
I'm here again, alone. The freaky girl werewolf. The genetic dead end. The Bitch.
Is there a flashing neon sign above me that says 'Jerks wanted'?!
Because that is the attention I seem to be getting.
Except, this thing with Jake… It wasn't just a fling.
I actually felt something, a spark.
I love him.
But I never told him.
I love him.
But he's gone back to her.
I love him.
He doesn't love me.
I bet he has everything now; a perfect house, perfect girlfriend, perfect family. No need for me now.
I hope he's happy now.
Happy with what he has.
But also what he's lost.
I'll just lie here again, and wait for fate to find me.
But surprisingly, it wasn't fate that found me.
It was someone else.
She took a cautious, but still graceful step towards me.
'Leah, I-'
'Save it. I don't need it.'
'Look, just give me a chance!' Her voice rose and she blushed. 'I just mean, well. I wanted to say that, well…'
'Just spit it out, Renesmee.' I said, sarcastically.
'I wanted to say that I'm happy for you. Both of you. Together.'
Her words came out as a mush, but I got her drift.
'I don't think there's any need for that, I mean-'
'He chose you.' She stated.
I put on my best poker face, but my pulse was racing. Was this true?
'…And I just want him to happy. That's all.'
And with that, she walked away.
'Ness, I-' I stuttered. 'I mean, erm. Thank-you.'
I sighed.
'I mean it.'
She smiled, and flitted away.
I returned her smile, and lay there, at peace.
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