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Chapter8: a comatoast state, sort of.
Bpov
This was strange, no strange was an understatement, it was utterly absurd, i was in a deep coma yet i could see everything, like my eyelids had desintergrated, it was like looking thorugh a sheet of glass, i could see everything that was going on infront of me yet i couldn't move nor could i utter a word, it was like being trapped inside your own body, watching the people you love surround you begging you to speak yet their is nothing you can do about it, you cannot answer them you can not even give them the slightest indication that you are alright, all i could do was lie their and pray and hope that this paralysation would soon end.
Who knows how long passed weeks months maybe, however long it was i seemed to drag on like time was tarviling in snail speed and i had to watch, while people pilled in and out of my room cheacking up on me hour after hour minute after minute, who know's i could have even been seconds, but their was one that never left he was constantly by my side, Edward, but why did he care all i did was tease him what would cause him to care so much, he couldn't like me could he, and what if he did, did i like him back, yes i found my self saying or rather thinking sean as though i can't talk at this moment in time, where did that come from i had only just meet him, i couldn't like him so suddenly, no i didn't like him i told myself, i love him, i love him, i had loved him from the moment i set my eye's on him i just didn't know it till know, He never left, his eye's never drifted from my closed ones, he never left my side i could feel his hand clutched tightly too mine, he looked so sad i wanted nothing more than to comfort him, to tell him everything was going to be okay, to tell him that i was going to be alright, though i didn't know wiether i was going to be okay or not all i knew was my mother had told me to get into my body quickliy or i would slowly disapate, maybe i was too late, if i had never gone to school then none of this had happened, i would have never gottern sick never have gone into those dreams never sliped into a waking coma, never have meet my mother, never have meet my mother i their was one thing i wouldn't sacrifice it was that if their was one thing in this whole wide world that i wanted that i needed it was my mother, i had not remembered a single thing about her other than what my farther had told me that she looked alot like me, and know i remember little snipplets of my earlier life when my mother was still with us.
"don't think like that my darling daughter, you will be alright, your body just needs time to heal it's self, the first time out of your body can take it's toll on any dream walker, i just takes time to regain its normalness, you should be perfectly fine in time" said the soft sweet voice of my long lost mother.
"how long have i been like this" i asked my mother, i could see her start to meterialise infront of me only for my eye's to see i was sure.
"about a month and a half know , my sweet bells, worry not you are stronger than most you shall awaken soon, my precious daughter, i shall be leaving know but remember these words, i love you and your farther so much i had to leave for reasons beyond my controle, and i shall be waiting for you see you in school, sweet bells" with that she disappeared saying the words i had longed to hear for as long as i can remember.
My vision was fading like i was slowly closeing my eye's but they were already closed so i must be wakeing up or starting to anyway, the numbness that i had felt encases all my limbs started to decrease, i could move my fingers, i was like my transformation all over again minus the pain, i heard a gasp as i felt my fingers come in contact with a stone hard hand Edward?
I closed my hand more so it was tightly clutching at his wish to never let go, wait what am i thinking i may be in love with him but he certainly cannot fell the same, i was shocked when his hand closed around mine evan tighter, he lifted my hand to his chest and clutched me close, i heard rushed footsteps on the hall outside my room and waited for the door to come slamming open and sure enough it did courtesty of alina.
"what Edward, what happened" she asked in a rush that i am sure human ears could not understand.
"she, i think shes starting to wake up" he wishpered.
"what how can that be but carlise said" she screeched rushing over to my bed.
"i know" was all Edward replied.
This was confuseing me what had carlise said to make them so upset, to make them think that i wouldn't wake up, to make alina screeach at the top of her lungs, well thats nothing new a new pair of shoes would do that, but something had them on edge, something carlise had said had lead them to belive that i would possiblie never awake, i felt as if a force had been sourronding my voice box had been released, i could talk, i would talk,
"so what has carlise been saying to make you believe that i wouldn't wake up, you know me better than that alina" i said as i opened my eye's and sat up, they both gasped, apparently shocked by my sudden recovery.
"what, how, BELLAAAAAA" screamed alina, she ran the small remaining distance to my bed she jumped on my bed and threw her arms around me.
"well nice to see you to alina, now will you please kindly realease me from your vice like grip" i said laughing.
" we thought you would never wake up carlise said, he said that it was highly unlikely that you would wake up you had been in a coma for so long, nearly two months" she said in a rush, i looked over to Edward he was frozen in place his face full of shock surprise and happiness.
" it should have been longer but my mother told me i was different than the others" oh the look on her face when i mentioned my mother was pure gold, she was absolutely flabbergasted.
So what do you think, do you like it please review and i am sorry for not updateing sooner i've had corsework, i'm sure you know what thats like, please read and review it makes me so happy. Please is their any storylines that you can give me i wab=nt to write a new story but i cant think of what please help!!!!!!!!!!!!
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