Chapter Two.
Dear Diary,
So today was my first day of school and hopefully my last. I'd rather die than go back! It started off ok I met a couple of people and they seemed pretty nice I got to have lunch with them too. That's when it went horribly wrong.
I noticed some other kids come into the cafeteria and asked who they were. One of the girls Jessica told me they were called the Cullens. God they were so good looking, then one of them really caught my attention she told me his name was Edward. Maybe I looked awful or really stood out but the whole time he kept looking at me. Ok so I was looking at him but still.
Then I had biology and had to sit next to him I was gonna say hi but he completely ignored me. It was like I had the plague or something. He sat there balanced on the edge of his seat like I smelt bad or he would catch something. I wanted to punch him and his gorgeous face. Ok so he was kinda handsome and maybe he thought I was beneath him but did he have to act that way? couldn't he just have said something out of politeness?
Oh and I got a call from my mom asking me how everything was going. I hate lying to her but if I had said how bad it was and how I had nearly cried I knew she would be straight here to come and get me. I couldn't do that to her, she and Phil needed time alone together. I liked Phil I just hope they last, they're complete opposites.
Anyway back to school Edward Cullen is mean, mean, mean I went to the office to hand my forms back in and he was in there trying to switch lessons surely I cant be the problem? The guy doesn't even know me. Well maybe I don't want to know him either. Oh god I'm gonna cry again…I couldn't stop blushing all day and it's all his fault!!!
I hate being so awkward with guys I wish I could just walk up to them and say hi without going bright red. All I have done is cry since I got to this god awful place. I want to go home, I want my mom. I hate Forks along with Edward Cullen! They can all go to hell for all I care. I am glad Charlie doesn't realise how unhappy I am it would upset him and another depressed person is the last thing I need.
Ok right I need to solve this whole Edward thing before it gets out of hand. So tomorrow I will walk right up to him and demand to know what his problem is. At least one way or another I will find out why he hates me. Jeez my first day nerves have been replaced with confrontation nerves, I hate arguments. I try to do all I can to avoid them.
Oh I almost forgot to make matters even worse I had gym class (Edward wasn't there.) and I suck at anything physical but they wouldn't listen and in the end I hit this guy Mike Newton in the head with a ball! He was real polite about the whole thing but I bet inside he was cursing me. I'm making enemies left right and centre here without trying. Maybe subconsciously I was going for a world record in how many people I could alienate myself from. Whoever invented school should be shot…no questions just shot! I'm feeling a little sleepy right now so I guess I'm going to bed.
Bella.