R.I.P. MJ "King of Pop"
I will always remember you and your amazing talents. You worked hard to be great and you achieve greatness in my opinion. You'll always be remembered through your music and dance steps like the moon walk, and your unique style and the way you helped people all around.
-Anne-
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I had Writer's Block! T.T Or like I had no idea how to write it out...x.x gaaah.
So ahm My best friend MS.E and I have a girl crush on in transformers. (haha)
We also have a crush on a gay guy. Which our gay friend likes. And we're cheering him on.
!wOOw! You could do it!!!!
And they're just crushes, so ;) our bfs wont mind. xD
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Temari was worried to bring Shikamaru to her hometown for many reasons not so good.
Would it shock him that the town was not welcoming?
It was not the most beautiful sight ever, it was hot and HOT and almost like a ghost town.
The only storms they are most likely to have were sands storms and that would pass as rain.
Worried she was because it was not a place where someone could truly love it, be able to. In fact everyone seems to leave the place, and she was one of those people.
"You're place?" Shikamaru merely said.
Temari nodded grimly. She was very self-conscious. She was feeling slightly sick.
"It's...well..." Shikamaru was looking for perfect words to describe her hometown with no lies spoken but not also hurt her feelings. It was obvious for some reason they don't like their hometown, why else would they leave it and have dread?
Shikamaru took her hand and squeezed it, "I love it," He said. Temari looked up into his eyes to see if he was truly lying, but there were so much sincerity in his eyes. "I don't want to be corny and everything since you're so not into romantic stuff, but I love this place 'cause this is where you came from."
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Temari was so out of it. She was afraid of her own people. She had to keep watch of the men with their faces covered and their eyes only showed, she knew eyes with killer intent too well and she would do everything in her power to protect Shikamaru...oh shit.
It's a good thing Shikamaru doesn't notice how odd she was acting. She was clinging to him and most of the time looks like she was shielding him from people in fact she was walking so fast it's like she was pulling on him with a rope and telling him to hurry up. She didn't even bother introducing him at all.
"Temari," A deep voice called and there he was, Temari's sorta like a dad figure, Baki. "Who's the young man with you?"
Oh shit. She blinked a couple of times. How the hell does she introduce Shikamaru to Baki. Shikamaru looked at Temari and he lifted a delicate eyebrow at her. Oh geez, she'd been given the eyebrow. Her lips twitched a little and she opened her mouth about to truthfully say the truth to Baki, she owes them both that.
"Nara, you're here." Kankurou jumped in front of him.
"You look murderous...or a clown, I can't decide." Shikamaru openly said.
Temari had to agree, Kankurou does look like a murderous clown...okay, he said either one of those, but to her, Kankurou is both in one. She frowned at his brother and the clothes he wore, all black, and his hat was also black. It's a good thing they specifically design his clothes to cool him from the heat even if it was black.
"Is he an acquiantance? A business-" Baki started.
"Nope, he's uhm...my bro-in-law, Baki. Temari didn't tell you yet?" Kankurou asked.
"No,"
"No,"
Baki and Shikamau said at the same time.
Temari gulped. Okay, so Shikamaru HAD definitely noticed what she's been neglecting to do and that's to flat out say she's going to marry him. She hoped she wouldn't be question by the councils in the town...they were harsh on her family...they would be much worse with an outsider especially from a specific other town…
She didn't even have a bit of courage to look at Shikamaru in the eyes.
How awful…
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Gaara frowned slightly as he caught sight of Nara Shikamaru going off in a total different direction from his sister, Temari. He figured Temari was going to catch up with him but she made no further move but just watched him leave. He walked to his sister, he was slightly concern, especially with that broken up expression she was unsuccessfully hiding.
He cleared his throat which made Temari revert her eyes to him instead of the Nara-guy.
"A love quarrel so soon?" Gaara asked, his voice didn't hint any concern though he was truly concern.
"Yeah," Temari said a bit resigned, "It's my fault. I was…a bit…well I'm totally scared of introducing him to everyone here. I don't want him getting hurt. You know how people here aren't as accepting. They were under some cruel hands for so many years I think they don't even know what wrong or right is anymore. What if, they hurt Shikamaru? What if…what if I'm going to lose him?"
Gaara rested a hand on his sister shoulder and…tried his best with words, "Sometimes in love, you cannot forever shelter them, you must learn to let them go."
"Oh man, you have to be kiddin' me. You know as well as I do that this ain't gonna work. So why don't you just let the man go and let him die peacefully. It won't hurt much now than later, ya know."
Gaara glared at his older brother Kankurou. It wasn't the best time for his stupid remarks, he talks and doesn't clearly know what he's saying. Frankly it's damaging to their sister as Gaara noticed Temari winced at the comment Kankurou had made.
"Pay no mind to him, Shikamaru is intelligent no doubt. He'll figure out our ways sooner that we expect and when he does, well, if he loves you he will stay by your side." Gaara said simply. Well he said it simply enough but was it truly that simple?
Could love between two different people truly have harmony?
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Shikamaru didn't go as far, just far enough not to get lost. He found a little old restaurant, designed with old banners and it was like country sort. No fancy lights or fancy waiters readying to serve your every need. He wasn't even sure as he looked at the food a man was cooking, was indeed edible.
"You're not around here," the man spoke up.
"What gives me away?" Shikamaru asked. How easily they could determine if he was an outsider, he felt in short…out of place and well seem to have a target when everyone is aware you're not one of them, it's like…you're not welcomed.
"Everything," the man simply said, "You gonna get some food or not?"
"Ahm…" He was about to say No, but the man quickly filled out a bowl for him. He stared at the food inside the bowl and was slightly afraid to ask what's in it. The man pointed at the chair closest to him and Shikamaru took it as an invitation even though it felt like a silent order to sit, he did so.
"You afraid I poison you lad?" Shikamaru shook his head, how odd this place was. Sort of like another world entirely because the modern world hasn't caught up in this part yet, it seems so. Shikamaru had seen the houses they were made out of woods from trees being cut down, they were not even smoothed properly because they probably didn't have the proper equipment to be able to do it.
"I'm just deciding if I am a man if I eat it."
The man laughed, clearly amused with Shikamaru, "Eating food turn boys to men now? Never heard of such, back then…well, back then the world was entirely different."
"How so?" Shikamaru had to admit, he was slightly curious.
"Suna was famous and well known. It prospered so well, by knowledge and wealth. Though they were short in peace, Suna never had peace…as you can see, this is Suna remnants of the past as you would say. Destroyed through war and from out of the world powers."
That surely caught Shikamaru's attention.
"So, why do people tend to leave this place when it was so great back then? I mean…like your ancestors didn't have faith in the place enough to rebuild it?"
"You're a different being, and I am a different being."
"Huh…"
"You're food is getting cold. You should eat it," The man said.
Shikamaru took another good look at the food, it looked odd and well not much a look that would make you want to eat it. But he ate it anyway because he was very aware of the kids he had passed by earlier that looked like they haven't eaten in ages. He finished the food within minutes, it was absolutely delicious and Shikamaru found himself smiling.
"What was it?" He asked.
The man grinned, "You have so much to learn in life, so young, so young and tragic the people of today are." He said sighing and then did a 380 spin, and wiggled his eyebrows. He was odd, but his eyes were friendly enough. "You would only be interested in the good but not in the bad. But it's in the bad that makes the good."
Shikamaru tilted his head slightly and nodded, "That's how we grow and progress…we learn from the bad."
"There are always two sides,"
"I feel like we are talking about two different things."
"Smart lad, very smart and aware, well that would be $1000" The man opened his greedy palm and had the audacity to smile like he was innocent at Shikamaru. Shikamaru had to smile at the man though, he was truly intriguing in short. He quickly tried to grab that amount of money but-
"Ouch!"
"And you are Temari's husband…please, tell me why would you pay that much for something so small?"
Shikamaru 's eyes widened a bit and he had to frown but continued to answer.
"To some it may not be worth it at all but to others it might be worth their lifetime…"
"I feel like we are talking about two different things." The man said, copying the words Shikamaru had said mere moments-minutes ago.
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Shikamaru left the man long ago.
The man smiled, "I excel in deception," he mumbled.
"Good times," another guy came out behind the shop and frowned as he found his friend reading a book, he resisted the urge to hit him with it.
"So when will it happen?"
"Dude, how many times we've been through this!? Don't ask when, you will jinx it."
"You think they did it yet?"
"Naw...'cause don't they look tense! Man, we need to give 'em a book gettin' rid off sexual frustration one-oh-one."
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Temari was slightly panicked when she hadn't seen Shikamaru for the rest of the day and the sun was already setting. She would have asked around but then people lie all the time, she cursed herself. She doesn't like how she was going about her own hometown, disliking them and such. It's not like she would kill anyone in their town because Gaara practically leads it. But she knew she would hurt them if anything happens to Shikamaru. After accepting a life changing move to save Shikamaru, she would do anything for him...almost.
"Do you have hard time trusting?"
Temari turned to look at her right and saw Shikamaru there, against the wall, and stifling a yawn. He seemed to have gotten a tan, he'd been walking around under the hot sun possibly the whole day she hadn't seen him.
A part of her wanted to ask if he was sun burn, another was, if he was, she would make sure to hit the sensitive parts.
She remained quiet, she was afraid to say anything.
"I'm not asking you to trust me, I just want to know why you have the hardest time." Shikamaru continued because Temari had not spoken at all.
Temari felt some feeling rush into her body and she couldn't explain it but the world was shaking...No. She was shaking, and she felt wet, she was crying. A silent cry. Shikamaru pulled her into him and they just held each other in comfort for the longest time, until Temari even fell asleep and Shikamaru had no choice to carry her back.
Shikamaru had noticed everything. It's almost hard to miss something when you're watching closely and that was what he had been doing since the moment they were coming here. He figured Temari was not as strong as she show she was. She was strong but she perhaps have some nightmares like he does. And all he wants to do was be there, trust him to be there for her to help her through it. But he wouldn't force her to, he would wait patiently for the moment to come.
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Temari opened her eyes, they felt heavy though her chest felt light like she just told some secret to someone. She frowned, she didn't remember falling asleep in her old childhood bedroom. She didn't even remember coming home because she told herself she wouldn't be going home until she finds Shikamaru. But Shikamaru was no where in sight.
She started to panick and quickly tried to get up and sort of tangled with the blankets and fell down to the floor with no grace at all. She was used to waking up early. She was not the type to panick and show it either. She was truly off when it comes to Shikamaru.
She jogged down, looking for her brothers to ask if they had seen Shikamaru. The house was practically empty. Their family consisting of Gaara, Kankurou and herself, never truly depended on someone. They were self made practically. There was a point in their lives that they would kill each other and they wouldn't care.
She came into the kitchen and stopped dead in her tracks.
Gaara was drinking hot tea and Kankurou was wolfing down pancakes while Shikamaru was wearing a white apron and even sporting a chef hat, was putting more pancakes on the plate. He had flour on his cheek and nose. There eggs and bacons cooked already. It actually looked good and smelled good.
Shikamaru completely turned around as he layed down the plate of pancakes on the table, he caught sight of the table and then he instantly smiled. Temari felt her heart quickening. She hadn't quite noticed until now how fast Shikamaru smiles when he sees her, or how fast she smiled back when he did it. In fact, she knew she was smiling big because her brothers were staring at her. To know Kankurou actually took time to stop eating to take notes on the changes on her were something worth noticing.
"Ahm" She cleared her throat.
Shikamaru went to her and pulled out a chair, and she sat. And she was about to ask if he ate already but he seemed busy and she didn't want to bother him. Actually she felt suddenly shy. She didn't know if they were all good last night because she didn't remember any talking between them.
He took off the hat and the apron and neatly put it to the side and started cleaning up the messes. When he was done, he frown at her and shook his head. Temari was about to go off and ask why he was shaking his head, but then went around and sat next to her and put pancakes on her plate and then eggs and then bacon and even poured her milk and juice. She opened her mouth to say she loves food but she doesn't eat THAT much.
But then he started eating.
Off her plate.
Pouring syrup into the pancakes.
And then, he cut a piece of the pancake and fed her.
And he did it again.
And all Temari did was wait almost like a little kid to be fed.
And when she had bits left on her lips that she felt were there and was about to clean it off, Shikamaru picked it and ate it. She completely blushed. Oh hell yeah. Who wouldn't? But she almost wanted to laugh because...
Kankurou dropped his fork and his mouth was open wide and he was totally in shocked.
Gaara stop midway into drinking his tea and then blinked a couple of times and went back to drinking it, he sort of shrugged it off and had the air of he should just learn to get use to it soon.
"Did you sleep well?" Shikamaru asked, as he ate some bacon and pretended like he did this everyday of his life.
"Ah, yeah, thanks for asking." Temari said and reached for the juice and then paused to ask, "Where did you sleep?" OooO. Wasn't that just a dead give away what kind of wife she'll be.
Jealous. Possesive. Along the lines Protective and Selfish when it comes to him, she would definitely say she wouldn't share. And like as usual she'll be demanding.
Shikamaru raised an eyebrow as if they were thinking along the same lines.
"I slept well, thanks." He replied and smiled and before she could even talk back, he gave her a quick peck on the lips and picked up the dirty dishes and put them down on the counter and washed his hands and said a quick bye.
"Did I miss something?" Temari asked.
Kankurou got up and went to the counter and the shocking part so far in Temari's day was her brother actually washing the dishes without her asking or beating him up to do it.
"No, except Shikamaru made friends with some of the villagers here and they asked him if they could play with them since they were in need of an extra person."
"Play? Play what?"
"Not play games, A play, as in they would dance or sing or act...about something."
"Since when do they do that around here?"
"Since Shikamaru came," Gaara replied as if that wasn't suspicious at all.
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The Play
Produced and Directed By
Esiuol Enna
Shikamaru plays as Zachary
Gaara plays as himself and Shukaku (The Demon)
Kankurou plays as Romeo
Naruto plays as Fox (Nine Tails xD)
Sai plays as Inkheart (. cuz he uses ink??)
The Special Woman! xD
"You heard about the Fallen?" Romeo nudged Gaara, who glared at him and then completely walked away. (The audience laughed quietly and Kankurou was left on stage by himself gawking at his younger brother he even hissed, "You don't know how to act!")
The first set of the play was completely lost.
Shikamaru part was next to play as Zachary, how weird he even said yes. Gaara had asked him personally right after the villagers asked if he would love to be part of the play and Gaara was the one who said he should play as Zachary.
Shikamaru had read the script and was hooked and reread it a couple of times that he actually commit the lines into memory even though it was utter trouble to have done so.
Romeo walked around (The set changing into a sort of midnight town), Romeo spotted the girls, and talked to them, they giggled and shuffled and did some pull and push but eventually (after some few laughters) Romeo had one girl for each arms.
"I wish I have alot of arms" Romeo said and flashed a grin.
Zachary came in and bumped into Romeo, "A good dawn and morrow to you, good sir." Zachary greeted Romeo, "Ladies" Romeo and Zachary nodded at each other.
"To why you linger so late for a man with your reputation is questionable," Romeo said.
"And yet your lingering is no need to be question because they know you well?"
"They know I'm bad and that is there to it," He gave the girls kisses.
"And they have no need to know that there is good in you?"
"And what good is in me?"
"The love and gentleness you show for those women, sir." Zachary said. "It is true some may say it's vulgar and very looked down upon. But they do not know you love them. 'Tis truly not your fault you love them both and can't choose"
"But it's wrong."
"But we love our Romeo" The two women said.
(Temari, who just happen to come by at the time and sat next to Gaara, coughed because if she didn't she would have been laughing. Kankurou was incredibly good because he was so in character with the "Romeo" and Shikamaru had a slight swag into him that his character was oozing sex appeal, or maybe it was just the way Shikamaru had his hair loose and he was wearing a white polo that wasn't button all the way and wearing some incredibly sexy black pants. Though the way he stood there, he was a seducer and he was seducing his audience even if some had commented it was quite boring. People in this town want action not any sort of life lesson or romance.)
Romeo and the two girls left and Zachary was left alone on the stage.
(Gaara stood up and excused himself to Temari, Temari asked him where he was headed but Gaara didn't answer.)
"I wish to free myself. I no longer know who I am as time passes by. All I do...Pretend. Being someone else for so long, I am losing myself more and more. Sometimes I catch myself asking Who I am. And then I am answered with silence because I no longer know. I fell in love with a woman one day and I told her all my lies. I was living my lies and she was now part of that life I created. I told her I was someone great, someone worth being with, someone who she could introduce her parents to and then I am not that person."
Zachary sunked down to the ground. (Light dimmed)
"What is wrong with you, Shadow?"
Zachary jumped up and stood to face the three new comers.
"Do I know you?"
"Shadow, how could you not know who we are? We've been friends since childhood. Is this town good to take down?"
"Fox, Shukaku, Inkheart... I never thought we would cross paths again." Zachary made a move to the sword that hang on his side. People in this town were always armed just in case of people like them.
"A move." Shukaku said and took a step forward.
"With us." Fox said, who flashed a thumbs up.
"Against us." Inkheart said and he rested his hands on his waists.
"Do you know, Shadow?
"Or should we say Zachary?" Inkheart smiled and Zachary shivered.
Zachary thought "I was drenched in fear when I caught sight of my old friends. They had the air of mayhem in them. They get strength in knowing they strike fears to others. They were still the same. But he was one of them too. I didn't know what to do."
"What made you come by?" Zachary relaxed and smoothed his hair and smiled the same smile Inkheart have done, which was not warm. It was a chilling smile, each one of them knew how to smile that way.
"We heard about the daughter of a wealthy merchant. We thought we could make some quick money along the way to terrorize this town."
"I see," Zachary nodded, though he was incredibly weary.
"Be a good pal and give us some shelter for awhile,"
Zachary done exactly that. He sheltered his old friends because he thought it was the right thing to do. He was one of them and he would always protect his people. Though the town he had lived in for years were freaking out because of the sudden disappearance of their treasures.
Zachary faced his friends with blind eyes. Meaning he was ignoring the fact what his friends had done were wrong. He wasn't part of it but he wasn't stopping it. He feel wretched because he was caught between his loyalty to his friends against the town that had welcomed him so with open arms, practically.
One day the girl he had fallen in love with came by.
Zachary was breathless when she walked by, her hair was tied up elegantly and her bangs were loose to shape her beautiful face, she was incredibly beautiful.
(So beautiful that Shikamaru said, "Whoa, you're beautiful." When it wasn't part of the script, in fact 'Zachary' wasn't suppose to speak at all to the woman he loved because he felt it be wrong to continue to associate with someone so pure. Temari narrowed her eyes and crossed her arms, she would sooo...settle this later with Shikamaru. And who the heck is that woman!)
"Hasmin," Zachary whispered softly as he passed her by without so much as a smile on his face nor did he wave a hello or spoke hello.
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Temari had picked up a rock and was sort of playing with it, toasting it lightly and not so high up and it kept coming back to her and she continued. Someone cleared her throat behind her and she looked and saw Baki with his usual expression.
"I hope you know that people are watching." Baki said.
"Baki, you shouldn't say such things. It's like daring a wild fire."
"Nice Simile," Baki said, "But you shouldn't so much worry about him."
"I'm not."
"You won't lose him." Baki said.
Temari went rigid. She actually crushed the rock she held because of that one statement.
Baki's eyes actually showed concern. "He truly cares for you."
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After the show was over Temari waited for Shikamaru. Everyone came out except Shikamaru. She saw Naruto and Sai and they hugged her and flashed her grins. Funny how she never noticed Naruto had sharp canine tooth. Naruto caught her staring and they immediately shrunk.
"Sorry, it happens alot when I'm happy."
Sai and Temari remained silent.
"Ahhhhh...Not that kinda happy." Naruto said immediately.
Sai patted Naruto's back and said "It's alright Naruto, I won't tell Hinata and Shikamaru that Temari makes you happy." Sai smiled.
"Gyaah! Not like that! No! Ew, that's disgusting!"
Temari still remained silent.
"I won't tell him, you insulted her either." Sai said still smiling.
"No! I don't mean she's disgusting. I just...mean...like...Yeah! You know, right Temari?"
Temari nodded her head. "I know."
"Yata! Thanks..."
"Don't worry I won't tell." Temari smiled just the way Sai did.
Naruto...x.x
"Say what are you two doing here?" Temari asked.
Naruto and Sai answered as if they weren't lying.
"Just spying," Because they weren't lying.
"Ah...okay..." Akward.
Naruto and Sai walked off because Naruto was off to go see Gaara and Sai was gonna go see Kankurou. It seems Sai and Kankurou met earlier and hit it off as some buds because they were both artist.
Temari walked and caught sight of the woman earlier giving Shikamaru a hug and then her hand lingering on Shikamaru's arm. The woman was also smiling and her eyes were filled with lust. Temari never actually saw all red until now, she was seeing red and she wanted to just march there and like kick the woman's ass. But she relaxed a bit because Shikamaru was not looking at the woman with lust, he was withdrawn and when Temari caught eyes with him, Shikamaru's eyes instantly changed with wanting.
Temari knew she was full of confidence with her fighting skills but never with men.
But Shikamaru walking straight to her and leaving the hellah hot woman for Temari made her pretty damn feel great. Especially when Shikamaru kissed her like they haven't seen each other in years. Temari gazed into his eyes and actually purred a bit. She was so loving it. So opposite of yesterday.
"Did you enjoy the play?"
Temari wrapped her arms around him possesively, and then actually nuzzled his neck and gave the woman who was still there with mouth wide open an icy glare and clealy sending a message, "he's mine, back off"
"Hah, would have been better if there were some action."
"No kiddin', that's what the town folks said, though they said I did a good job in acting especially the romantic part."
Temari pulled back just a little bit.
"Pining for the wealthy daughter's merchant..."
"Yeah,"
"She's so not your type."
Shikamaru grinned.
"And you are?"
"Yupp, that woman has no backbone what so ever, if that was me up there, I'll be beating Fox, Shukaku and inkheart when they said they were going to hurt me. I would also beat Zachary up for acting like I can't protect myself. I mean c'mon, "Go on without me shit? Heck no you're not gonna get rid off me that fast." Temari made a face.
"True, and I don't want to get rid off you."
They were about to embrace into some steamy kisses when they had that strong feeling like they were being watch and when they turned...Temari saw most of the villagers watching them.
"Ahm, hi." She said, back again to wanting to shield Shikamaru.
"Hey, did you enjoy the show? Next time I promise they'll be more action and ketchup."
The villagers nodded and mummbled, "Good, good" and some said "It's always good to see different stuff though."
One lil kid came up to Shikamaru and Temari and looked at them and said.
"I didn't know Zachary was a two timer like Romeo. Mister, would you be pulling off the same thing Romeo did by saying he couldn't help but love two people and it's better to love many?"
"He's not a two timer. If he was, he's dead. And if 'Zachary'" Temari gave a look at Shikamaru, "pulled what Romeo pulled, well he'll be poison."
Shikamaru chuckled.
"Mister, I give you props. You got balls to go bein' lovin' with her. Or maybe your brain fell out." And the kid ran off.
"Well...wasn't that...new." Shikamaru said. "Nice folks."
"Straightforward more like it."
"Like you, ha!"
"I never said I was a Juliet."
"But Juliet was the one who proposed to Romeo."
"Hey!" Temari elbowed him.
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sorry I had to make some cracks with Romeo and Juliet.
Is that a love story? xD It's genius!
Ah yeah, if no one gets the last part...
Temari saved Shikamaru's life by doing the "mojojojo XD" and in Shikamaru's kind that's almost like the same thing as marrying. So kinda like Temari proposed and Shikamaru said yes.
In romeo and juliet, juliet was the one proposing marriage she said something like if love is honorable propose marriage and send some words tomorrow (idk the exact words but its along those lines i think...x.X), while romeo did not mention no marrying at all till juliet said so...haha! in my opinion he wanted some booty. xD
Sorry for those people who truly love Romeo and Juliet.
Yeah.....yeah....I had writer's block...x.x
I still do...
dang it....so sad....waaaah...
Took long to update. =[ and I didn't even get to where I want. Gaaah!!!
But I don't want to abandon! I will continue! I will destroy my writer's block!!! -uses temari's fan- ~.~
.Dang it Dang it.
So sorry,
Anne....T.T