Okay, I'm not dead!!!

Sorry it's taken me sooooo long to update but I've been in Sydney without a computer for the last couple of days

Well I better stop blabbering…on with the chapter!!!

Chapter 16

BPOV

The whole day flew by in a blur

First I had been told that I had been changed into a vampire and then I went hunting with Edward and drank actual blood (which, to my surprise, tasted really good)

I was having the time of my life with Edward, we laughed, we kissed, we talked

It was bliss

Until a I realized something

'What are we going to do about Charlie?' I asked, while we were both lying on a very comfortable couch, looking out a very large glass window at the sun setting over the forest outside

'We can do what ever you like. You can have him in your life if you want or you can try and make him forget you' he said in a serious voice

I was lying on his chest with our legs tangled together so I found it very difficult to see his facial expressions

'What do you mean by "Try and make him forget me"? I'm his daughter, so I don't think he'll forget me all of a sudden' I said, feeling very confused

He sighed deeply 'It will be very difficult to control your blood thirst around a human, because you are a new born. You won't want to hurt them but you can't control yourself. Imagine if that were Charlie. Imagine if you killed him' I started to feel really sick in the stomach just at the thought of it 'Could you live your life knowing that you had killed him?' he continued

I thought about it for a moment and eventually shook my head 'No, I couldn't live with myself if that happened…so what did you have in mind?'

'Regarding Charlie forgetting you? Well I would probably try and make it as quick and easy as possible. I would probably fake my death' he paused and waited for my response

'That's probably the best…for him' I said quietly

Suddenly I was sitting on Edwards lap in an upright position, facing his worried face

'I know this is a lot to take in so quickly, and you have to know that I feel so dreadfully guilty for putting you in this awkward position. Is there anyway you can forgive me for being so selfish and –' I silenced him with my lips

when we finally broke away, I looked deep into his beautiful eyes 'Edward, I don't regret any of the decisions I made, you have to know that' he opened his mouth to interrupt, but I placed one hand over it 'any thing that comes my way I can handle it'

He pulled my hand of his mouth to speak 'Your way? Bella, you have to realize by now that there is no you and me…it's only us'

'Forever and ever?' I questioned

'Forever and ever and ever' he said as a smile spread across his god-like face

'That sound nice' I said as I caressed his cheek with my fingertips

He began hungrily kissing down my jaw line before he reached my lips

Like every thing in my new life, the kissing was unbelievable

Now I could really appreciate his velvet soft skin and delectable scent

As his tongue traced the outline of my lips, I breathed in and out deeply, relaxing completely

I heard him chuckle and he pulled away to look at me

He had now poisoned himself over me, practically pinning me to the couch

'What have I ever done to deserve you?' he sighed

'I believe it's the other way around, what have I ever done to deserve you?' I teased lovingly

'Umm…so I have been thinking…I was wondering if…well you know…if you want to take our relationship to the next level?' I mumbled not making eye contact

'Ohhh' I exclaimed, the question had fully taken me by surprise

'Damn it, I knew I shouldn't have said any thing, I'm really sorry if I offended you or something, I would never ever want to pressure you into anything you didn't want to do. I'm such an idiot, I shouldn't have said anything' he said as he quickly go up form the couch and started to walk backwards

'What are you doing? You look as though you are scared of me' I said standing up and walking towards him

'Well I've never done anything like this before so I didn't know what was acceptable' he said, shifting his weight and looking at the floor, obviously embarrassed

I threw myself at him, locking my arms around his neck and crashing my lips to his

'Take me for a ride Edward' I mumbled into his lips before he picked me up in his arms and we ran at lightning speed to his bedroom

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The next morning, Edward and I walked downstairs, fingers entwined

I was dressed in one of his long blue button-up shirts and a pair of his large gray socks

He was in a plain white t-shirt and navy tracky dacks

When we walked into the living room, we noticed that ever one was there, and all their heads suddenly looked at us the moment we walked in, every one except Rosalie, who continued examining her extremely long fingernails

'Good morning you two, have a good time last night I heard' snickered Emmett

I instinctively hid my face in Edwards chest to hid my blush, but I realized that I would never blush again and brought my face out

I heard Edward snarl under his breath

'It's okay Edward, I'm not ashamed, it doesn't matter what Emmett says, I had an amazing time last night' I whispered in his ear

A smile crept onto his face and then was quickly erased by Emmett saying 'So you're "Amazing"? I wouldn't have thought that would be the right word for you, Eddie' he teased

Before Edward could respond to that comment, Alice had run up to me started squealing really loudly

'I'm so happy for you two, you are going to be so happy together' she squealed

'Umm...thanks' I said feeling really confused

'You must be joking!!! When did you see this? When will this happen?' Edward screeched, making me jump slightly

'Only this morning. I thought I better give you a heads up, because it will be happening pretty soon' she said still bouncing with excitement

'She is 17, she is still in high school, and I am still her teacher. This is crazy!!!' he yelled

I didn't understand half the things that were going on in their argument

'Well, I saw it and it looked pretty definite' she persisted, crossing her dainty little arms

Edward pinched the bridge of his nose and breathed deeply

'Are you okay?' I whispered

'What…oh yeah yeah I'm fine, just a bit shocked' he said turning to face me 'Let's go back to my room and I'll explain something's' he said before taking my hand and walking up the stairs to his bedroom

Once we were in he closed the door and faced me 'Well, did you know that some vampires have special powers?'

'No, I didn't' I said looking stunned 'Do you have a special power?'

'Yes, I can read minds, Alice can see the future and Jasper can feel and manipulate emotions' he said calmly

'So you can read my mind?' I asked still very stunned

'No, you are the exception, I can't "hear" anything' he explained

'So…Alice saw the future and you read her mind. That's what was going on downstairs' I deciphered

'Yes' he said simply

'And you didn't like what she saw' I asked

'No, I was just taken by surprise' he said looking in my eyes

There was a moments silence before I spoke 'So are you going to tell me what she saw or do I have to try and guess?'

'Okay…well…I'm not very prepared for this but' he lowered onto on knee

I gasped when I put his words together

'Isabella Marie Swan, I love you with every fiber in my body and I can't think of my life with out you, so, Bella, will you marry me?'

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Sorry for leaving you hanging, but it was just too tempting

I bet you can all guess what she's going to say though

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