Okay people, I know it's been quite a while and I'm TERRIBLY SORRY! Buyt here's the next chapter. I hope you'll enjoy it and pls rewiew. What your telling me are helping me a lot and are also motivating me. If you have any ideas for the next chapters, you can always suggest them because I'm a little lost here… And thank you everyone who rewiewed me so far!!

Chapter 3: And I don't know what…

"Let me see this wound..."

I turned around swiftly. James had followed me in the bathroom without making a noise. "You frightened me.

- Sorry." A silence followed.

"Let me look at your wound. I am accustomed to heal them.

I didn't answer him. I thought for a moment: he could help me but what if he sees the other scars? I pulled down the shoulder of my dress on my arm. James approached to have look at it.

"It's bleeding too much. How did you get it?A simple fall couldn't have caused it", he said trying to stop the bleeding with a clean sponge.

"Old scar. It got reopened...

- Perhaps you should take off that dress of yours..."

I threw a glance to him...

"I mean put something else. This one's really dirty.

- Yeah, your right."

I went into my room and put a long sleeved tee-shirt with a bottom of jogging then returned to the bathroom where James was.

"How did you get this wound?, he asked me once again.

- I got a cut by accident this summer. It healed, it was just a scar but I think that it is reopened. Nothing serious, really.

- Let me make you a bandage none the less"

I let him do. While he was fixing my epaule, I was lost in my thoughts. What was he doing here? Why was he helping me? And I couldn't gold any longer. My thoughts left my mouth before I could stop them:

"Why are you helping me James?

- What?

- Why are you helping me?", I repeated

- I can leave right away if you want me to", he said and turned away to leave. I looked at him walk to the door then ran to stop him.

"No, I tell him while he stops, no I don't want you to leave"

He turned to look at me. We were close one to the other. I could hear his light breath and feel it on my face.

"I... I am just shocked that you would be helping me, after all we went trought, all these years we didn't speak.

- Lily we…we were just mad!"

His voice was calm but I could see that he was trying with everything he could. He continued: "You were a Gryffondor. We were friends. We liked you. And then you left us to date that Slytherin. You knew the rivalry.

- I didn't know anything James. I was new. I knew that you didn't get along but I didn't expect it to be like this. The girls, they told me that that he was nice. How could I've known James? I'm sorry okay?. What I did to you. It's not forgivable, I know."

We were still close. James wasn't stopping to look at me. I closed my eyes, not to look at his anymore, so beautiful but filled with pain...

And I felt his breath … And then his lips on mine. And once again, I didn't know what to do!