"Rema! Get down from there!" The president's ike. I smile softly at her and her overly dramatic motions. Her perfect golden hair flinging back and forth as it frames her face, her beautiful brown eyes wide in fear. A caring friend. "Yes! Get down now, Rema." The big, burly sports king. With dark brown hair and serious brown eyes. Beautiful. I smile softly at him, before looking at all my friends faces.
The ones that are more reclusive just have small wrinkles around their eyes. Things I've noticed from time to time, but where is the handicap. I look confused before turning around and see her in a wheel chair right below me. Beautiful angel. Sweet as a fairy, too bad she's so decapitated that she can't do shit. I giggle before looking back at my friends on the roof.
"Why? It is fun up here!" I say almost crazily.
"Get down." Says the cool, confident school council president. I laugh heartily in my mind. Look at all the wrinkles around his slightly pointed eyes. Those deep, dark, hellish blue, cold eyes. I smile as though it were a joke and perform my last trick. It is obviously a high jump, of course I would need someone to catch me wouldn't I? I jump towards them, like a swan, my arms still gracefully held open as though inviting them to embrace me. They move forward in a swarm with wide eyes and fearful looks, but it's too late, they paused.
I must've giggled, because I know when I landed on the cold hard ground I was laughing hysterically. They couldn't even make it to me in time to catch me. My ankle twinged painfully as I stood up and smiled at them endearingly. "Ja' Matenai!" I giggle as I rush to the door, open it, and resume my wise, gracious position of being a good friend. Their faces were slightly pale and they looked at me before laughing nervously, thinking it was a messed up joke. I begin to laugh too, but they didn't notice the hysterical twinge in my laugh. It wasn't a joke.
I shut the door behind me and feel their auras start to wane from the tension before. I'm crazy. No, not crazy.... just something. I settle for that explanation as I pull my head high and walk away. Of course I stop shortly after, there was something wrong with my foot. It didn't... want to move properly. It twinged and stung as though something was clashing it with a hammer. I frowned before lifting my head back up and resuming my hellish walk.
You see, it all started out simply. With that stupid word 'love.' I loved...;lakweqjptoigada;hvbklcn ahh God, I loved so much. I put so much of my heart into loving that I thought for sure, someone would love me back. I guess no one ever did really want me though, because they all found something else. Someone better than me, that loved them more than I did or could have ever loved them! I've known Ryuichi since preschool. He was the one in the corner reading the book, and I was eccentric just wanting a smile out of him. A painful smile lit up my face. I guess you could say I was his only friend for forever. Then. . . he. . no, I. . . . . . I. .