Syed had finally arrived in Walford, knowing that he wasn't well and discharged himself to early but things needed to be sorted out;
Everything what has happened over the past months complicated things even more, all the sneaking around, the deceiving, the cheating, this was his only chance to do the right thing he could not mess this opportunity up first place he went too was Amira's.
Syed was nervous he made his decision and was determined to stick by it, his hands were trembling like never before he didn't know how much this person meant to him till he fitted all the pieces of the puzzle together it started to become clear so he knocked on Amira's flat.
She came to the door and opened it but she was surprised to see Syed standing in the corridor,
"Syed what are you doing here, out of hospital" Amira asked.
"Amira i.. need to speak with you about something, it's important"
"Well you best come in then" Amira suggested.
She let Syed in and they sat on the sofa but it was quite Amira didn't know what Sy wanted to talk about and Sy didn't know how to tell her everything so he grabbed her hand and started to explain.
"Amira i don't know how to say this it's took in some time to pluck up the courage but I'm afraid i can't marry you I'm sorry.
"What...what do you mean you can't marry me of course you can we love each other don't we. Amira questioned.
Syed didn't know how to answer that he was trying so hard to keep calm and keep all the emotion behind him it wasn't that easy as he thought.
"I... do...Love...you but not in that way anymore i have fount someone else i know its going be hard to understand but please try to.
"Understand Syed how can i understand your not going marry me because you have fount some other bird your telling me this and expect me understand how can i...... do i know her.
"Well yeah and no"
"Sy what do you mean yeah and no just stop with these confusing riddles and tell me.
"I'm seeing Christian ok and i have been a couple of months, I'm sorry I had to tell you this way but...
Amira slapped him before he could finish and properly explain she was angry, upset and ashamed she was hurt right down to the pit of her stomach, she thought he loved her so much wanted her, a family, a nice big house they were on the brink of getting married in a couple of weeks and now all this.
"I would like you to go Syed please leave me" Amira tried say calmly.
"Can't you let me explain..."
"Out, out" Amira screamed.
At that point Syed left her flat, he didn't want the situation get any more worse than it already was and his job was only half done, he needed to tell the people which has been there all his life and knew wouldn't except it but he would be surely surprised if they did but he knew in his heart that they wouldn't feelings and emotions came flooding through his body as he travelled through the square;
His phone vibrated so he reached for his pocket but he didn't know who was calling him as Amira was the only person who knew he was out of the hospital; He looked at the screen and his name popped up but Sy just left it and carried on walking, heading for the Masood's door he knocked on gently as he was in too much pain, Masood came and answered, astonishment placed upon his face Zainab was sitting in the living room, feet up drinking a cup of tea but as soon as she heard Mas say Syed's name she jumped up and walked over to the hallway where her weak and lifeless son was standing she couldn't understand why he was out of hospital so soon it was too early for him to be out.
"Syed what...what are you doing here, you best come in and sit down Mas get him some water please. Zainab asked.
Masood was heading towards the kitchen to get him a glass of water but Syed stopped him he didn't want to make a fuss because if they did he would get distracted easily and he wouldn't be able to tell them.
Syed walked through into the living room before he sat down on the sofa Zainab puffed the pillows so he was comfortable, she sat at the other end worry was placed upon her face as Syed was covered in bruises and cuts from the accident but the expression on his face was more worryingly; as tears started to form down his face she grabbed his hand clenched it tightly Syed looked up at his mothers face he couldn't bare to break her heart and bring shame upon the family, but he had to tell her everything and risk losing everything;
"Mum I... I know you know, well both of you know about me and Christian, and I have thought about this a lot it's been going around my head everyday since you fount out but I have told Amira everything, and I have made my choice,.. and i choose Christian; I know you won't like it but I... I actually love him and nothing can change the way i feel about him.
Both Masood and Zainab couldn't believe it their son, their golden boy was announcing he was gay right in front of their faces, Zainab stood up her fury exploded her wrath was unleashed.
"Syed do you understand the consequences of what your telling us that your in love with a man everyone will talk, stare and if the Mosque finds out even worse Bushra...
"I don't care anymore I've had enough of all the sneaking around behind everyone's backs i LOVE Christian and I want to be with him so I'm sorry if my happiness destroys your lives" Syed said forcefully.
Masood didn't know what say to anything of the situation and just walked out of the room and ran upstairs to Syed's room, where he grabbed a bag and threw some clothes into it he left the room and slammed the door behind him went back in the living room and passed the bag to Syed, he knew after telling them that he loved Christian he couldn't stay in the Masood household any longer so he just got up grabbed his bag and left the home for maybe his last time ever and headed to his boyfriends to see if he would have him.
Syed got to the entrance of Christian's flat, he rang the bell too see if he would answer but there was no answer, he rang it so many times it could break, as he turned around he spotted Jane; she walked towards him but he hid his bag behind his knee's so that she couldn't see it he asked her if she knew why Christian wasn't answering and she explained that he was working over at the Unit because she couldn't he suddenly rushed over the to the Unit and couldn't wait till he saw him again.
He opened the Unit doors ran down the stairs dropped his bag and walked in, he was standing their the most gorgeous person on the planet but oddly enough he was dancing a little weird; Syed couldn't help but giggle a little he walked across to him turned him around, he placed his lips on Christian's and closed his eyes, Christian responded immediately but took a step back from Syed as he didn't know what Syed was up too.
"What. What was that for" Christian asked puzzled.
"For waiting for me and loving me like you have"
Christian didn't understand what Syed was trying to say.
"Christian listen... as Syed said that he grabbed hold of Christian's hand "I'm I'm in love with you and i have made my choice, it's you that I have chosen i want you, i always wanted you ever since we first kissed i just haven't been able to realise it till now I love you.
Christian couldn't believe this was happening he felt like he was in a dream, but he knew that it was reality and that Syed actually chosen him he didn't care who knew that didn't bother him anymore they both smiled to each other, their bodies grew closer and closer together and shared a passionate kiss their love was expressed with just one touch of their lips.
Syed broke their kiss but only for a little while…
"Can you get away early"
"Sy you know I can't there is a big catering party we need to prepare the food and there's a lot… and why the sudden hurry shouldn't you be at home..
Syed walked out, he grabbed his bag from were he lef it d walked back into the kitchen Christian noticed it but didn't know what he should do smile or cry he knew in his heart that Syed did love him but to sacrifice his family was huge to come to terms with especially for Syed. Christian looked down at the floor but Syed walked over too him put his soft touching hands on his face to reassure that everything was going be fine, nothing else could destroy their happiness.
"So are you going finish early so we can go home........