5. School

I woke up in the morning and took a deep breath. Great I wasn't feeling any better. Even after two weeks away from him he was all I ever thought about and today was my first offical day at Forks High. As soon as the last botton was finished on my shirt a knock rang through my door. I skipped to it trying to act cheerful. My dad hadn't told anyone because I can see through their phony faces if they're lying. All they knew was he had called us filthy bloodsuckers. Rosalie stood there smiling. She was the only one who didn't hide her happiness at mine and Jacob's break up. My dad on the other hand was still furious about it, but kept it to himself for my sake.

"Your parents need you downstairs" she said brightly

"Be down in a minute" I replied back

"Kay"

She said simply before dancing down the stairs or at least that is what it looked like. I put on my shoes and walked downstairs slowly. I caught his scent first and a deep hiss echoed through my throat. He took an automatic step back. I could hear Hollie and Frankie in the woods nearby. I hissed at him again.

"Afraid I am going to hurt you so you brought a dog?"

"Actually I brought-" he began to say but I let out a shrill laugh. One not like my own.

"I really don't count her as a dog. She is more of a bitch dog" I said my anger bubbling over. "For that matter why and the hell are you here?"

"Your mom said you wanted to talk with me to patch things over"

"My mom and no offense mom doesn't know anything that went on. Well she knows the part of the bloodsucker and the dumb blonde thing but other then that nothing" I stepped to my dad's side "You should have talked to him considering he can read your mind" I hissed.

"I am sorry-" he began to say, but I raised my hand to silence him. I was not finished.

"Unless she put you under some vodoo spell then I will start believing you, but until I can fully forgive you again I want nothing to do with you Jacob Black. You hurt me more then words can explain and I will not forgive lightly"

"It was a mistake Nessie. I was only-"

"Next time ask my family. Someone you can trust" I heard a playful growl from the woods "No offense Frankie" Hey he was still a good friend. Frankie still hung out here and we were getting along.

"Please you are the only person I love Nessie"

"Love" I scoffed thinking of all the times he had said it to me "If you loved me you wouldn't have done what you had done"

"I will prove it to you I promise" he vowed and I shook my head.

"Prove it to me by sending her away" he looked down "That's what I thought"

"I can't do that Nessie. The pack will not allow it"

"Good then I'll kill her and they can't do anything about it because someone imprinted on someone and so certain someones can't kill that certain someone" I smiled at the end and he looked up shocked "But that still won't prove that you love me because that will take more then a few I'm sorry's" I sighed "I won't kill her, but I don't want to see her" he nodded slowly. Whatever I wanted as usual I thought "But I also don't want to see you right now"

"Whatever you want" he said his voice cracking a little. He looked up and met my eyes. The look inside of them made me want to reach out and hug him. They were so pained. So hurt. "Goodbye Nessie. I'll be here if you need me" then he took off out the door.

"Jake" I choked out as I collapsed on the floor of the porch. The tears overwhemling me. Four cold hands shot around me. I blinked through my tears to see my parents hugging me. I dried my tears and stood up "Ummm so where is my car?" I asked trying to be pleasent.

"Now is not really the right time sweetie" Esme replied worry etched into every word. I just rolled my eyes playfully.

"Now is the perfect time" I said simply turning to Emett "Go get it. I heard Alice say you were going to drive it out"

He sighed and jogged off to the garage. He was back a second later with the car. A shiny black mercedes. I screamed with happiness and ran to it's side. It was beautiful. Just the way I would have designed it. Pink stiching on the interior with black leather seats. A perfect mix of girlie and rocker chick. I turned to them smiling.

"It is the best car ever guys. Thank you so much"

I hopped into the car and waited for Alice knowing she would want to ride with me. The door opened a moment later and she slid into the backseat with Jasper. I took off as soon as the door shut. My dad was quick to follow with the others in his Porsche. Thanks dad I said in my head looking into the rearview mirror to see him nod twice. I could never thank you enough and thanks for not telling mom. This would have killed her figuretively speaking of course. He smiled into my rearview mirror obviously controlling his laughter. Oh and no over reacting on guys thoughts when we get to school. Just remember you can't hear their thoughts so be nice. They are hormonal boys. He rolled his eyes and focused on the road. Oh ignore me now why don't you.

I smiled a little and focused on driving. That was easier to do then anything. As soon as pulled into the Forks High parking lot I cut the engine and got out. The stares were instant. Like the other schools I was someone beautiful to stare at without getting that instant human feeling to back off like they did with the others. Though they still got stares and more then me for that matter. I saw out of the corner of my eye my dad holding my mom's hand as they walked in behind me to the office.

"Excuse me miss?" I asked hesitantly trying to sound like a shy new kid "We're new here Dr. and Mrs. Cullen's foster kids. We were wondering if we could get our schedules?"

"Of course you may dear" she said pleasently looking into a filing cabinet beside her. I was someone that humans felt most comfortable around. Someone they could be at ease around. Unlike the six vampires that stood behind me. Other then Emett and Jasper they all looked friendly enough but not to human eyes. "Here you are dear" she said handing me all the schedules "Come back if you need anything"

We could all hear her empathize the word you meaning only me. Something told me, and it was more then a hunch it was fact, that she had fear for the six vampires that folowed me out the door. They all grabbed their schedules and were off leaving me alone in the hallway. I slung my bag over my shoulder and went to my locker which was clearly marked on my schedule. As I opened the door I heard a human approach. My first real human contact here in school. This was always fun explaining things to the first one.

"You must be one of the Cullen foster kids" a brightcheerful voice said behind me. I turned around smiling nodding my head. "I am Kristen" she stook out her hand for me to shake.

"Renesme, Nessie for short" I said quickly shaking her hand before slamming my locker door shut.

"So what is your first class?" she asked trying to be nice. I could see my dad out of the corner of my eye listening to her thoughts.

"Spanish with Mr. Jones" I said as we began to walk towards the Spanish building.

"Sweet me too" she said happily. Great the over cheerful cheerleader type I thought to myself. She wore a pink turtleneck parker and black skinny jeans. Alice would not be happy with her fashion choice. She barely is of my mother's. "I am sure we will be great friends" she tacked on at the end.

"I am sure we will" I said trying to act cheerful. Jacob was starting to creep into my mind again.

"You can sit with me at lunch if you want" she offered trying to be nice again.

"My brother kind of wanted me to sit with him. Actually all of us want to sit together. Kind of a first day thing" I smiled polietly as we entered class "Maybe tomorrow"

"Sure" she said happily going to sit by a red haired boy who wore glasses and plaid suspenders. I almost had to choke on how funny he looked.

"Good morning class" Mr. Jones said walking in with his briefcase "We have a new student today her name is Renesme Cullen. I want you all to welcome her to this school kindly" Oh great a teacher with a soul. That is a first. "Alright let's take off where we left off yesterday. Renesme follow along until you catch up"

He handed me a spanish book and walked to the front of the room. Thanks to my vampire mind I had a lot of time to think as I copied down notes. Not that I didn't know almost every language in the world perfectly. This was just for show. When the bell rang I grabbed my stuff and bolted for the door. Jasper and Alice were waiting leaning against a set of lockers.

"Hello guys" I said as we walked towards the science building "What do you want?"

"Nothing much" Jasper said instantly making me feel at ease.

"We have Biology together" Alice squeaked as we walked to class.

"Yay!" I said actually happy. At least I would have my best friend and aunt with me in at least one class, not counting lunch. "What do you have Jasper?"

"Chemistry" he replied swiftly. I hated how well he could process a question without thinking sometimes.

"So how is your first day going?" Alice asked happily aswe walked into the building

"The morning sucked, but other then that it has been good. Spanish was ok. Nothing I haven't learned before" I said as we slid into Biology class. The teacher barely acknowledged us as we sat down in the way back. The only table left. "You?"

"The usual"

We stopped talking then. As we took notes I let my head wander. My mind just needed to to be. To not really think about anything in particular. Like filthy cheating scumbag ex boyfriends who cheat on you. Nothing like that I thought to myself giggling silently. Alice nudged me a little bit and I just shook my head hoping my dad was not nearby to hear. He was I later found out. Once class finished Alice and I hurried to lunch. They were all there waiting at the table that they had once claimed there's a million years ago, figuretively speaking.

"If I hear one more comment of how my dad's eyes are like gold and he is so gorgeous behind my back" I said slamming my tray down at the table. "I could quite possibly murder those girls"