Chapter Eight: What Could Have Been

Summers POV

So far today has been good catching up on what has been going on in Nate's life with his teaching, and how Tom has been coping with his acting and having fan throw them selves at him. Found it quiet amusing what girls would say when they saw him and the comment on his fan site

"Bromance?" I laughed

"Ya it's pictures of me and Rob round LA when I was out there seeing how he is. The fans are funny with the things they come out with especially Rob fans" he smirked

I smiled at what he said the thought of them both being hounded by young female fans. I knew Rob didn't like attention especially being centre of attention. Tom didn't really mind it as much but both were really private people unlike Nate, good job he didn't become famous would go to his head.

We ordered in pizza and had a few beers, Nate and Tom began to play on the PS3 online against other people who were just as rubbish as them

"Right guys I'm going to bed been a long day, ill see you in the morning love you both"

I tried to kiss them both on the cheek but they were to rapped up in the game

"Night Summer thanks for letting me stay love you to" Tom said not talking his eyes away from the game

"Night sis see you in the morning love you to night"

I began to walk to my room and thinking how happy I was that I have another day off tomorrow to just relax and hang out again.
Once in my room I remember that Jay was suppose to ring him, I checked my phone but no missed calls or texts.

'Must have been busy' I thought

I began to get undress and put on my short comfy pj's. Once I lay on my bed I couldn't fall asleep. I reached under my bed and pulled out my memory box that me and Natalie designed years and years ago. I began to read silly letters that Nat would write me which were so funny. I found the letters the boys would write me while they were away in private school. I loved looking back at these letters and random pictures of me and Natalie at university they always make me smile.
I found a photo of me and Rob after my 18th when we hooked up we look so great together

'Think I need to put some picture up around the flat' I thought to myself.

I laid back on my bed with all my letters and picture around me but still holding the picture of me and Rob. I felt my self slowing beginning to fall asleep thinking what could have been.

"Come back to bed Summer I haven't seen you in 3 weeks"

I remembered that voice as I turned away from the door was this vision of beauty lying on my bed with thick brown messy hair, those blue eyes I remembered gazing into.

"Rob how did you get here and in my bed" I couldn't believe my eyes

"Summer what's up with you? Don't you remember I came home from Vancouver last night like I always do when I have a break from filming, oh god you have memory loss don't you" he sat up leaning towards me looking worried

"No just you startled me that's all"

I walked back over toward him and began to get goose bumps all over my body

'God its cold I thought' when I looked down I was naked

"Oh my God" I ran to the bed and quickly got under the covers

"What's wrong? You're acting like I have never seen you naked before" he laughed while stroking my cheek

I couldn't believe what's going on this has to be a dream this can't be happening. Rob leaned in and kissed me on the lips, how I remember how magical they were. I couldn't help but kiss him back I just had to go along with this fantasy
I opened my mouth slightly allowing Rob to enter and begin to massage my tongue with his. I grabbed his messy hair and pulled him closer to me.

"You don't know how long I have wanted this" I whispered to him

"Me either I am so happy we are finally together"

He laid me beneath him and began to give me sweet soft kisses on my neck while caressing my breast. He moved his head lower and taking my nipple in his mouth nibbling at it gently. I couldn't help but gasp in desire.

I continued to grab his hair as I felt him breathing heavy at my centre.

"How much do you want me? He whispered

"More than anything in the world"

With that I felt his finger slowly rubbing at my clitoris

I began to breathe heavy trying not to moan to loudly. Just then I felt his fingers enter me and his thumb working magic on my clit, I arched my back in ecstasy I just wanted his tongue to explore me.

"Rob take me in your mouth" I demanded

With my requests he berried his tongue deep into my centre licking franticly. I grabbed his hair harder and began to moan with satisfaction.

"Oh Rob more" I screamed louder

"Rob, Rob, Rob"

Just then I heard a door fly open I jumped up startled by the noise and fell onto the floor

"Summer you ok I heard you screaming Rob" Nate ran over to me on the floor helping me up

"Ya I'm fine must have been sleep talking sorry if I woke you"

'More like sleep moaning' I thought

"I was worried but I am glad you're ok" Nate said still looking worried

"Ill be fine you get some sleep night Nate"

"Ok night Summer"

And off he went closing the door behind him. I laid back on my bed grabbing my hair and sighed

"Wow what a dream"