I did warn you in the last chapter!! this chapter contains a rape scene!! you don't have to read that part!!! if you see ***** this symble and don't want to read it scroll down to where you see ----------- but just know that it happend!!!!!!

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Chapter 5 part 2: A Decade Under the Influence Part 2

I walked down my block, having ditched my last hour and was now making my way to the house. My last hour was Biology so I wasn't too depressed about missing it, but I think anywhere would be better than with Ashura. I couldn't listen to my ipod any more seeing, as it had died somewhere during my walk. I took a shuddering breath, and rubbed my upper arms to try and get warm. iI really wish i had gone back for it/i

I groaned, as the wind picked up again, tossing my hair every which way. I was sure that I look terrible. My ears were frozen, but my hands felt far from it.

Ignoring my arms for now, I rubbed my hands together to get the friction to warm them. I moved them closer to my mouth and breathed on them, hoping that would help. It didn't. I whimpered, the warm air hadn't helped, only made them feel even more frozen.

I opened my eyes, glad that I wasn't walking in the middle of the street, but on peoples lawns, as I didn't want to get hit by a car just because I had my eyes shut. I glared suspiciously around me... this street was really quiet...

"Hey don't I have gloves in my bag?" I asked myself,(1) not bothering to keep my voice down. I didn't really care if people knew that I was talking to myself, as with technology now-a-days, I could be on a headset or something.

"I'm not sure... I'll check..." I responded, taking my bag off of my shoulders and pulled it in front of me, all the while still walking. I unzipped the very front of the backpack, and dug around in there. I gasped in relief when my fingers felt cloth. (Though I think I touched it several times before my mind actually registered that it was the gloves...)

I grinned happily as I zipped, and slipped on the gloves.

There was a loud honk, and I jumped. It had echoed loudly down the neighborhood. I rubbed one of my ears, pouting slightly, as I turned and looked at the car who was idly sitting there. I blinked, tilted my head to the side. I recognized that car from somewhere, but couldn't for the life of me remember where I had seen it before...

I shrugged, losing interest, and was about to turn and keep walking, when the window of the car rolled down. My next door neighbor, Mrs. Ruby, poked her head out of the window.

"Yuui is that you?" She asked, raising her voice slightly, so I could hear it over the wind and the engine. I smiled at her, politely, and walked over to her.

"Yup, it's me!"

She looked concerned, her eyes scanning my face. "Are you alright, honey? Aren't you supposed to be in school?"

I grinned at her again, and rubbed the back of my head sheepishly, and said the first thing that came to my head. "Well, Ashura said that he wasn't feeling too well and got me permission to leave a little early, so I could take care of him. With Fai being at college, it would have been harder to get him out of class, and I can make my work up easier than he can."

She frowned. "But to have you walking out here in the freezing cold!" she muttered, before nodding to the passenger's side of the car. "Well come on then, get in!"

I hesitated. It wasn't like I didn't want to get a ride home in a warm car, I just didn't feel right being around her... Her husband's one of my clients... "Umm... That's ok, Mrs. Ruby! It's not too far from here! And I'm sure you have-"

She cut me off. "Just get in the car, Yuui. I'm not going to let you walk home in this weather."

I nodded, ran around the front of the car, and hopped into the passenger's seat. "Thanks..." I mumbled.

The ride wasn't particularly eventful, just light conversation. She pulled up in her driveway, and I jogged over to my house, after waving goodbye to her. I sighed, when I reached the front door, and fished my keys out of my pocket.

I unlocked the door, closed it behind me, and called out: "I'm here!"

No reply... The house was quiet. I blinked, dropped my backpack beside the door and slipped my shoes off.

I knew he was still home, as the car had been in the driveway, so I made my way to his study. I knocked lightly on the wooden surface of the door, and waited for him to answer.

**********"Come in!" Ashura called out from behind the door. I turned the knob hesitantly, vaguely wondering what kinda hell I would have to go through today, before I made myself stop thinking. It's usually better if I don't.

He was sitting at his desk, with his feet propped up on it, leaning casually in his chair. I sighed softly and stepped further into the room. I noticed that he had moved a mattress in here. I glanced at it in confusion. Usually we do it on the floor or his desk…

I looked back at him knowing that the confusion was written on my face. He only smirked, and looked at something behind me. "Shut the door." He wasn't speaking to me.

I gasped, back straightening; telling me there was something behind me. I turned my head around and saw two men standing on either side of the door. My heart pounded loudly in my chest as they both leered at me. I clenched my fists in anger and turned my attention back to Ashura.

"Let me guess." I snapped. "Another bidding?" Every so often Ashura will hold something like an auction, and the highest bidder gets a night with me. He hasn't done this in 6 months, and has always informed me about when he's going to do one of them.

He smiled, (the damn bastard didn't smirk he smiled!) and one of the men was pressed flush against my back, hands clamping over my arms. I shuddered in disgust as his breath ghosted across my neck. "It looks like you were right Ashura. He is a pretty kitty."

The other man came up beside me, just as close as the other one. "And a feisty kitten at that," He nipped my ear, I shook my head and turned it so it would be out of his reach. I yelped when the second man grabbed a fistful of my hair, yanking my head back to where it had been.

"I ask you not to hurt him too much; he will still be needed for tomorrow." Ashura said, not even bothering to look up, but was instead checking the dirt under his nails.

It was the first man who spoke. "Why would we want to hurt something this beautiful?" His hands were roaming my body now, slipping underneath my shirt.

"But we will, most certainly, leave our 'mark'." To prove his point the second man bit harshly down on my neck. I held back a cry, biting my lip. I hated this, more than anything else, this is what I hated. The feel of someone's hand touching me out of lust…

I was pushed roughly onto the bed, and the first man climbed on top of me. He stripped me of my shirt, hands continuing to roam across my skin. I shuddered under the touch, my eyes closed as I tried to block out the feeling. His hands quickly got impatient and soon my pants were tossed somewhere on the floor.

I was flipped over onto my stomach, and for that I was glad. I didn't want to see the lust in his eyes anymore. The man lifted my hips and entered me swiftly. I let out a sharp cry, my breath becoming erratic, as he started thrusting. I bit my lip to keep any more noises from escaping.

The second man stood close by watching, getting some sick pleasure out of it too I noticed.

I let out a startled cry as the man on top of my thrust deeper inside of me and spilt his seed. He pulled out of me, and I wasn't even able to catch my breath before the second one mounted me, thrusting inside, mercilessly. I cried out, not bothering to hide it anymore. This man was bigger than the first, and was thrusting harder. I wouldn't be surprised if I was bleeding after this was over.

Wave after wave of pain washed over me, and my eyes began to burn; threatening to start crying. It had been a while since someone had been this rough with me. And each thrust felt like he was ripping apart my insides. I was panting harder than ever now, hands gripping the sheets tightly, and I clenched my eyes shut, trying to block out the pain. I was becoming dizzy, vision clouded with dark spots.

He finally released himself with a grunt. I heard him chuckle as he got off of me, my body felt heavy, and the black spots were growing larger. I felt myself gasp for breath and wondered I couldn't get enough air in my lungs. I couldn't concentrate on anything, and couldn't comprehend my thoughts.

Finally after what felt like an eternity my vision went completely black, and I passed out.

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I awoke, my body felling less heavy than it had when I had slipped into unconsciousness. I heard light breathing coming from beside me, and I opened my eyes when something cold and wet was brushed across my forehead.

Ashura sat beside me, wiping my forehead with a wet rag. I blinked, and raised a hand to rub at my eyes, trying to get them to adjust to the light. "S-sorry about passing out," I said, wincing slightly from the pain in my throat.

He shook his head. "It's to be expected, you haven't had it rough for a while."

I noticed that a blanket had been thrown over me, and that I was in my room. I also noticed I was in my sleep clothes…

"I'm letting you have tomorrow off. They paid quite a lot to have you." He finished wiping my forehead, placed the rag in a bowl beside him, and stood up. "600, in fact,"

"T-thanks…" I grunted out.

He only nodded and left the room. I tried to sit up but winced when the pain flared up my backside, I wasn't going to be about to walk for a while…

1) It is not weird to talk to yourself!!!!

Mrs. Ruby is a new OC of mine and play a somewhat important part for later on in the story

Okay that was my first ever Lemon/rape scene so if its not good im sooooooo soooooo sorry!!! don't kill me!!!! please!! just tell me if I did alright or not!!

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