Name: Mello Age:16 Birthday: December 13, 1992 Gender: Male Hair: Blonde Eyes: Blue Height: 5'7" Weight: 114.6 Blood Type: A Status: Mafia Leader
This was my profile. But Mello wasn't my real name, it was an alias of course.
Nobody knew my real name, and no one ever would. I sat down on the ledge of my balcony...put yourself in my shoes for a second. Say that a long time ago,
maybe 4 years, there was this person that you felt feelings for but you had no clue what they were....that person saved your life more than one time....you had your FIRST kiss with that person....and that person was there for you 24/7.
but, one day, you have a huge fight with this person and end up leaving the one place you call home, never to look back on it...would you have done the same?
Probaly not, but I did. One little fight....the one little fight that changed my life completely, not helping it, but making it like living hell. That one cold day that I decided to give up and leave my past behind...little did I know that it our paths would cross again. -thinks: I'm such an idiot....why did I leave?
Why do I have to be so emotional? ...- I pulled my knees to my chest and rested my head on my hands, the way HE always sat. These last few days were a merical (sp?)...nothing less. I never thought I would see him again, but that one faithful day, he was there. I was so happy to see him...little did I know the danger I put both of our lives in. I closed my eyes, trying not to think but to only let my mind go numb as I fell asleep.
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I sat upright in my bed, not being able to sleep. I havn't slept for 2 days, I didn't want to. Everytime I closed my eyes, I saw this guy...he had red hair,
green eyes, and wore a striped jacket and orange goggles...but I had no clue who he was. I'd been seeing him in my dreams for a week now, but I didn't want to see him anymore...it was kinda creeping me out to be honest. At first the dreams were of him and me, laughing and having fun..playing video games, rideing motorcycles and four wheelers, and just having fun being around each other.
But after 3 days, the dreams started getting weirder and weirder. The fourth day of the dreams, we kissed and did...*cough* other stuff. The fith day, he started to go out drinking and when he'd get back, he'd force me to have sex with him. The sixth day, he turned into this full out drunk, and would not only force me to have sex, but he would beat me and hurt me badly...when I tried to resist I ended up with a really bad burn on my arm. And the seventh day.....the worst dream.....he was trying to force me again, but I tried to resist and run away...he caught up to me, dragged me back to the room, tied me to the bed and said these exact words "Now....I'll make sure you never try to run away from me again my dear Mello..." and then....he....broke my ankle.
I shook my head, closeing my eyes and trying to shake away the memory....I didn't know who this guy was and I never would, it was just an odd dream.
thats all. -thinks: I need comfort....- I got out of bed and stood up on the floor,
thinking of the one thing that always comforted me....chocolate (well, and Near of course). I walked outside my room, into the hallway, and towards the kitchen. "Hm....what time is it?" I whispered to myself, taking my cellphone out of the pocket of my soft red pajamas. I flipped open my cellphone and looked at the screen to see that it was 2:58 am. "well, no one is gonna be awake right now,
so I should be safe..." I said very quietly as I stepped into the kitchen, looking around as a small dim light over the sink lit the room...just enough to see everything. -thinks: Hm....I'll have to turn that off just in case...- I stepped over and opened the fridge door, moving down to one of the bottom drawers and opening it to see the many stacks off my chocolate bars. "Mmmm..." I think my mouth was watering alittle (XD) as I reached in and pulled out one of my huge 10 pound bars of chocolate. I shut the door, walked over to the counter, and jumped up onto it. I reached behind me, flipping of the lightswitch and crossing my legs as the room became pitch black and I tore the wrapping off the chocolate bar, taking a bite of it as I heard the soft snap that I was so used to by now.
I sat there munching on my chocolate for about 20 minutes before checking the time on my phone again...it was now 3:28 am. I sighed as I slide the phone back into my pocket, taking another bite of the delicious delicacy in my hands.
Then, I heard the same soft snap of chocolate from the OTHER side of the room.
-thinks: What the? Is someone else in the room?- I shifted slightly and nervously as the room became silent once again. It took me a few minutes, but after all the silence I came to the conclusion that it was just the sound of my chocolate, I was just jumpy because of the dreams and the fact that I was sneaking out after hours...but I do that alot. I took another bite of my chocolate now confident that I was alone in the room.
Suddenly, I felt a hand on my knee. It was kind and gentle, but I was so alarmed that I let the chocolate bar fall right out of my mouth, now only a peice left half inside and half outside my mouth. I felt the mysterious strangers hand shift to feel the item that had fallen. After about 5 minutes of complete silence,
the person broke it by saying "....Mello?". That completely suprised me...I didn't know what to think...but that soft voice, it sounded..familiar? Without being able to control my actions anymore, I let my hand fall on theirs, feeling around for the familiarity that I knew as Near....it felt like his hand...but, I couldn't be sure. Just incase it was him, I pulled my hand back quickly "N-Near...?" I whispered back to him. "Yeah, its me.." they answered...but I still didn't believe them for some reason....maybe because of the dreams. I reached my hand out,
setting it gentely on the top of his head and feeling his hair slightly. -thinks: Hmmm....is it really him?- I needed to be sure...so I reached my hand back and felt along the wall before finding the light switch. I flicked it on as a very dim circle of light enveloped us, just enough to see each other slightly.
I looked down at him standing infront of me with a sort of dazzed look, his hand still on my knee "Oh...it really is you Near" I said guiltly...I should have believed it was him, but those dreams just had me completely freaked. I let my gaze drift away from his face, and to his hand still on my knee....holding MY chocolate. -thinks: I need that before I hyperventilate (sp?)....- His gaze went to the same spot, I could tell. "Oh..." he said as he started to pull his hand away.
-thinks: No! I NEED that chocolate!- without thinking, I grabbed his wrist softly as I heard him take in a deep breath and hold it, but I couldn't stop for some reason...I moved my hand slowly from his wrist, to the back of his hand,
around to the inside, and grabbed my chocolate, sliding it out of his hand gentely. I heard him let out his breath in a loud sigh as I pulled my hand away.
-thinks: hm....?- I kept my gaze on him as he stared at the ground sadly. -thinks: did I...upset him..?- I softly put my hand under his chin, lifting it up and making him look at me "I'm sorry....." I whispered very softly. He seemed very caught off guard by that "Sorry....? A-about what..?". "Because I-..." I started to say, but the light suddenly went off. -thinks: W-what the...?!- I let my hand drop from under his chin as I turned quickly to look at the wall where the switch was "I-I didn't touch the switch!" I said as quietly as I possibly could in a situation like this. -thinks: H-huh!?!- I felt something grab my wrist very forcefully as it swung towards the place I knew a glass candle holder sat. Who was doing this...? No one else was in the room except me and Near, but I knew it wasn't him. They threw my arm at the candle holder as it made a lound shattering sound and a sharp pain shot up my arm. "AAAA-!!!!!" I started to scream, but I knew I couldn't make noise so I slapped my other hand over my mouth to stiffle it. "Mello!" he whispered loudly as he put both his hands on my waist, lifting me off of the counter. But now drained of my strength, I stumbled and fell into his arms as my feet hit the ground. The sounds I heard were becoming fuzzy, my conciousness was slipping away by the second, and I could tell my eyes were closeing. "Stay with me Mello!" I heard Nears voice plead for me not to leave him just yet. I was now completely unaware of my surroundings.
The next thing I knew, I was sweeped off of the floor and into Near's arms....he was carrying me bridal style, I knew that much. The only noises I was able to manage were stiffled sobs and cries of pain...this was unbarable. He was running down the hallway, I could tell that, and then he opened a door and set me on the edge of a bed...it was his room. I was so scared and confused...I pulled my knees up to my chest, now sitting in the middle of his bed, and I didn't even notice the light turn on as I buried my face in my knees. The only sound that filled the silent room were the sounds of my deep breaths from crying, sobs, and cries of pain....I couldn't take this....please just kill me now.
"M-Mello!" he yelled my name as I heard his footsteps race to the side of the bed.
Next thing I knew, my head and knees were parted, and I was caught in Near's tight embrace...I needed comfort now more than anything, so I threw my good arm around him, only being able to whisper my words "N-Near please m-make it go a-away....". I hated this pain...i'd never felt anything like it before..it was so painful that I was shaking fiercly beyond control....I was so scared..I just wanted the pain to stop. He pulled away, and I watched as he kneeled infront of me, taking my hand in his, and moving my arm very softly and carefully so that he could look at it. He froze completely "Oh my god...." he whispered, hopeing I wouldn't hear. "W-what is i-it...?" I tried to glance at my arm to see how bad it was, but he suddenly put his hand on my face, turning it away quickly "No Mello, don't look at it. If you see it then the pain will get worse".
But....I wanted to see it. Was it bad? It must be. ".....Mello...." I turned my gaze towards him, I could feel the tears pouring down my face "Y-yeah...?".
"I...I have to get that glass out..." I could hear the worry in his voice. Glass?
What glass...? My eyes widened and I turned to look at my arm before he could stop me...I had to see how bad it was. "Mello no!" he tried to make me look away but it was already far too late. My eyes became completely wide as I stared at the huge peice of glass that was deeply in my arm. What!?! No! I was NOT gonna let him get that out! "N-no....no! NO!!!" I jumped off of the bed, running towards the door in hope to escape the cruel fate that awaited me, but right as I was about to reach it he yelled my name and threw his arms around my waist,
lifting me off of the ground so that I couldn't escape. I outstretched my arms towards the door -thinks: please open! PLEASE!- I tried my best to struggle and get away from him, but his hold was too tight to escape. "Let go of me!!!!" I screamed as loudly as I could, hopeing someone would hear me and come....but there was no one. I tried in a desperate attempt to kick him. He was screaming something at me, but I wasn't paying attention to what it was. "NO!! LET GO OF ME!!!!" I screamed at the top of my lungs -thinks: Please! Someone please come!-. He suddenly slapped his hand over my mouth, saying something about how I would wake someone but I bit the inside of his hand very hard before he could finish. "OW!" he yelled as he pulled his hand away and I saw the dark red liquid start spilling out of it, thats what I'd hoped for. "LET GO OF M-!!!!" I started to scream again, but he slapped his hand directly over my mouth again as I tasted the salty-metallic taste of blood. Then he said something that completely made me freeze in place..."Do you wanna bleed to death!?!?!".
The only thing I could do was shake my head 'no' as I became silent...I didn't want to bleed to death. "Then you have to let me do this, please!!" he started pulling me towards the bed. I layed down in the middle of it, still silent as ever.
I didn't know WHAT to say or do....he was only trying to save my life. The last thing I remember was being tied down, and his soft words "...im so sorry...mello"
and the sharp pain of his finger digging into my wound before I lost conciousness. I could tell that I was thrashing and screaming, but I couldn't do anything, not that I would. When I regained my conciousness fully, I opened my eyes and sighed in great reliefe...I was still alive. I looked up at Near, tears in his eyes, as he put his hand on my cheek. "Mello....I-I'm so sorry.." I threw my arms around him, pulling him down to me and holding onto him tightly. "You saved me...." I whispered softly into his ear, still sobbing quietly. He pulled back only alittle, now looking deeply into my eyes as I looked back into his "Mello.
I...". He leaned closer to me....we were so close, I could feel his warm breath on my lips "I-I....I lo-" he started to say something, but someone walked through the door loudly. "Hey Near, it's me agai-...." the person started to say...I knew that voice. We both turned our heads towards the doorway to see the one person we both knew was there...L. Near's breathing changed completely, I could tell he was really annoyed at L's 'perfect timeing'. L was stareing wide-eyed at both of us "I-Im sorry I didn't mean to interupt!" he said, smileing at the two of us.
"I'll just go now hehehe..." he said as he stepped out, shutting the door before either one of us had anything else to say. Near turned his gaze back to me, as I did the same. "Uhm....sorry..." he went to pull away....oh no you don't. I quickly tightened my arms around him as he looked at me with a suprised and confused look "M-Mello..? What are you doing..?". -thinks: oh, you know what I'm doing Near...- and before he could say or do anything else, I pulled him down to me again, kissing him deeply and passionatly.....finaly.
I pulled away and looked down to see Near stareing up at me. He had the mix of expressions that I'd expected to see...it was a look of suprise and confusion,
yet at the same time pleased and happy. I smiled as he stared up at me speachlessly -thinks: I wounder what he's thinking right now...-. Next thing I knew he held my face in both of his hands, lifting my head up while at the same time leaning down until our lips crashed together once again. Now it was my turn to be shocked. I could feel my face heating up, a dark blush probaly spreading as I closed my eyes, enjoying the moment completely....to bad the moment was ruined AGAIN. L walked right through the door again, Light being dragged along behind him, "Hey Nea-....". We broke apart instantly, both of us growling in annoyance. "What the fuck do you want L!?!" I yelled at him angrily, only to be completely ignored. A huge grin spread across his face as he looked at Near, "Do you know where they keep all the cake?". I could feel Near glareing at L as Light whispered something to him...and then L....blushed?
-thinks: What the hell!?! Did he just blush!?!?- I could fell Near's glare losen into wide eyes as we both stared at L and Light...what was going on? The room became completely silent, and before we could say anything else, Light turned L around and walked him out of the room while he shut the door behind the two of them. "Uhm....?" I turned my gaze back to Near as he did the exact same, us now looking at each other again. "...I...I-I....uhm....hehehe..." he laughed akwardly as he got off of me, only to lay down by my side. I turned towards him smileing happily as he pulled the covers up over us, wraping his arm around my waist, and holding me closely. I could feel myself falling asleep as he stroked the back of my hair, I could tell his eyes were starting to close as well. The last thing I remember was him whispering the words I had been waiting for for so long...and me answering happily, falling asleep with a smile on my face.
"Mello...I love you..."
"I love you too...Near..."
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