Here Forever A NearXMello Love Story Chapter: 5 (Contains MattXMello Yaoi)

My eyes became very wide as he told me his name...."It's Matt". I suddenly started shakeing uncontrolably as I stared at him completely terrified,
-thinks: no....there's no way....there's no way...there's n-.....-. I felt my knees become very weak suddenly, and my vision started to blur and turn black around the edges. I saw Matt's expresion completely change as his eyes widened, and he took a step towards me "Mello..?". Before I knew what was happening, my knees completely collapsed and I fell to the floor, "MELLO!?" I watched him run over to me, and that was the last thing I remember before I blacked out.

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I kicked at the door for atleast 15 minutes before the hinges finally snapped and it fell to the floor. "Oh, whoever thought it would be funny to lock me in the bathroom is SO gonna...." I froze as my mind imediatly jumped to the one person I could think of, Mello. He was completely ticked at me, so it HAD to be him!
Oh he was SO gonna get it in the morning, right now I was way too tired after trying to kick down a door for 15 minutes. I walked into my room, walking right past the white envelope that was on my nightstand, I hadn't even noticed it. I just layed down in my bed and fell right to sleep as soon as my head hit the pillow.

--------------------------------Morning-----------------------------

I woke up to the sound of L's voice in the hallway, as well as Light's. All I heard were the words "Mello" and "No idea". Mello...why did something spark in my mind when I heard his name..? Oh! I need to know where he is so I can kick his ass for locking me in the bathroom (excuse my colorfull vocabulary!
Now I was curious as to know where he was, so I stepped into the hallway and followed L and Light as the walked into the dinning hall, the door shutting behind them. I put my ear to the door and tried to hear what they were saying,
but the only words I could make out were (once again) "Mello" and....what was that other word......"Missing"? Did he just say "MISSING"? The look of worriedness on my face was replaced by anger once again. Yeah right, like MELLO was missing. "Near, you can stop listening in on the conversation now.
Come in please, there's something I'd like to tell you" L said, catching me off guard. But I did as told, stepping into the room and closeing the door behind me.
My anger faded away as soon as I saw the depressed look on L's face as he smiled at me sadly. "Near...I have something to tell you," L started, keeping the sad smile on his face, "Mello is......missing..". The look on my face turned to complete terror as those words repeated over and over again in my head. "W-what...?" I could feel tears start falling down my cheeks, "he...missing..!?".
My voice cracked when I spoke....how could I have been so mad at him? How could I have been so stupid as to think Mello was the one that locked me in the bathroom, when he had been taken away? "..no...." I shook my head as more tears started to pour down, "....no..!". I ran out of the room, slamming the door with a loud crack and running down the hall to Mello's room. I threw it open,
not careing when it hit the wall loudly and stared at the sight infront of me.
it was empty. Mello wasn't there. I shook my head again, "..no, no, no...!". I ran to my room now, opening the door, and slamming it as I locked it from the inside. "How could this have happend..!?! How, how, ho-!?" I froze suddenly as I saw a white evelope on my nightstand...was that there before? I walked over and grabbed it as my entire body shook uncontrolably. I flipped it over so that I could see the front of it....'To My Dearest Near'. I held my breath and read the words about five times before opening it. It read....

"To My Dearest Near, Near...I...I'm really sorry....I don't know what came over me. I just got so upset that you would even think of calling me that....I just reacted in the only way I could think of at the moment. As much as I hate to say this....I know for a fact that I could have killed you...just like I almost did the first time. I don't know what I would do with myself if I hurt you in any way. I have to make sure I never have the chance to.
Near...I'm leaveing tonight. Don't try to find me, don't try to come after me. I'm so sorry Near......I should have left when I had the chance before, so I wouldn't have had to put you through anymore pain...but I couldn't bring myself to. Now I know that I have to, to keep you safe even...even if it costs me my life. Goodbye Near.
Yours Forever,
Mello

By this point I was on my knees, crying and sobbing loudly.....how could I have let this happen....why..? "...why...." was all I could say before having a complete mental breakdown.

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I woke up in complete darkness...where was I? I was on a bed, I could tell that.
Was that all a dream? Had none of that really happened? So many things ran through my mind untill.
"Hey!" I yelled as I felt someone move their hand up the side of my leg. I heard them laugh slightly as I fidgited uncomfortably, "It's ok Mello, It's only me".
I knew who it was imediatly now by the sound of his voice, it was Matt. "Oh.
sorry I-I just...." I stuttered nervously and he laughed agian, "It's ok Mells, I can understand why that kinda freaked you out" he put his hand back on my leg and I shifted slightly. I could tell he was smileing to himself as he moved his hand slowly up and down the side of my leg, making me take a deep breath. I hadn't felt something like this before, but it felt...good? I blinked a few times at the thought. Did it...? As if he had been reading my mind, he moved his hand up further and slid it under my shirt, making me start to shake alittle. I started to breath heavily as he carassed my chest, and he noticed it. He pulled me closer and closer until our lips were only a small space apart. I could feel his hot breath on my lips and I felt a strange tingling in my lower stomach. What was this...this feeling? My train of thought was suddenly broken by his lips softly meeting with mine. I felt my face heating up, and my eyes go completely wide as the tingling in my stomach, suddenly turned into a sharp pain between my legs, making me fidgit ucomfortably again. He pulled away, still staying very close to my lips...he seemed to be waiting for something. I fidgited again as the pain grew stronger and stronger, I could practicly feel him smirking.
what was he doing to me? "Does it hurt Mello?" he asked, the smirk growing even more. I tried to act as innocent as possible "Does..what hurt?". I gasped loudly and bit my lip when he suddenly shoved his knee inbetween my legs and started rubbing it against the area that hurt the most. "Does THAT hurt" he whispered in my ear suductivley. -thinks: Oh god dont stop..! It feels so good.....!- I had to bite my lip harder to stop from moaning because if I did, it would be loud as hell and I didn't want to give him the satisfaction of that. But it did feel so good.....I didn't want him to stop...I wanted more...I wanted.
Before I knew what was happening he was ontop of me, shoving his tongue into my mouth and rubbing his erection against my own. I sure as hell was glad that he was kissing me because it stopped me from moaning loudly. But, he suddenly stopped completely and pulled away, looking down at me with a huge smirk I could now see because my eyes adjusted to the darkness. -thinks: no! why the HELL did you stop!?!?- I let out a small whimpering sound as the pain came back, but even stronger this time. I watched as his smirk grew wider and he stared down at me with lust-filled eyes...what was he thinking right now? If only I could read minds...I scolded myself for not being able to (xD). He must have noticed my discomfort and figured I'd indured enough because he suddenly started rocking his hips back and forth in a slow motion. I turned my head to the side and closed my eyes, basking in the feeling. -thinks: .faster, please go faster...- "..faster..." my eyes widened when I suddenly realized I had just said that out loud. I looked up to see him smirking with almost complete victory ....almost. I could tell by the way he was looking at me, he would only have his complete victory when I moaned. Oh HELL no! Your not breaking me that easily..! Your not....... He suddenly started to rock his hips back and forth in a faster motion..and faster, and faster, and faster untill.....*MOAN!*. I threw my head back in pleasure when I could no longer take it. I opened my eyes, expecting to see him smirking in victory down at me but what I saw shocked me.
His eyes shut tightly and he was breathing very, VERY heavily. I closed my eyes again when he started thrusting harder and faster, and thats when I no longer could take it at all. I started moaning uncontrolably and thrashing my head to the side as I arched my back, coming very close to release. But he suddenly stopped again!
-thinks: what...the...HELL...!?!?!- I looked up and whined loudly because the pain was back and alot stronger. He looked in pain too, but looked down and smirked at me.
Before I had time to process what was going on, my shirt was off and my pants and boxers were at my ankles. After throwing all my clothes to the floor he lifted my legs, making me wrap them around his back, and unzipped his jeans. By this point I still wasn't quite sure what was going on until I felt him at my entrance. -thinks: wh-what the hell is he doing-
Right as I was about to object he thrust into me very roughly, fully inside. I screamed at the pain, I'd never felt anything this painful! He waited for like 3 seconds before he started thrusting in and out, starting at a slow pace but getting faster and faster. I screamed in pain as tears rolled down my cheeks untill he suddenly hit a certain spot.
"A-AAAH..!!!!!" I moaned (more like screamed) in pure pleasure as my whole body was overtaken in this feeling. Now THIS was something I'd NEVER felt before! He smirked, his breath very heavy, as he looked into my eyes and started thrusting into the same spot alot harder. I couldn't speak, I couldn't think, the only thing I could do right now was moan against my will. Something unknown started building up inside me, but I soon found out what it was.
"M-MAAAATT!!!!!" I screamed his name as I came all over both of our stomachs. "Fuck....Mellooo!!!" he came inside me only a second later, collapsing tiredly ontop of me. We stayed like that for what felt like hours before he pulled out of me and rolled over, now next to me on the bed. When I could finally think agian, I realized that I was now REALLY tired. "Maybe I should take a shower...." I said very quietly, my words slurring alittle because I was starting to drift in and out of sleep. Matt must have sensed how tired I was because he wrapped his arms around me, his embrace warm and his words soft and careing, "Sleep, mells". You can say that again. Before I had time to say anything else, my eyes closed and I fell into a deep sleep. The only thing I remember hearing was Matt whisper softly into my ear, "I love you Mell". I don't remember dreaming anything that night.