Chapter summary: While out at a restaurant for lunch Itachi finally admits to Sasuke what he has been keeping inside for so long. Sasuke doesn't react very well though, and the only thing that Itachi can do is fight for his brother's love. Can Itachi make Sasuke think that it's okay for them to be together?

Chapter warnings: Incest, language. There are brothers kissing in this chapter, and all of the others as well, so if you don't like, don't read!

Chapter pairings: Ita/Sasu

Disclaimer: I do not own Naruto!

I would just like to say that this is the rewritten version. Many things have changed, but it still kind of follows the original story. Please enjoy.

Too many firsts

Chapter three: First boyfriend

Fifteen minutes later they were sitting across from each other in a restaurant after they had each ordered something for lunch, and so far, there was only silence. Sasuke didn't mind it, as he was too preoccupied with his thoughts, but Itachi minded. He wanted his brother to talk to him; he wanted to talk to his brother, but he couldn't for some reason...

So they sat there in silence. Itachi watching Sasuke as Sasuke stared at the table in thought, and a few minutes later their food was set in front of them, breaking Sasuke from his thoughts. They ate in silence for a few moments and finally Itachi couldn't take it. "Sasuke..." Sasuke didn't answer him; didn't even acknowledge him.

Before Itachi could even speak again the waitress that had brought them their lunch walked back up to the table with a smile on her face. Sasuke looked up when she approached but her gaze was on Itachi. "Hello gentlemen. Is everything alright?" They both nodded, expecting her to nod and walk off, but she didn't.

She handed Itachi a slip of paper, which both he and Sasuke assumed had her number on it. He just shook his head, refusing to take the paper. "I'm sorry, but you're not my type." A distraught look fell over her face, as she had, obviously, thought that Itachi wouldn't turn her down. "But...well... What is your type? I can change!"

She was trying so hard it was sad. "I don't think you can change that much," he said as he gestured over to Sasuke. "He is my type." Sasuke's eyes widened as he stared at his brother, who glanced at him for a moment before looking back at the waitress, who looked embarrassed. "I-I'm sorry."

Itachi just nodded as she walked away blushing before he went back to his food. Sasuke just continued staring at his brother, shocked. "Itachi," he whispered harshly, making the man across from him glance up at him. "What the fuck was that?" Itachi shrugged a little bit before he pushed his plate away, leaning back to look at Sasuke.

"I was just simply telling her who I was interested in." Sasuke scoffed and rolled his eyes, pushing his own plate away before getting up and walking from the restaurant. Itachi put the money to pay for their food on the table before he went after his brother, catching him walking down the street, heading towards the compound.

"Sasuke," he said grabbing the teen's arm gently, turning him towards him. Sasuke jerked his arm away and glared at Itachi. "Don't. Don't fucking touch me! Just fucking stop doing this. I'm tired of it!" Sasuke yelled out extremely distressed as Itachi brought him into a hug suddenly, and Sasuke tried pushing him away.

"Sasuke, stop. Stop fighting. If you really, truly, don't want this then I'll respect that, but I believe that you want this just as much as I do." Sasuke stopped fighting as his brother's words reached him and he just stood there in his brother's arms. A few moments later Itachi pulled away from him and Sasuke swallowed as he looked up at the man.

Before he knew it Itachi's lips were on his and the man's arms were around his waist, keeping him close, and Sasuke was kissing him back for the first time as he wrapped his arms around his brother's neck slowly.

After a few seconds Itachi pulled away a few millimeters and his grip on Sasuke tighten as he opened his eyes. "I love you, Sasuke," he said quietly and their lips brushed together as he said the words. Sasuke opened his eyes slowly, looking into his brother's dark eyes in disbelief before he bit his lip. "W-what...?"

"I love you," Itachi whispered again before pressing his lips to Sasuke's gently. Sasuke couldn't kiss back; he wanted to, but he was too stunned by Itachi's words. He couldn't believe that the brother he had been in love with for years was finally returning his feelings, and...it all sounded true. He didn't think that the raven-haired man was lying to him; he hoped that he wasn't lying.

Sasuke pushed Itachi away gently, just a little bit, so that he could look into his brother's eyes. He shook his head slowly in disbelief as he saw just how much love and care were showing in the dark pools that were so much like his own. He bit his lip and shut his eyes for a moment, desperately hoping that all of this was true; that he wasn't about to make a complete ass out of himself.

After a long moment Sasuke's onyx eyes opened back up and looked into his brother's once again. "...I...love you, too..." It was barely audible, but Itachi caught it and kissed his brother again, briefly, a smile on his face when they parted. Sasuke just offered his brother a half smile before pulling out of his arms and walking away, towards the compound again, in silence, still partly in disbelief over what just happened.

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Thirty minutes later Itachi caught up with Sasuke, who was sitting on the couch in their home with his head in his hands, having just gotten there a few minutes before, and he sat next to him. "Sasuke..." He said quietly, placing his hand on Sasuke's shoulder gently, but the boy shrugged it off. "Sasuke, look at me," Itachi demanded in a quiet voice, but Sasuke wouldn't.

"...Just leave me alone..." Sasuke was still too stunned to believe that what his brother had said was true. He couldn't believe that his brother...his twenty-year-old brother actually loved him. He believed that there was no way that Itachi could love him; could feel anything for him, but he wanted so much for it to be true. "Sasuke," Itachi said quietly, moving closer to him, making Sasuke bite his lip.

"I don't believe you, Itachi... How... How am I supposed to believe you...?" Itachi didn't say anything for a long moment, but he put his hand on his brother's knee. "...Sasuke, I never expected you to believe me, but it's true. I do love you. I would never lie about something like that." Sasuke looked up at him, his hands falling into his lap, and he shook his head slowly.

"No... You don't love me, Itachi... You can't love me." Itachi just looked at Sasuke for a moment before he quickly leaned forward and pressed their lips together, grabbing Sasuke's hands in his so that his brother couldn't push him away. He pulled away a second later and looked into his brother's eyes. "I do love you, I can love you, and I will love you. I have always loved you, Sasuke."

Sasuke swallowed and bit his lip before he looked down in between them. "It's wrong, Itachi..." He said, trailing off as his eyes began to water. "No," Sasuke looked up at him. "It's not wrong, Sasuke. I love you, and there is nothing wrong with it." Sasuke just stared into his brother's eyes for a moment before he shook his head.

"We are brothers," he whispered feeling that it was unfair. Itachi placed his forehead against Sasuke's gently. "Sasuke... That doesn't mean that my feelings aren't real. I love you, Sasuke." Sasuke bit his lip and closed his eyes as he pushed his brother away, getting up a moment later and quickly going to his room.

He had to get away; he didn't want to break down in front of Itachi. God, he wanted to believe the man so bad. Everything screamed out at him that the onyx-eyed man was telling the truth, but he couldn't bring himself to listen; he couldn't bring himself to believe.

He got into his room and shut the door, leaning against it for a moment before he slowly walked to his bed and sat on the end of it. There was no doubt in his mind that his brother would be coming along soon, and a moment later Itachi walked in slowly, shutting the door behind him softly. "Get out," Sasuke said softly as he stared at the man across from him.

"No, Sasuke." Sasuke got up off his bed and glared at the elder before opening his mouth to speak, but Itachi beat him to it while taking a step forward. "Why are you fighting this? You told me that you love me, too, so why are you trying to keep me away?"

"Because this isn't right!" Sasuke exclaimed as Itachi got even closer to him. The younger of the two backed up, only to realize that he was against his bed, and he lost his balance, falling onto his bed on his back. A moment later Itachi was leaning over him with a hand on either side of his head.

"Stop thinking about right and wrong, Sasuke. Just think about the two of us together. Don't you want that?" Sasuke turned his head to the side and stared at his brother's arm. "Sasuke, I can't do this anymore..." A chill ran down Sasuke's spine when he felt his brother's warm breath against his ear as Itachi whispered the words. "I can't keep pretending that these feelings don't exist; I don't want to pretend anymore. I want to be with you, Sasuke."

Sasuke closed his eyes as he thought about everything his brother had said before he took a nervous breath. After a few moments he turned his head back towards Itachi and he opened his eyes slowly. "...I..." He closed his eyes again for a moment and when he opened them he just nodded slowly, feeling his brother's lips on his half a second later.

TBC...

A/N: And there is the rewritten chapter three!! I like this chapter much more than the original one! It's so much more...interesting! But anyway, please review! Thank you!

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