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Chapter summary: Itachi and Sasuke spend their first night in bed together, only it doesn't work out how Itachi wants it, and Sasuke is scared to death of just the thought of being in the same house as him. Will things ever be normal?

Chapter warnings: Incest, of course. Some kissing and almost touching between the brothers, so if you don't like, don't read.

Chapter pairings: Ita/Sasu! Of course!!

Disclaimer: I don't own Naruto!

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Too many firsts

Chapter five: First night as a couple

It was hours later. It was the long hours of silence that had convinced Sasuke that it was safe to sleep in his own home. In those hours he had not seen Itachi because he had left the elder's room soon after their little talk. He just had to get away though. While yes, he loved Itachi, and yes, the man loved him as well. Sasuke's brain was just having a hard time with everything that it had to process suddenly.

So he had just sat in the living room on the couch for hours, trying not to think about anything, and especially not his brother. And it was in those long hours of complete silence that he had found the courage to actually want to go to his room and go to sleep, thinking it mildly safe now. Sasuke believed, somewhere in his brain, that Itachi was going to do something to him in the middle of the night while he slept, if he slept, and it just made him not want to sleep.

He found it odd to be fearing sleep just because of his brother, who, the logical part of his brain told him, wasn't going to do anything to him. But he couldn't help it, his brain wasn't quite right at the moment so it made his thinking blur with what he knew was true.

The last time Sasuke had looked at the clock it had been nearing 2:00 am and he was still sitting on the couch, finding that he might have better luck sleeping on it then in his own bed. So he closed his eyes, as he was already lying down, and attempted to go to sleep. There were a few moments of silence before he heard a sound. Then he heard it again. Footfalls. Itachi.

Sasuke's brain told him that Itachi must have come down for some water or something and that he should just pretend that he was asleep, and so he did. With his heart pounding in his ears he pretended as he heard his brother's footfalls come closer to the couch. "Come on," he heard Itachi's deep voice say softly, and Sasuke wondered for a moment if his brother knew he was just pretending to sleep.

There was a long stretch of silence and for a few seconds Sasuke believed that he was safe until he heard the couch groan a bit as Itachi leaned against the back of it. "I will pick you up and throw you over my shoulder if you don't come willingly," Itachi said, a touch of playfulness in his tone. Sasuke didn't catch the playfulness as fear spiked up in him, wondering just what in the world Itachi would do to him.

He didn't open his eyes, but he had to know just what his brother planned on doing. So he said, "What are you going to do to me...?" There was nervousness and fear evident in his tone, but Sasuke himself didn't hear it as the pounding of his heart in his entire body pulled his thoughts away from almost everything else. There was silence for a few seconds. "Well if you don't come on already then I am going to pick you up, throw you over my shoulder and take you to bed," Itachi told him, and as the words left the elder's mouth Itachi smiled lightly, but Sasuke couldn't see it.

Sasuke's fear died down as he heard the words. Itachi just wanted to take him to bed. But wait, he tensed mentally as he thought about it. Couldn't that mean more than one thing...? Sasuke opened his eyes slowly and looked at his brother, who, to Sasuke at the moment, looked like he was wearing some perverted sort of grin. "...I think I'll just stay here..." He told Itachi after a few seconds, and an eyebrow was raised.

Itachi shook his head. "Well I don't think so, Sasuke. So you might want to make up your mind right now about how you want to find your way to bed tonight," Itachi told him, wondering about his brother's behavior. Sasuke lay there for a moment, thinking about his options, and finding that he had none. So he slowly sat up and put his feet on the floor to stand, but found that his legs felt funny, like they had turned to jelly. A groan almost left his lips as he tried to stand, only to realize that he could not because his legs would not support him.

He didn't want to say anything, but since he couldn't stand he had no real choice. "..." He tried to speak once, but the words wouldn't come out, because of fear or something else he did not know. So Sasuke attempted to say it again, "...Will you...carry me...?" The words came out after a few moments and he hated how weak he sounded. Itachi smirked behind him before he stood up straight and walked around the couch. "Well of course."

Sasuke didn't think that Itachi was going to go as far as he said, but he must have forgotten that his brother didn't really lie about things. So before Sasuke could even think about how he just wished he had left the house and gone to Naruto's he was up over his brother's shoulder, being carried to bed. "...Don't you think this is a bit...much?" Sasuke asked quietly as he looked at Itachi's back. "Of course not, I told you I was going to do it and so I am," Itachi told him without a care as they got to his room.

Itachi opened the door to his room and walked inside, making sure that he didn't harm Sasuke, and he shut the door behind himself. Once he turned back around he walked to his bed, the entire time Sasuke hadn't noticed that they were in Itachi's room. After a few seconds Itachi pulled Sasuke off of his shoulder and threw him onto the bed gently, smiling down at him as the teen looked confused for a moment, realizing where he was for the first time.

"...Didn't you bring me to the wrong room...?" Sasuke asked slowly, looking at his brother, who stood at the end of the bed staring at him. "No," Itachi said simply and Sasuke's fear came back as he wondered, once again, just what his brother was thinking about doing to him. He didn't have time to ask; he didn't have time to think about asking. It was in the blink of an eye, or maybe it was just because of Sasuke's fear that everything seemed to slow so much that he didn't notice from one moment to the next, but Itachi was on him. The raven-haired man was straddling his waist and kissing him, and for Sasuke it was all too much at one moment.

It might have been too much, but he kissed back, finding that his brother's intoxicating kiss made his fears leave him instantly. After a moment he wrapped his arms around Itachi's neck, successfully bringing the man just a little closer to him. Itachi smirked against Sasuke's lips before he pulled away just to begin kissing the teen's neck a second later.

Sasuke let out a gasp as Itachi nipped near his pulse and another smirk played across Itachi's lips as his desire for his brother intensified. He let a hand travel down his brother's body quickly, slipping into Sasuke's pants and boxers. Sasuke's eyes widened and he looked at Itachi in disbelief before he reached down and grabbed his brother's arm, stopping the elder's hand before it really got anywhere. "I don't think so," he told the man above him, a touch of shock evident in his voice as Itachi pulled away from his neck to look at him.

Itachi smiled lightly, not deterred by his brother's words and actions. After a moment Itachi leaned down and kissed Sasuke gently, attempting to get his brother's mind off of things. Sasuke kissed Itachi back but his hand didn't move from his brother's arm. Itachi tried a few times to move his arm but everytime that he tried Sasuke would dig his nails into the pale flesh. After a half dozen attempts Sasuke pushed Itachi away with his free hand and looked at the man sternly.

"No." Itachi gave Sasuke a desperate look, but the firmness of Sasuke's gaze didn't waver. A few seconds of silence passed as they looked at each other before Itachi suddenly leaned down to placed his lips on Sasuke's. Only it didn't work out as he had planned. Sasuke had expected Itachi's move and when the elder moved to kiss him he put more force behind his hand, pushing Itachi further away from him. "No," he told Itachi once again.

Itachi looked at his brother for a few seconds with a look of pure shock on his face. He quickly shook it off though. "You didn't seem to be against all this earlier, love," Itachi said tenderly, although he really just wanted Sasuke to give his approval so that they could continue. "Earlier I was not thinking clearly," Sasuke told him as he made sure to keep his hands firmly where they were. Itachi knew that he should have been a little bothered by what his brother said, but he couldn't care at the moment. The only thing that he wanted, desperately needed, was his brother.

"Are you really going to deny us something that we both want?" Itachi asked, thinking that Sasuke could not argue with him on it and would only give in. Sasuke didn't argue, just like Itachi had thought, but he did not give in. "Yes, I am," Sasuke said quietly and Itachi looked at him, his incredulity being hidden well. While he might have been disappointed he did not let it show all that much. All Itachi did was sigh before he nodded, taking his hand out of Sasuke's pants.

Sasuke looked at Itachi hesitantly for a second before he let his brother go, only to have the man kiss him softly not a moment later. His heartbeat spiked suddenly as his earlier fear rose once again. Itachi pulled away and looked at him with a light smile on his face. "I love you, Sasuke." Sasuke just stared at Itachi as he attempted to calm himself, but it wasn't working at all. So he just nodded, trying to let Itachi know that he loved him, too.

There was a moment of stillness and silence and in that moment Sasuke thought his heart was going to jump from his chest and leave him to die. Itachi could feel Sasuke's heartbeat and he began to understand why his brother had pushed him away. "There is no need to be afraid, Sasuke," he told him, his voice almost a whisper as he kissed Sasuke once again.

Sasuke didn't kiss him back, he just couldn't. He knew that there was no reason for him to be afraid, but he couldn't help it. This was the first time, well second if he counted their earlier encounter, that he had been in a situation like this and it scared him to death. Sasuke had no idea what to do when something like this happened, and he knew that some people... He stopped his thoughts as they began to get too gruesome for him. He knew that Itachi would never do that to him.

At least, that was what he hoped, but this proved it though, didn't it?

When Itachi pulled away from Sasuke again he got off him and laid down next to him, bringing Sasuke into his arms so that the teen could feel safe. "I promise, there is nothing to be afraid of," Itachi whispered into his ear. And for the moment Sasuke felt safe. In the arms and bed of his brother he felt truly safe and truly loved.

"I love you," his words were almost inaudible, but Itachi heard them and smiled softly before kissing Sasuke head. Itachi knew that he didn't have to say anything back, and so he didn't. He let Sasuke feel safe with him. And they slept.

TBC...

A/N: Well there is chapter five, and look you only had to wait like what, not even a month? That's just cause I love you all soooo much!! :) So please review and tell me what you think!! Please and thank you!!

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