A/N: Here's the second one! This one is Jane's POV. so i wrote this in less than 1 minute, and am extremely tired, so it may not be too great. Well, here it is. And I may not find much meaning in this day and am one of those people who call it an excuse for Hallmark to make money be selling cards filled with empty meaningless words that show no compassion (im twisted like that) but for you people out their who enjoy this 'holiday', well, Happy Valentines Day ;)
disclaimer : I do now own these characters or the quote i stole thats near the end of this, em, 'poem' type thing.
all mistakes my own.
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Trust. *Jane's POV
Her hair
swinging back and forth
beautiful
Her eyes
reflecting mine
showing understanding
letting me know
that she can see beneath it,
beneath my mask.
One that I have worked to hard to build.
Its funny how she can look at me
knowing everything
and not judge.
Well, not everything.
She didn't know how i felt.
How my motivation to get up in the morning used to be
Red John,
but now it was her face that flashed before my eyes when I woke.
If he'd ever gone to sleep.
That urge to wrap her in my arms when she cried
protect her from her own fears
from the cold, twisted world
in which i had not been able to protect my own family.
I longed for her to trust me.
Could anyone ever really trust another?
Blindly jump into the unknown, hoping, praying that the other would be there
I wasn't sure if it was possible.
How i wish it was.
She looks at me.
Her eyes speak for themselves.
Very honest, knowing.
Flash a smile
she does the same.
Oh how I adore that smile.
Radiant,
real.
I know she thinks
its an act.
She doesn't want to believe it.
maybe she shouldn't.
Though, most of it is an act.
As was the fearlessness she portrayed,
the by the books, boss, 'cool and calm'
not even close.
but people usually build up these walls,
not to keep others out,
but to see who cared enough to break them down.*
She did, she cared.
And so did he.
They hadn't noticed yet,
but they where gradually,
patiently
breaking down each others walls.
Revealing themselves,
for who they where.
Being yourself,
with no fear of judgment,
that, he thought
was trust.
Ok, their it was. Very short again ;) Hope it was okay. PLEASe review. you have no idea how much it means. I check my inbox every 5 minutes to see if anyone reviewed (thats how pathetic I am.) Thanks for reading
- .andixx.
* = the quote i stole. ;)
