I made it

A/N: Okay, I am very, very sorry. I don't know why I wrote this and didn't update. I am horrible. I really am. But at least I am writing it now than later... I have been in a huge kingdom hearts mood, (Mostly Akuroku... and fangirling over Sora, Roxas, Axel, and Riku...) Oh, I will say that before each chapter I am going to put quotes from the games that I like!


"I can't...just look inside. But I figure...if there is something in there - inside us - then we'd feel it, wouldn't we?" -- Roxas


Chapter 1

Axel's POV

One week. Two weeks. Three weeks.

The time that Roxas left went slow.

I miss him. I don't have a heart, yet whenever I think of him there is a pain in my chest.

The days are the same as before he came to the organization. Boring and Lonely.

To think that this one kid could do this to me.

I know that the superior won't let this go. Something is off, that he didn't give orders to do something about this earlier. He's planing something. If only I could figure out what...

I was currently sitting in the grey area, doing nothing really, just listening to Demyx play his sitar and waiting for Saix.

Saix told me to be early, but he's the one who's late... The superior must be giving him an earful.

I shifted my gaze from Demyx to the dreary bleak ceiling.

Another couple of minutes passed and a voice got my attention.

"Axel." A cold voice said.

I opened a single eye and Saix was standing before me.

"Hey, I was waiting for you for like an hour and a half." I said, getting up.

"So, what did you need to tell me?" I said, getting up.

"Not here. This is private." Saix said, glaring at Demyx who stopped playing and looked at as.

"Aw! You don't have to be so mean to me!" Demyx said, faking offense.

I smirked. Demyx was sure good at faking emotions.

Saix ignored him and walked away, with me following him.

"So why did you make me wait so long?" I said, when we were walking the empty corridors.

"I was talking to the superior." He said, blankly.

"Yeah, so why did you want me out there early then if you were going to be late." I asked, my eye-brows furrowed.

"Like I said, I was talking to the superior." Saix said, as he stopped walking.

"Can you just tell me?"

"You have a mission."

"What is it?"

"To go get the XIIth member back, by force or eliminate him."


A/N: *Sigh* I finally finished it. It took me a couple of hours just for this... It isn't as good as I wanted it to be... I found this quote on the 'Kingdom hearts Wikia' and it was awesome!

Day 299: The Value of a Lie

Author: Axel

Roxas doesn't trust me after the whole Xion incident, but I can't tell him the truth yet. So I keep lying. It's no big deal when you're a Nobody. There's no guilt, no feeling at all. So why does it still sting, just a little, when I lie to him? All my dealings with Roxas give me this bizarre illusion of humanity.

Does anyone else find the 'It still sting, just a little, when I lie to him?' cute? Cause I do!