Chp 12 Yay!

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~~~~~~~~~Morning~~~~~~~~~~

Sweat trickled off my body, I had one of those sour stomachs people get after drinking bad milk.

I wish it was because of bad milk.

But nothing is ever about milk these days.

After dressing and leaving for school I decided to take the long way over.

Going to school early is not pleasant.

'God damn! School's gonna be utter chaos when I get there... what happened yesterday was...'

I unconsciously grazed a feather light touch to my lips and licked them.

"Hm...what to do."

I kept walking slowly along as people past me occasionally.

There were footsteps walking faster behind me that kept pace with me so I looked up from the ground to face a serious Sasuke.

"Naruto."

His face was blank as always but his eyes said anger.

I turned my face away from him and pretended to be fascinated with my phone.

"Naruto- listen."

Still ignoring you.

"Hm... I didn't know I had a free trile of Super-Pac-Man..."

I walked a little faster regretting the long way through the park trail more and more.

"Hey! Just answer my questions and I'll leave you alone."

He was kinda pushy and kept up with me.

I was getting annoyed.

"Are you really in a position to say that Sasuke-teme? It was to my understanding that our prior... relationship,- or whatever you want to
call it- is over."

Couldn't look in his eyes anymore. I couldn't even look at his face because I was getting so angry I was gonna punch him if I did.

"Look- I know what I said but-"

"Naruto! Listen! Look! Do this- do that, what are you- a control freak? Oh wait- I forgot, you kinda are! Just-"

"WHAT MAKES THEM SO GREAT?"

He grabbed me by the shoulders and shoved me to a tree, face cast down.

"What-...what do they have that I don't?"

I was silent for a moment. His scorned face looks so weird. I don't think Uchihas are supposed to make that face.

"Well, first of all- they never try to force me into things- second, they give me respect. Those two things... you did the opposite of them. That's
why they're better."

He finally looked up at me.

"Sai molested you all day yesterday- and you don't hate him. But I- it just doesn't make any sence. And Kiba? You know you really make me
think too much."

How did he know about Kiba? My face dusted pink.

"So does that mean there's no way... will you choose anyone but me?"

Silence.

My chest steadily raised up and down and we examined each other. I broke our gaze first.

"Why... are you so eager to come back? You won."

A laugh- sarcastic I'm sure.

"You know- I could have about anyone before you. But never have I ever gotten a gift only for it to be snatched away by my own hands. It's not a
good feeling I learned."

His hand slid delicately up my chest to over my heart. He leaned in:

"It hurt."

Why did his voice sound so deep and husky?

I know he can feel my heart playing hop-scotch in there.

Thumping away like a taiko concerto.

"What- what am I supposed to say to that? What I mean is- what are you asking for?"

Hand joined the other and they slid down stopping at my belly.

Every touch was well thought out before the action took place.

"I... I want my existence."

"What?"

"Acknowledge me! I hate when you walk by with nothing to say- it's stupid considering what little happened between us but at least let me
know you know I'm there. I feel like shit whenever you walk by!"

"You treated me like shit! I- I- I don't even know anything anymore!"

I grabbed my head and felt 2 hot tears gently slide down my face. He's always bringing up things that aren't good!

But- I don't believe the things he told me. Do I? Could that really be the
reason?

Was he upset because I got the last laugh the other day? Or was it something more important. Conscious flickered angry lights saying to tell
him to f*ck off and burn but- something made my mind go for a loop.

Was it really his fault that he couldn't control himself?

I was at my phenomenal peak. I remembered back when Kyu told me that my fox hormones are hard to resist for humans.

So could I really blame him for wanting that much?

It's not his fault I have a Kyuubi demon inside me.

Plus

There was that other piece of me that always chided about the wet dreams and the moans that escape my lungs when semi-pleasant
thoughts of him pop up.

Back on Earth Sasuke took a step back and surveyed my face.

He wanted an answer now.

"I- don't hate you ok? Is that good enough?"

"...Alright."

With that he walked to the sidewalk with a conveniently placed black car awaiting him. I finally caught my breath and gasp in air.

'You know it's getting pretty creepy how he always knows where I am. '

Considering where I was and how long we stopped for I was pretty much on normal time when I got to school.

Kiba awaited me in our seats in the back.

Smiling that toothy grin.

Kibas always warm.

Like a hot pocket.

"Hey."

"Hey."

"What's wrong? you look exhausted!"

I scoffed.

'Mentally I am...'

I shrugged and lay my head down on the desk.

Don't you just wish things could be simpler in life?

No boyfriends-

No bogus homework-

No monstrous fox demons?

I felt sort of bitter.

"Feh- nothings ever easy."

Why would god ever do something like this to me? It's like some kind of sick joke...

And I was the butt.

"I feel like a butt Kiba."

He stared at me and laughed.

"What the Hell? Why would you feel like that?"

'Oh- i forgot, your apart of this fiasco also.'

I rolled my head away from his face and watched the girls walking in.

They were carefree and cute.

"Why couldn't I just like you pretty girl in skirt!"

My hands were grasping the air and I groaned loudly.

Kibas eyes darted to the random girl and stared for a moment in silence.

"Hey- don't say those kinds of things. Or else I'd think I gotta give up already!"

His voice was joking but the slight crack at the end showed his vulnerability.

Kibas so easy to read. No hidden innuendos at all- just Kiba. But stuff like this only worsened the situation, couldn't I have a normality in my life?
Nobody ever like me this way before I hit puberty. Three very different problems. The first two are unstable, but Kiba-

We've known each other for a long time.

Thinking thinking thinking...

I'm having a mind itch-

'Think Naruto- think!'

Almost there.... a revelation was about to break through I felt it!

Damn it's on the tip of my tongue!

Kiba!

'Ok- were getting somewhere here...'

He kissed me yesterday!

'Ok...I think we took a step back brain!'

Why?

'That's better... now go on~'

Why does he like me this way? He never showed any interest before the
hormo-

Hormones!

"That must be it...wait a second."

The class was too loud to think.

So I grabbed my head again as the wheels began turning faster and
faster gaining speed.

I stood up in class and ran out the room until I reached a big oak tree outside of school.

It seemed even harder now that it was peacefully quiet.

There's something that's keeping me from coming to a conclusion...

I sat cross legged and closed my eyes focusing.

'KYUUBI!'

"What the hell is it kid? Screaming like a banshee..."

'Kyuubi, you said humans like the hormone right?'

"Yesssss...."

'You said something about irresistible hormones right?'

"Uh, listen kid I don't think you really wanna go into this subject- it's only just a 85% chance anyways."

'This explains all this stuff doesn't it? It's just the horm-'

"NARUTO!"

His ominous voice thundered in the dark.

"Think about what your about to say before you do..."

My mind was working overtime and the wheels were crinkling and turning and spinning steadily- you could almost hear the racket it was making in my skull!

'What are you talking about? What I'm saying is that the hormones are what's really driving those guys crazy! They don't actually love m-'

*thump*

Wait-

*thump*

What?

*thud*

My eyes wrenched open and tears spewed down.

So they might not-
So everything?
Could've been a-

"It's just a possibility, a little big one."

I looked blankly at my upturned hands not paying attention to the damp feeling on them. An evil demon was trying to comfort me, thats never a good sign. I felt suddenly hollow and dusty.

'B-but- I should be happy right? They don't actually like me. This could all just be...'

FAKE.

Oh god... is this what you wanted me to see?

End of Chapter 12~

Well its been a while- I think I just busted a lung, I haven't been getting much sleep thinking about typing this. And now here it is!