Out of Reach

By:Aquarius9347

Our own world

I automatically asked what was on my mind.

"How long will you wait for me?"

"That's a tough question. But right now, I want to get you."

It was an answer I least expected. I was convinced that he'll just be his usual self and say 'forever'.

Just as I've realized. I think he's showing what he really is. I don't want him to restrict himself any longer. That was the wall that kept us apart. I don't want him being nice to me and seem like he doesn't mind if I get taken by other guys as long as I look happy.

"Will you give up on me if I look happy with someone else by my side?"

He looked dumbstruck. "Yes."

So that's what he thinks. "Is that so?"

"If you are happy with him rather than me then I guess I must give up. But if I can see that the smile you wear when you're with the guy is half-hearted then I'll steal you away from him"

Right then, my heart fluttered in happiness. This must be the words I was craving to hear from him. If Tom and Justin or any other guy would say these exact same words, I'm sure that it won't have the same effect on me. These words and the actions from earlier, I can only accept happily if it was done by Clint. I would be disgusted if it were by anybody else.

"Is that so?" I said. I took his hand. "Clever answer. You don't have to wait any longer"

His eyes widened. I smiled.

"Rin?"

"I'm yours"

At last, he allowed himself to smile. He whispered the words I've heard from those who wooed me. But coming from his lips against mine, the words became meaningful and like I've just heard it for the first time in my entire life. I guess this is love.

"You'll stay over tonight" I said. That wasn't a question. It was like the decision we both came up with and I just voiced it out.

"Hmm—"

"Let's not settle for an indirect kiss. It's annoying" I said.

He laughed. "Alright! Have it your way then"

I kissed his lips teasingly, embracing him. He kissed back and our world was built. All we could see are our bodies, all we could hear are our moans of pleasure, all we could feel are our touch.

"I'm going in" he said, losing breath.

I gasped. "Ah! Hurry!" I moaned.

He entered inside me and our world transformed into something only the two of us could enter. Our vow was sealed with that thrust and our secret kept within our cravings.

I dozed off with my head on his chest, his arms embracing mine, and our legs intertwined. Time became slow. It felt like a century when morning came.

"Morning." I greeted him.

"You're up early"

"Yeah. I was looking at you while you were sleeping" I kissed his lips and smiled.

"Really? Hey. About your mom. What if she finds out?"

"Don't worry about it."

He sighed. "What time is it?"

I looked at the wall clock. "It's still 4:30am. Don't worry we'll make it in time. Let's take a bath." He blushed.

I know it's quite embarrassing and perverted but somehow doing it with him isn't that bad. Everything that was incomprehensible before became sensible after yesterday.

"Hey! Come on!" I got up and dragged him towards the bathroom inside my room.

It was funny how our faces looked in the mirror. We were both red.

Bathing and making out was both sensible and fun with him. After that, we changed into our clothes and went downstairs.

"Good morning!" Mom greeted us.

"Morning." Clint and I said at the same time. We giggled.

"What's for breakfast mom?" I asked.

"Sunny side-up egg, hotdog, bread and milk." Mom said.

"Hm—It's yummy!" I said, smiling at Clint. He chuckled.

"It's the usual. And this is the first time you said it" Mom said. She must have detected something out of the ordinary. I felt a lump in my throat. And then I decided that it doesn't matter.

We ate quietly. It doesn't matter.

"Mom. Clint and I slept together last night. We kissed, made out, & bathe together." Clint choked. Mom stared at me, mouth wide open.

"We didn't do it to play house either. I love him. He loves me. I want to be with him forever. I feel like telling you because I'm not good at keeping secrets when it comes to you. He's my first love and I'll give him all my firsts and my last." I blurted it out all at once.

Mom smiled. It wasn't a sarcastic smile, rather a proud smile. "That's good to hear. Since when did you learn to speak so maturely?"

"I've always been mature. I just chose to speak now."

Mom looked at Clint. "Did you do what she said you did?"

"Yes" Clint admitted.

"Clint, you live alone don't you?" Mom asked.

"Yes"

Clint's parents died on a car accident when we were in High School. He started doing part-time jobs to support himself in College. And in doing so, he's learned to be independent.

"Will you consider living with us? You are both at the right age. And so that you won't miss a meal. Part-time jobs and your school responsibilities are a lot to handle. I know that you might have also skipped a meal to do all that stuff. And I'm alright with your relationship with Rin. I've known you since you were a child so I'm assured that my daughter's in good hands. So how about it?"

Clint blinked. I was also speechless.

Finally, Clint looked at me. "Will you like it?"

"When will you move here?" I smiled.

It's all settled. Clint moved out of his old house and came to live with us. He stayed in our spare room in the house but sometimes, either one of us sleeps in another's room. It's no secret in this household. But we were being safe even if permission was granted. Our classmates were shocked but as time went by, they began to think that it's normal. Our stalkers were found out eventually. The girl stalker was Marge, Clint's stalker. The guy who stalked me was Marge's older brother.

After College, we got married and lived our lives in bliss.