A/N: I'm really sorry for not updating so soon! I was kinda busy this few weeks and well, I had a writer's block for this story and my Dark Visions FF. I hope you won't kill me!

Chapter 6

Rudy POV

Dear Man-Journal,

You must be wondering why I'm calling you now a "Man-Journal."

My little sister read you, and well, let's say that was kinda embarrassing.

She laughed and told Mom that I had a diary and now all my siblings laughed at me.

So now I'm renaming you "Man-Journal."

Moving on.

Do you know why I didn't get to write on you for almost a month?

Well, I'll tell you. From Spring Break until today.

Let's start.

Spring break was hot and fun.

Especially when Liesel did some Spring Cleaning.

In a tank top and those teeny denim shorts.

It was hot! Yes, I also did some Spring Cleaning for myself. But not a lot like Liesel. My family's clean. Not really. But if you have more than one sibling, well, you can count on them doing the job for you.

After Spring Break, we went back to school. Things between Liesel and I were still a bit awkward. Yeah.

Not only that, every time I look at Liesel, she seemed to look even more gorgeous every day. It's really mind-boggling. I always have this sudden urge to put my hands around her and kiss her. I didn't care about the people looking. And I always have to kick away that urge.

The week after that, I fantasized about Liesel every minute of the day. For seven days. My favorite one so far is us in the prom, dancing a slow song, with Liesel's head on my shoulder and my hands around her waist. And then, she looks up and I kiss her.

Sigh...

If only that fantasy could come true.

Sigh...

Liesel also ignores my glances, looks and glimpses. I always want her to look in my direction, but she never does! What's up with that?

My mom even asked me about my behavior because I was always deep in thought. She also said that she needs to say my name hundreds of times to catch my attention.

"Am I really that of a thinker?" I asked her one time. And always she wants to know what makes me think so hard.

Little does she know my fantasies are consumed with a girl who refuses to look in my direction.

On April 28, we had an assembly. Liesel was assigned to seat next to me. She was still ignoring me.

It was hard to concentrate on the assembly because Liesel was sitting next to me. It was so distracting. I always tried to sneak peeks and looks at Liesel.

Good God, she was even more gorgeous than I remembered. Even though I always see her every day.

She was wearing a denim jacket that was rolled up to her elbows, a white v-neck shirt, skinny jeans, and black Converse sneakers.

I couldn't help but notice how her breasts looked more defined when she crosses her arms beneath her breasts.

That sounds a bit perverted. Sorry! It's part of the phase!

Our knees were almost touching. Shit!

Believe me, you don't know how much I wanted to kiss her right then. Seriously! It was turning me on!

After the assembly, she stood up and smirked at my direction. Plus, she winked. Oh geez.

Does that mean we're good now?

I got my answer last night.

She was a part of the track team, like I am. I got home before she did.

It was almost midnight when I heard her car park in their driveway. I looked at their house, just in case her dad wasn't up or anything.

(If you're wondering why I'm still up at midnight, I always sleep during midnight.) Then, instead of going inside her house, Liesel went to my window. She picked up a handful of pebbles and threw at my window.

"Rudy!" She shouted softly. "Rudy!" She shouted, a little louder. Thank God my room wasn't in the second floor. I opened my window, I saw her, breathing hard, and still in her track practice suit.

"What?"

"Can I sleep in your room tonight?" She whispered. I was too busy looking at her body to answer. "Well?"

I shook my head mentally. "Yeah, yeah. Sure." I opened my window wider, and backed up to let her come in.

When she did, I went to my closet to find an extra comforter and pillow. After gathering the comforter and pillow, I spread the comforter down to the floor. I looked at Liesel, who was still standing. "You get my bed. I'm sleeping on the floor." Before she could even protest, I laid down the floor. She climbed my bed, and put my comforter around her.

Five minutes later, she was waking me up. "Rudy!"

"Whaa..." I said groggily. I sat up to look at her. She was sitting up and had my comforter up to her chin.

"Can you..."

"Can I what?" I rubbed the sleep out of my eyes.

"You should sleep up here. It's your bed anyway." She looked down and I swear, she was blushing. She looked up, but I was still staring at her. She held my gaze as I stood up and grab my pillow. I went to my side of the bed (queen-sized, by the way) and I laid down beside her. She also lowered her body and we were staring at each other. "Thank you." She murmured, as she closed her eyes.

The urge was kicking up again. I let it control me. I gathered her to my arms and kissed her forehead. "I'll do anything for you."

"Thank you" were the last words I heard her say.

A/N: Well, that was kinda short. Anyway, I hope you like it! And, this story will end 26 days from now. Countdown!