Hello readers, thank you for reading. I am sad to say that I am not sure if I will be continuing this fan fict. For I might not have time and honestly I have not inspiration at the moment and everything I seem to write is dry and boring, once I get inspired again I am hoping to post better chapters. Things shall get more interesting as the plot slowly moves along, I have this big idea but at the moment I am trying to think of a way for the Characters to transition themselves such as Vivian transitioning into falling in love with Godric, since the character hates vampires, though at times it seems like she forgets. But it will happen the whole transition with that character don't worry, I mean this is a romance fan fict with the wonderful character Godric in it. Also at this moment I have decided to put a few graphic scenes in this fan fict, I dont know how graphic I will go, but this story is rate M for a reason. I haven't decided if I want to go in other point of views, but I will let you know. I am also working on another chapter for my other fan fic called The Revolution.
so yes I will try to update as soon as possible and please review, it motivates me to write.
The couple sat on a couch, composed as if they were royalty, straight backs and crossed legs. Godric sat across them in a couch that sat directly in front of them, but was separated by a glass table and a vase of red roses. Mark, the dark haired vampire man, was eyeing me with a questionable look. Was this man kind, what was Godric's definition of kind?
Chloe's breathing was slow, but loud and deep.
"So" Mark sat up and smiled. "A member of the Silver Sun, in this nest against her own will, how kind Godric is being for treating you with respect and as a guest, though no offense to my sheriff and his ways if it were up to me I would have killed you already"
Did he really just say that. My eyes opened wide, Godric didn't look phased, in fact his body didn't move, I look toward him and his eyes were calm and his lips were in a slight smile.
"How appetizing you look" Mark began to laugh. I sat back and leaned in toward Godric "Oh dear, I was only joking"
Chloe's high pitch laugh filled the air and to my surprise Godric was laughing.
"How funny you might think it is to joke about taking ones life" their laughing ceased. "What if I was to have shoved a piece of silver down your throat who would be the laughing one then?" I glared daggers at Mark.
Mark sat his hand on Chloe's knee gently.
"Relax" Mark smiled, his tone soften up. "It was a joke, of course Godric or I would never do such a thing, we want humans and vampires to coexist peacefully and I am in love with a human"
Chloe's full lips went into a loving smile, she quickly placed a kiss on Mark's cheek then flipped her. Accidently flicking my eyes to her neck I saw a bite mark, a vampire bite mark, not a hickey, but a vampire bite!
"So vampires can love" I asked out of shock from seeing the. I swallowed hard and continued. "Can love humans?"
"Clearly" Chloe stated loudly rolling her green eyes. I didn't like her tone at all.
"But how do you live Chloe?" I asked letting her tone from he response bother me.
"I live here with Mark, I sleep in the same room as him, I eat here, Its pretty normal"
"Normal?"
"Yes"
" And Mark do you feed off of Chloe?" I perked up a bit knowing where this conversation would go.
"Yes only when we.." he began to laugh again.
Godric didn't move a great statue he was. Why didn't he express emotion, it was like he had to always be composed and never could let loose.
"Oh look Mark the girl is blushing" Chloe shouted interrupting my though and looking at my heated cheeks. "Its sweet, I bet the poor girl is a virgin."
The air got caught in my lungs again.
"She has to be, she doesn't smell like she has been touched or tainted"
"Tainted" asked Chloe.
"Oh love, tainted is good" Mark smirked.
"Can we please end this part of the conversation, it has nothing to do with me" I frowned, I was about to get up, the nerve of this couple. Why care if I was a virgin or not. "Chloe have you ever thought that Mark here only wants you for your blood and to have sex?"
I felt Godric jump. Why?
Their laughing stopped and Chloe did not respond.
"Haven't thought about that have you?" I smirked. "Just for blood and sex, just using you" I brought my hand up and pointed at Chloe.
Mark's eyes looked pained. "Miss Vivian, I know its hard for a young girl such as yourself to think that Vampires can not love and only want blood and sex, but I am in deed in love with the beautiful woman that is sitting beside me, in fact one day I am hoping to turn her"
Chloe moved in closer toward Mark then rested her head on Marks shoulder, Mark patted her cheek.
"When ever you are ready" He cooed in her ear. "We shall be together forever"
Taking her head off Mark's shoulder chloe wrapped an arm around him.
"I'm not buying into that" I shouted shaking my head standing up "Not one bit. Vampires want blood, they need to kill,you all kill and live with no regret, for heaven's sake you all don't have a soul, you can not love" I felt the urge to run out away from these vampires, I couldn't stop the images from when my father was attacked and killed from flashing into my mind. His body on the dirt road beside the gas station in blood pieces.
"Vivian" softly spoke Godric interrupting my visions, I jumped and turned to face him, his eyes were sad looking. "Vampires don't need to kill, yes they need blood, but we don't need to kill, if we have a soul, I do not know, but we can love, as a maker I love the ones I have changed and as a sheriff I love the vampires and their companions in my nest"
As Godric spoke his last words he stood up beside me.
"Yes he does" Mark smiled.
"Yes" Chloe mimicked. "I even bet you that the man you will be with the rest of your life or forever is going to be a vampire"
"Maybe, but I seriously doubt it" Without Godric by my side or his permission I quickly began to walk away from the couple, as rude as it seemed I didn't care, to me the human girl seem delusional, spelled, under hypnosis, or whatever else could make you think of crazy things such as loving a vampire.
At that moment, I felt that I had been glamoured into allowing myself to stay in a room full of vampires, to sit and converse, to breath the same air as them. I needed to get out of here and I didn't need permission to do so, when the sun would come out I would be making my leave or how about now.
The door that lead me into the largely opened gathering area was no one to be seen, there were so many of them, the more I looked around the more they seem to accumulate in the room. My legs moved, in a fast pace walk, the heels that were strapped to my ankles were making obnoxious clicking sounds against the marble flooring in the room.
Where was Godric?
The door, I saw it, it being like gold that a pirate desired, so precious it looked at the moment. I ran, but no one seemed to care, that I being a human and a member of the Silver Sun was running out of the room.
As I flew threw the door a rush of relief ran over me, I allowed my self to breath for a second, then sat off walking down the hallway away from the room, I needed to get away from it as quickly as possible, but where would I go?
The hallway was dark and lit with lamps, walls of red with a white trim, statues off all sorts along the way.
Something flew past me, vampire. A strong cold hand grabbed my wrists and slammed me against the wall. I refused to look up at the vampire who had captured me, fearing it was Godric. The vampire let go of my wrist, but did not step away from me.
"You will not try to escape again" Godric voice, it was cold and stern, then soften "I fear that something much worse will occur other than this if you try again"
I still didn't look up, maybe this could be my time to escape, Godric would not hurt me. No he would not hurt human.
Placing my hand quickly upon his chest I tried to push him, he did not stumble, I wish I had a chain of silver, but did I really want to hurt Godric? No. The only thing I could do would be to run, I couldn't fight off any vampires with out my silver. Lifting my left leg readying myself to sprint the hell out of there Godric's hands and arms locked me in place. I began to struggle. Looking up at him with piercing eyes I stopped my movement, I was exhausted and it was a lost cause.
"This makes me look so cruel, but vivian I am not, I am only doing what is best for the both of us" his words were a whisper and almost seemed loving.
"Really? Whats best?" I asked trying once again to get out of his grasp. "What is best for me is for you to let me go, so I can be with my mother and my mourning friend, with what is going on in the world I need to be home"
"No, not now, I'm sorry I will not risk the lives of my nest"
"Who says they will even be affected by my leaving?" His arms left my body, but then were on the wall behind me on both side still blocking me from leaving. "Who even said I would speak of this, of me being captured, of your keeping me here against my own will, I am not stupid, I know what would happen, death, from both sides"
Godric looked down, so our eyes were not on each other. "I can not trust you"
"I never expected you to, but you expect me to trust you" oh I was good!
"You do trust me" His eyes met mine again. "I know you do"
"No not completely, but I trust that you a vampire who is trying to change the ways of every vampire here would not kill me or any other human, so why should I stop trying to escape"
"Do you really believe I would not kill if I had to" An odd look began to spread across his face. Suddenly the right side of my neck was felt a draft, he had moved my hair from my shoulders.
"What are you doing" My voice shook.
His fangs slid out beneath his lips. MY eyes widened and I began to struggle again, trying to move away from him. His left hand softly grasped my right arm, making me stand still. Suddenly I felt his cold smooth finger tips trail from below my ear to the strap of my dress, he gently, but swiftly pulled it down.
"Don't" I shouted. "Don't even think about it"
"Don't think about what" he asked moving in closer toward me. Eyes locking on mine, I looked away, I was not to be glamoured.
"Don't" I paused I couldn't breath he leaned into the crook of my neck, My breath came back but was heavy and quick, I felt almost dizzy. "Bite me"
His arm left my upper arm and snaked around my back, the bruises began to ache from the pressure of his grip. His hard tone chest against mine.
"Let me go" I breathed. I gripped the front of his thin shirt trying to stable myself.
Suddenly something cool and smooth grazed my neck, it was his lips. My body went hot and layer of sweat was starting form on my chest. Then I felt his mouth open and his grip tighten around my back.
"Your heart is beating fast" He whispered into my neck. "Your skin smells delicious, I must taste you"
All the air in the my longs existed my body, what was he doing to me? It had to be glamour. Then I felt them, grazing against the base of my neck, his fangs.
"Let go of me, you are making me feel uncomfortable" I gained my breath back, but tears began to form in the corners of my eyes. "Godric, please"
His grip loosened and his lips left my neck, all was left of his touch on my neck was his cool breath.
"Will you try to escape now?" He spoke sternly as he his face back in front of mine.
"No" I managed to say.
He placed his hands on the sides of my head.
"I did not want to do that to you, and yes you can trust me, I want you to"
And just like that he regain his composer as if what just happened didn't. In fact the who situation that just happened seemed like it didn't. How awkward it was and how awkward it made my body feel, something I had never felt before.
Each day everything keeps getting more and more confusing. I wouldn't be able to handle this madness for long. I would have to leave or escape. But once I left would anyone come after me, more importantly what would it do to Godric, would he be phased by it and was there another reason why he wanted me to stay? Was Isabel right? Was I good for Godric, was he good for me?
He certainly made my body feel good...did I just admit that?