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"Vivan" Sara Newlin began to speak. "What we are going to do is call another conference with the press to let them know you are back home and are safe, it will have to be a soon as possible"

"Yes I agree we need to call another conference with the press, but It could be dangerous" I began to pick at my nails.

The meeting was still going on, I had finished talking about my experience being locked in room at a vampire nest and were now discussing about making another conference with the press.

"You will be safe" Zach's father spoke. "I and the rest of the Silver Sun will make sure of it"

"Along with The Fellowship of the sun, you will be safe as ever" Mr. Newlin spoke.

"I am actually not that worried about the vampires, I am more worried about our kind"

"Honey what for? Asked Sara shaking her head slightly. Her hair was stiff from hair spray. I wondered how much hair spray she had actually used before she arrived here or better yet how many cans she goes through in a week.

"I know that vampires are not going to try anything this time, but who knows what if humans try something, I know that everyone is angry at me"

"No, honey, they are not, they are thankful that you told them how to protect themselves" Her accent was getting on my nerves.

"But all the conflict I have started, all the violence, the death" I felt my eyes dampen.

"Don't worry about it, once you are on that stage you no one will be able to step near you"

Sitting on my bed I was contemplating whether I should attempt to sleep. I know I would be able to sleep, but I really didn't want to dream about Godric in that way, well It was awkward it was like I was using him or his body. Though its a dream and yes you don't have control over your mind while you sleep. I was still fully dressed in my jeans and striped top. I wanted to change out of my clothes and at the same time I didn't want to move or look at my bed fearing that some how he would be behind me laying on my bed so casual and ready for intimacies of all sorts

I did it, I stood up, a quick look out the window wouldn't hurt, It would get things off my mind. The window was cold and damp, covered in condensation, it was cold out and it was raining once again. I drew a smiley face on the window then opened it.

Thick fog hung in every corner of the neighborhood, being sticky and lingering, blocking off and blurring the light of the street lamps. I leaned my head out and inhaled the damp air and breathed out. I really wanted to scream loudly. I was so confused.

"You want to scream I know you do" I heard a cocky deep voice.

I squinted my eyes trying to see who was out there. The figure walked through the fog and stopped in front of my window. Eric.

"Didn't I tell you to leave" I hissed at him. I began to close the window.

"Don't close the window" He sounded serious. "Like I said I have orders to follow"

"And I told you to fuck off" I leaned down and quietly shouted to him.

"I know you want to see him" he cooed turning his lips into a smirk of a smile.

I leaned out of the window and quickly, but quietly walked to the front door and unlocked it, my mother a sleep in her room, I have stated that she sleeps like a rock, not hearing much. I jogged over toward Eric.

"I do not" I lied. "Leave, please"

"If you didn't want to see him you would have stayed inside your warm house" he began to laugh again.

"Stop your stupid laughing please" I glared at him and placed my hands on my hips. "Are you mad, you do know that there are crazy people living in this neighborhood and that the silver sun is probably watching this place as well"

My eyes looked around to make sure no one was out of their house witnessing my speaking to a vampire.

"Does it look like I care"

"Apparently you don't, but I have to sleep I have a conference tomorrow with the press"

"Conference with the press" Eric lifted his left eye brow and smiled again. "Interesting"

"Don't show up please, for your sake please don't especially Godric"

"are you afraid that both of us can not take care of ourselves"

"yes, Godric would not kill, killing himself in the process and you being his vampire child would follow his orders to not kill"

"Vampire child"

"Thats what you are"

"I am no child" with that he was gone.

"And don't come back" I shouted. I covered my mouth instantly after shouting hoping to God that no one heard it.

"Hello everyone"I cleared my throat. Here I was standing on stage behind a podium, though there was no prepared speech to look upon and read, so the podium was just for looks I assumed and just to carry the emblem of the Silver Sun plastered upon it. "I am back, safe and alive"

I heard the crowd cheer and clap. I cleared my throat again in being nervous.

"There is no need to clap or cheer, this is a serious matter, I have been gone, captured and held in a vampire nest against my will, but later was set free"

All mouths went silent. Then suddenly I was not so nervous anymore.

"Though I was captured and held in one place against my will I was not harmed in anyway, no they were very gentle creatures making sure I was alright, but it does not make the rest of them any better, vampires still kill, still hurt, still cause pain, cause me pain"

My liquid lined lidded eyes looked out into the crowd. The audience's eyes were locked on me. I inhaled deeply. It was dark once again, I never understood why conferences were held at night, it made absolutely no sense. I rubbed at my silver ring for luck and for guidance, for strength. From what a ring?

"But you all, citizens of America and around the world, though I have given you the information to keep your selves safe, it does not mean you have the right to kill those vampires that walk past you on the street or in the grocery store, the information was to protect your selfs from attacks and to prevent attacks"

I saw reporters starting their stories, talking about the conference giving feed backs and opinions on my words.

"We should end this rioting, this violence, none of this will help our situations"

"But they had to have hurt you they are all creatures of death" a member of audience shouted.

"yes creatures of death, but am I dead or hurt no, me a member of the Silver Sun, they should have killed me for what I did to them, but they didn't. Thats all I am done"

"What are you doing Viv" Shouted Zach. "You are going against everything we stand for, they must have brain washed you, just by being back two days I can tell you have changed"

I walked over toward Zach and stood in front of him. Tears threatening my vision. My best friend was hating me, I could see it in his eyes, he wanted to kill me or something much worse.

"I have not changed for the bad, I just know that not all vampires are bad, but I am still up for killing all of the bad ones, I am still all for that and they are too, the vampires, they want all the ones that kill to be killed as well."

I threw my hands up in the air.

"Its because of him isn't it"

"There you go again with Him, it has nothing to do with him"

At that moment a strong wind blew past us. I noticed Sara was on her way to speak with me, her lips purse and eyes in a terrible squint, shoes clicking on the hard wood floor of the outdoor stage.

I ran off the stage, yes ran. The crowd was going insane. I kicked my shoes off and ran to my car and set off to where ever. I was confused.

"Yes vampires are bad, they kill, they need blood, but they all don't kill" I was speaking to myself, trying to calm my heart to ease the huge amount of pain I had caused myself. Checking my mirrors I saw that Zach's Camaro was behind me, I saw his eyes he was angry.

Parking the car on the side of the road I got out. I jumped to the sound of Zach's car door slam, he had left his car running. I turned to face him, his eyes were out to kill he held my gaze for a minute than his eyes soften out of their glair.

"Viv" His words were warm. "What are you doing?"

He walked over to my car and leaned against it.

"I mean Viv do you know what you just did, so many people are angry at you, upset"

"But why" I shouted. "I said nothing to harm anyone I spoke what was I thought right and you know what I said is right as much as you want to refuse to believe so, you know it is" I leaned against my car beside him.

"It isn't right, none of it is, the words you speak of are madness" Zach lifted his eyes to the sky, I couldn't help but stare at his strong jaw line. The he faced me. "It isn't, I can't think of it as right, my brother died for what he believed in and I will too if I have to"

"Zach, you don't have to die, times are changing and with the synthetic blood drink True blood, Vampires don't even have to kill or drink human blood to survive" I stood up from my car. "And Vampires have human companions, I witnessed it all when I was captured by the vampires"

He looked away from me.

"They could have killed me if they wanted to, but they didn't"

"That doesn't change anything"

"It changes everything"

"Remember Vivian, vampires killed your father" why did he have to bring that up. He was being so hateful.

"Stop it"

"Viv they devoured your father before your own eyes"

"Stop it" I began to cover my ears.

He grabbed my wrist and held them at my sides firmly.

"They killed him in front of you, every vampire has the power to do that, to be a beast, to kill"

Why did he have to do this to me. Letting go of my wrists he wrapped his arms around me. I didn't move.

"Why did you say those things, make me think about it?"

"To remind you why you are apart of this group"

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