Hey readers, here is an update. Sorry it took a while. This weekend wasn't so great!

My mind slowly became conscience, I had awoken from my slumber. Something cold was pressed against my back. I slowly pushed myself up into a sitting position on the bed and the cold object a long with the covers shifted. I turned my face and glanced at the object that had moved. It had been Godric of course.

Godric was laying on his stomach giving my eyes the perfect view of his tribal tattoos on his back. On his spine was some sort of long and slender reptile. My fingers curled with the desire to trace his spine, to trace the tattoo. This tattoo was his past, part of his past that he would never tell me, never reveal to me. I had to touch him.

Slowly I moved myself over toward his sleeping body. My heart began to beat fast, like a tribal drum, hard and fast I needed to touch him. I crept my right hand over toward his back, to his skin, to the tattoo. My finger tips were close about a centimeter away from his skin. Should I touch him? I would feel guilty if I did, but I would ache if I don't. My finger tips came into contact with his skin, quickly and gently. I sighed with relief, with the relief of my desire to touch him. They trailed down him spine slowly, tracing over the tattoo. How was it still so vibrant? How was it still in perfect condition?

It never slipped my mind that he would wake up, but he did. He stirred a bit then with one swift move I was pinned to the bed. His hands gripped around my wrist.

"Godric" I whispered trying to catch my breath.

I looked up at him with calm eyes, his eyes were different, his expression was different. It was as if he wanted something, desired something.

"What is it that you want?" I asked still trying to catch my breath. "I didn't mean to scare you"

His hands left my wrist then he quickly sat up.

"Vivian I am sorry" His voice sounded pained.

"Wait, you are hungry, you need blood don't you" I hopped off the bed and walk toward Godric.

"Please get away from Vivian" He growled. He quickly moved to the other side of the room and huddled into a corner.

"Take some of my blood" What? wait did I just offer him my blood. Bad vivian, bad! "You healed me its the least I can do"

My tiny feet slowly padded their way over toward Godric. He looked so vulnerable, If I wanted to I probably would be able to kill him if I wanted to.

"Godric" I whispered leaning down over him. I reached out my hand and placed it on his cool cheek, this was not the composed Godric I had met in the beginning. "Please, no one would have to know, you could even bite me in a spot where no one will find the marks"

I stood up and turned my face, my cheeks began to flush with heat. Sexual thoughts began to sprout in my mind. Sexual thoughts about Godric, more graphic and daring than my dream.

Godric stood up quickly, his hand turned my face toward his. The expression on his face was serious mixed with something else.

"Vivian" he whispered. "I know what you are feeling"

My face grew warmer. How could he possibly know.

"I want to take you" he whispered. "But it is too soon"

"Huh" I laughed sheepishly. I was such a little girl. "You want to take what?"

"I want to make love to you" he whispered lovingly. "I sense you are embarrassed, you are a virgin and you are not ready"

"ugh" I was flustered. Of course I was a virgin. "Thats not the problem, the problem is that you are hungry and you need human blood, not synthetic blood"

I had to change the subject, I was beginning to feel awkward.

His eyes grew into slits.

"I will not drink from you, human blood in the matter"

"Godric please, I care about you, do this for me"

His eyes perked up and a weak smile formed on his lips.

"I might hurt you" he proclaimed. "I don't want to see you hurt again, to see you in pain"

"Godric I am in pain seeing you in pain" I finally realized the feeling I had for him. It was love, it was compassion. I cared for him and he seemed to care for me. But why? He was a vampire and I a human. Tears began to form and trickle down my cheeks with my new realization

"Vivian" he whispered looking into my eyes. "If you want me to I will"

"Please" I smiled. "Then I can sleep more afterwards feeling content that you are okay"

"How strange this is Vivian" He smiled wide. "A human caring about me a vampire and you of all people"

"Yes" I dipped my face down. "How strange, but it shouldn't matter what I am."

"Yes of course,Where at though?" He asked lifting my face up so that our eyes would meet "Where shall I bite"

"I do not know" I began to blush again.

"The thigh" He began.

The thigh? how awkward.

"The inner thigh"

"Ugh" I turned my face away from his gaze. I don't know about that.

"You can trust me"

"Godric I..." I whispered. "I am afraid of how I may react"

"Don't worry you will enjoy it as long as you relax"

I will?

"Lay on the bed with your legs hanging off"

I just stood there, I wanted to help him, but I was afraid of losing control.

"You will be okay"