READERS PLEASE DON"T HATE ME FOR NOT UPDATING IN FOREVER.
so I updated. I hope its alright...you guys are probably not going to expect what is happening in this chapter you were probably expecting more, but I like how it ended up...well how this chapter ended.
you guys are awesome for reading this. I write this for you guys.
reasons why I didn't update last week:
school work and having a life....not to say that those who update a lot don't have a life, but I was just busy doing stuff in my life...okay.
well enjoy. SORRY FOR ERRORS.
I found myself walking backwards toward the bed. My eyes never left Godric's. His expression on his face was serious and oddly comforting at the same time. Eyes locked on mine as if he was drinking in my soul instead of about to drink my blood.
I honestly did not know what to do first. Was I to drop my shorts then lay on the bed or lay on the bed and then drop my shorts? I know what you are thinking, stupid question to think about...but at the moment where I am this flustered virgin, scared out of my mind girl who is wondering where this situation may lead, yeah you would probably be asking the same question to yourself. I continued to walk backwards.
The back of my legs hit the bed. My breath hitched in my throat. Goose bumps began to grow on my neck and chest, clearly my nipples were hard, how embarrassing. This was not a good sign. I looked down my long red wavy hair concealing my face from Godric. Then decided to pull my shorts off. Once they were off, the goose bumps began to form on my legs. I was practically naked in a sense because all I had on was a tank top and my obnoxiously bright green underwear that I bought from American eagle not too long ago. They were comfy and were almost boy like underwear, brief like. I wasn't too fond of lace underwear I felt that if I was to wear lace I would need a reason to and clearly in the past I didn't have a reason to.
I slowly lifted my face up and brought my hair behind my ears. Godric was smiling.
"Green is one of my favorite colors" he laughed.
I looked down again. Blush had spread over my body and I felt red, I knew I was red. I brought my arms around my body as if I was giving myself a hug. It was an attempt to conceal my breast....an effort anyways.
I heard Godric quickly walk over toward me. He wrapped an arm around my waist and leaned into my face then placed a kiss on my right cheek. He gently pushed me onto the bed. How unlike him to do so. I covered my eyes with my hands.
"Relax" he cooed.
I inhaled deeply and exhaled slowly and tried to relax.
"Thats better" He whispered. "This will not hurt as long as you relax"
"Just get over with" I squealed quickly. "I'm not going to lie I am feeling a little uncomfortable here"
Suddenly I felt his smooth cool hands trail down my stomach to my thighs. I wanted to arch up from his touch. The goose bumps appeared again and I heard him laugh again. I honestly do not know what was funny.
"Uncover your eyes" he whispered. I felt his cool breath on my face. He had moved he was now hovering on top of me. "Please, no need to be embarrassed, I could be doing much worse"
His lips curved into a devilish smile.
My heart fell, my skin began to burn and tingle. Was this his blood that was making me feel this way?
I uncovered my eyes to see his eyes looking back at mine.
"I wont hurt you, I promise, this might actually bring your body pleasure"
I turned away from him, from the mentioning of pleasure. I was so prude. I was honestly I had never done anything. I was such a little girl, though I was 18.
"Why do you turn away from me?" he asked. "I want to bring your body pleasure"
"ugh I never been a situation like this" I mumbled. I wanted to laugh and cry in spite of being embarrassed. I was sure that he thought I was some immature little kid.
"I certainly hope not"
What was that suppose to mean?
"Huh?" I breathed.
"I hope a vampire has not bit you before" He sounded a bit flustered as well.
"I have never been bitten"
"I'm glad to hear that"
He moved away from my face. With in seconds I felt his cool hands on my knees trailing up to my thighs, a strange feeling was building up in my stomach. It was some sort of excitement.
"It will be fine" he whispered. "You will probably not feel pain, one perk of drinking my blood is that you may not feel it"
Hips lips came down on to my skin gently, kissing my outer thigh. Suddenly he pushed my legs apart the cool air hit my core. I wanted to close my legs. I began to lose breath, my heart began to pound quickly. He ran his hands on my inner thighs.
"Vivian trust me" I felt his lips on my skin once again kissing my inner left thigh. My eyes began to role into the back of my head.
"I trust you" I whispered huskily. did I really? I was afraid of losing control. I, never being a situation such as this..well I really did not know what I would do..or how I would react.
Something sharp grazed my skin, his fangs, I jumped as well did my heart. His fangs nipped at my skin quickly then with in seconds sunk in. Daintily I felt his fingers trailed up to my hip bone and began began softly rubbing my side
It did not hurt, in fact it felt strange, in a good way. All sorts of images began to play in my mind. Such as the first time I met Godric and how he at first treated me and how I used to hate them. Then the images from my dream came to mind when, the images of Godric kissing my skin. The images caused a strange pressure to build up in my stomach.
I let out a moan. Was that me or was that Godric?
Never in my life has anyone every been so close to my...well my parts. I felt like screaming. I so sensitive, my skin felt almost irritated as if the lightest touch would make me scream, make me jump. I could feel his soft lips so well, only if they would move to another part of my body besides my inner thighs.
Slowly the pressure on my inner thigh ceased and the pressure in my stomach stopped as well. My head began to feel dizzy and my eyes were drooping closed. Where his fangs once were hooked to my skin now gone was burning hot, I held back the urge to touch the place. I felt the blood trickling down my skin. I slumped against the bed feeling too weak to sit up. He had taken a good amount I would assume.
"Vivian" He whispered. My lips formed a weak tired smile. "Vivian"
Godric's cold hands gently grabbed my shoulders a brought me off the bed, then slowly brought me back down resting my head on his lap.
"Vivian I am sorry I took so much" He sounded hurt. "Vivian please forgive me"
"I am tired" I mumbled to the air. I looked up lazily to see his face hovering over mine. Something red trickling down his cheeks.
Lazily I brought my hand up to his cheek and smeared the blood away.
"Don't cry" I whispered. "All is well"
"Thank you" he smiled. "I owe you everything"
"You owe me nothing Godric, you healed me, but I am very tired."
"Sleep you must" He smiled.
I felt him lift me up and place my back on the bed vertically, my head landed on a pillow.
"When you wake up I will talk with you and see what we are to do next" I felt him kiss my cheek. "Good night"