Contemplations before Breakfast

As I sit here on my stead, these shadows

here convene, of things done or not, those loves

I have thrown away. A wailful woe shoves

Its way to the awareness I oppose.

Now I worry that I will decompose,

A good time had by all. Free with the doves,

Airwards they will climb. As I embrace clove's

Roots, they will soar the skies with their fellows.

But, I ask, may the events I perceived

Be false? Might there be one fore whom I can bring happiness? I concede, much I must

Update, but there is hope, a pain relieved.

For one like this might live, for the token

Totaling the joy brought by us, your trust.