Protect me by Nehan Shinzui
A/N: A thousand apologies would never be enough to excuse my prolonged hiatus from this fanfiction and so all I can say right now is that I'm sorry. I hope you all had a great Christmas and New Year. Enjoy Chapter Eight!
Chapter Eight: Effects
"Where have you been this whole time young man?" Ben shrugged at his mother. He smiled at her softly. "Oh, here and there Mom. Y'know hanging with Gwen and Kevin." His mother frowned at him sternly.
"That's no excuse for not calling Benjamin." she said tersely. She tapped her fingernails on the tabletop. Mrs. Tennyson wasn't as angry as she had been worried about him. She had hoped he was okay and now that he seemed fine in typical motherly fashion she pretended to be mad. Ben frowned and scratched his hair. "Huh?" he said, feigning confusion. "Aw, man. I thought I told Gwen to remind me. I guess she forgot." The lie came out smoothly--his right eye didn't even twitch. "That's funny...that doesn't sound like Gwen at all." His mother gave him a weird look. She let it go.
Ben thanked God for motherly affection, because in all honesty he didn't think that his mother would've been so lenient if she hadn't been so grateful that Ben wasn't hurt or anything. Geez, he thought in his room I was only gone like a day or two. He frowned "Right?" he asked aloud. Something was tugging at his subconscious. Since the other day when Kevin told him that he had gotten Gwen pregnant he'd had the idea that his friend hadn't told him everything. He licked his lips. Flopping on his bed, he groaned--he had to go back to school tomorrow and personally, he felt he could wait forever until that transpired. The boy felt a little queasy just thinking about that place and the people---oh God, the people! A pair of evil, manic eyes flashed into Ben's mind causing him to jump backwards and fall off his bed, eliciting a sharp gasp from the boy. He stared confusedly into space for a moment than shrugged it off. The boy gave a small little laugh, nervously. Ben crawled back into bed and layed on his back staring at the ceiling. Kevin had promised to take him to school tomorrow and for some strange reason--he was really looking forward to that...
To Ben's very great surprise, Kevin was promptly at his door by seven thirty the next day. He smiled up at him when he opened the door and saw him leaning against the doorway.
"Gee, you're up early." Ben said. "Don't you usually get up around two?" Kevin gave a small smile at this which made the younger one feel strangely warm around the ears. There was an awkward silence where they stared at each other a little longer than they needed seemed mildly upset.
"Um, Ben?"
"Oh, yes Kevin!" Tennyson replied a bit too quickly and eagerly. The hero licked his lips.
Oh, sweet Jesus, Kevin thought recalling a certain event. Keep your thoughts straight Levin. "Well, I'm not all that keen on meeting mommy and daddy so..."
"Yes?"
"So could we leave before they check to see who's here?" Ben nodded and slipped out the door. When they got to the car Tennyson leaned against Kevin and rubbed his face. He didn't know what made him do it--he just did. Kevin shuddered then shoved him away from him, maybe rougher than he intended to but he didn't comment on it. Ben slid into the passenger seat. He was feeling strangely devious and he couldn't quite explain it. As they drove Ben reached across Kevin, brushing up against his body slowly and pressed the window button letting some air. Kevin made no move to stop him, eyes fixed determinedly on the road, but he frowned slightly.
"And you couldn't put the windows down on your side because--?" he muttered.
"Because you look cute when your hair's blowing around." Ben hadn't thought about what he said before he'd spoken and he supposed he should've at least felt a little embarassed but that wasn't the case. That had been happening a lot at home lately. Kevin tore his eyes off the road and gave a worried glance at his companion.
"Uh, are you okay?" he asked concern etched into his face. Ben layed a hand on his thigh.
"Of course, Kev." Ben assured him with a smile. The same smile that made his eyes seem so much duller. Tennyson again licked his lips, this time very slowly.
Kevin gripped the wheel tightly, his shaking lips pressed into a thin line. "Stop that!" Why was he getting so easily worked up now? The mutant guessed it had something to do with not being so close to his friend in a while that did it. Having all of these fantasies lately and not being able to act on them. But he wanted to protect Ben and fucking him senseless was not such a good idea. But...the Tennyson didn't seem like his normal shy self (how could he after--but Kevin must hold that vengeful part of him in) with the way he rubbed his hand slowly and sensually up his thigh, Ben's hand getting ever closer to a certain area. Kevin tried to act like he didn't notice it, leaning his sweaty face closer to the window attempting to relieve some of the tension in his body. Normally, Kevin could tune everything out while driving his "baby", but the fact that his car was almost the exact same shade as Ben's eyes did not help much. The mutant eventually licked his lips in response and pulled over once Ben began to fondle his dick into erection. They stopped in some random place whose surroundings Kevin hardly noticed.
"Ben."
Said boy continued with his ministrations(that's the right word, right?).
"Ben!" Kevin was starting to lose his resolve now and it was upsetting him. Ben continued to ignore him however, and began pulling at his jeans.
"BEN!" Kevin practically shouted and roughly yanked Ben's fondling hands off of himself, nearly crushing the boy's fingers. Ben looked hurt.
"But I thought you wanted it." Ben said meekly, his eyes wide and fragile. He tried to pull his hands out of Kevin's harsh grip but they were only released when the mutant was sure the hero wasn't going to do anything with them.
"What the hell is wrong with you, Tennyson?!"
Ben shrunk into the passenger seat, his back pressing into the door. He actually looked frightened. It was awfully cute in Kevin's muddled opinion. "I thought you wanted to." the younger whimpered, not meeting his friend's eyes. "I thought you liked me."
"Ben..." Kevin's voice faltered. He did want to...he really did--but Ben couldn't br in his right mind...he wasn't sure what was making him act this way because he was certain he had no memory of the past few weeks but...this wasn't Ben's right mind. "I told you about me and Gwen and the baby and I--"
"But you and Gwen don't even act like you're together!" Ben protested. "I don't even think you really like her! I mean she doesn't even get you at all and--and--it's not like she needs to know." Ben gulped at that last part and was shocked at his own audacity. It was quiet for a moment. If possible, Ben shrank even smaller into the seat, his dulled green eyes huge as though he expected Kevin to set upon him in a rage. And when Ben looked at him, he saw the same evil manic eyes that had flashed before him the other night.
"What's gotten into, Tennyson?" Kevin asked quietly. "She's your cousin."
"I just want you to like me."
Kevin stared at him. Oh, Dear merciful God, I want to fuck him right now. he thought. Just seeing Ben so weak and vulnerable was turning him on beyond belief. Which, in a way, made him feel sick and no better than Cash.
"I do like you Tennyson." Kevin said. "But I...it wouldn't be right to do this to her."
Ben looked crushed. He didn't know why, but suddenly the hero felt as though he needed this, desperately, and that if he didn't get what he wanted and soon...well, he would die that's all. His voice came out small and weak, his tone trembly. "Oh, okay fine." the boy turned around flushed and embarassed. "We'd be--I mean I'd be late for school anyway."
Kevin came out of his confused reverie and shook his head. "I wouldn't recommend it anyway."
Why not, Kevin?
The voice tugged at the back of his mind, horribly reasonable. Isn't this what you wanted? Isn't this what you've been waiting for? Kevin shook his head, attempting to wrest the thoughts out of his mind. "I can't," he muttered to himself. "It wouldn't be right. He doesn't want--" Ben cocked his head at the mutant, pulling at his bottom lip concernedly. Look at him! the voice practically screamed into Levin's head. Has he ever acted this sure before? Have you ever come even this fucking close to fucking him? He's practically fucking begging for it! So make your damn move already, dammit!
Kevin turned and stared at Ben. His tone was half-hearted, "But it wouldn't be-" he tried to say before he lost all control. In what seemed like a second he was over Ben, damn the consequences. There was a moment when all he saw was British racing green(1) eyes widened in an ecstatic joy before he began covering Ben's mouth in fierce brutal kisses. It didn't seem to matter that he was being so rough with him, Ben sort of liked it that way. It was completely different from the way Kevin recalled his first attempt--there was no gentle kissing, no restraints or hesitance. He tore at Ben's clothes, unconcerned with how his friend was being crushed beneath his weight into the seat and slipped the boy's jean off of him. Ben responded eagerly, wrapping his arms around the body above him, sliding his hands from Kevin's shoulders down to his waist helping him out of his pants. Once the boundaries were removed Kevin wasted no time plunging into his partner.
Ben shuddered violently at the entrance, letting out a loud moan and digging his nails into Kevin's back. The mutant responded by thrusting harder into him and biting down onto the boy's shoulder.
"Oh, Oh god, Kevin"! Ben moaned loudly. Sweat slid down his face as his back was pressed into the seat, his legs wrapped around Kevin's body. The mutant ripped his mouth from the hero's shoulder, his fingers clutching brusingly into the boy's hips, his fingers biting into his skins. Ben's shirt was pulled off him, and seeing his body fully now, sweating and so eager to please him, sent Kevin over the edge. His thrusts became more violent and erratic and his determination to hold on to the pleasure in the face of his immenently closer release he became quite harsh towards the boy's cries--they weren't helping him hang on that enjoyment.
"Shut the fuck up, Tennyson!" he nearly yelled with an increasingly savage thrust, eliciting a small whimper from his companion. Ben glanced up at Kevin nervously; the man's pace was so quick it was scaring him. Something tugged at the back of Ben's name and he almost screamed but he quickly forgot why this was bothering him as Kevin gave him a sharp glare. Ben bit down on his lip instead, drawing blood. The sight of the blood on those pale lips being licked off drove Kevin insane. He wrapped his lips onto Ben's capturing the yell the boy released as he sent his final thrusts into the hero's body, spilling his seed inside of him. Even after that was done, Kevin continued to thrust into his friend, relishing the release of weeks of pent-up frustration. Ben's eyes rolled to the back of his head, when Kevin finally let his lips go. Ben let out a shuddering whimper as the thrust continued, his side getting persistently smacked by Kevin's rough hands.
"Oh, Oh god--Kevin I love you." the younger man drawled. Kevin at last pulled out of him and Ben winced at the sudden departure. They stared at each other for a moment then Kevin abruptly rolled over to his side of the car and slipped his pants back on. Ben suddenly felt very exhausted and sore as he slowly followed Kevin's example. Kevin continued to stare blankly through the front window. "I love you too, Ben." he replied blankly.
The hero was positively glowing with happiness. All except his eyes, but I'm sure you've heard enough of that. "Oh, Kevin." he whispered. But his joy was cut short.
"But what about Gwen?" Kevin said, his breathing harsh. The windows were fogged and the smell of sex was circulating even with the open window on Kevin's side. The older teen's voice was disinterested which Ben found endearing, because he could tell how worried the older really was. Tennyson shrugged innocently and leaned against the window, eyes already drooping.
"I guess it's too late to take you to school now." Kevin muttered to himself, making Ben smile lazily. Just as he started to drift off to sleep his smile dropped as Kevin completed his thoughts.
"And you're disinfecting that seat when you wake up, Tennyson."
A/N: Well, that's over and done with! I wasn't overly pleased with this chapter but I suppose once I start writing more I'll be able to get back into the groove once again. I'm still kinda irritated that Kevin is still this rock thing in the show. And don't get me started on Gwen. I really want to thank all of you that have been reviewing, alerting, and favoriting! I like, strive on reviews but I'd appreciate if you'd guys would be more specific with what you liked about it. I know a lot of the time we're too busy sometimes to get all into it but please try to get me back when you have the time. It helps me expand on the story for everyone, though I'm still going with my original idea. Sorry that there was no Cash vs. Kevin in this chap but please be patient because I'm still working on this other shit.
1. Uh, lol I know I used chartreause in another chapter but due to recent research I discovered that chartreuse is actually some weird looking yellow green. British racing green is definitely more of Ben's color.
Oh and by the way does anyone want to see anymore of Julie in the future? Cuz I think I sorta forgot about her as the story progressed and I can't remember if I wanted her to have a larger role in the beginning. And would anyone complain if I got rid of Gwen? I mean, I'll still make her go away even if protest if I feel that's where the plot's taking me but I'd like to hear your opinion on the matter. Anyway, I'll try to update soon so stick around! Love ya!
Nehan Shinzui