Chapter 4: 'Sugar coated misery'

A/N: Thank you to all those who reviewed I really appreciate it and I hope you enjoy this chapter, by the end of it if you are itching with curiosity I have done my job well.

I really enjoyed writing this chapter, it took longer than planned (Which is odd considering it's shorter than the others) but I got it finished. I liked the way it turned out and I hope you do too.

Huge thank you to Yami Uchiha who has been amazing with helping me correct errors. She has a wonderful critical eye and she is honest I really appreciate you're help. Thank you! (If I was looking for a beta I'd ask you first XD)

Enjoy

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~Lastwords


Sakura didn't wake up to her alarm that morning; she didn't wake up to the sound of Ino in the shower. She didn't even wake up when Ino began banging on her door asking was she okay.

The blonde walked in to find her roommate sound asleep as if there had been no noise at all, walking over she examined the girl's face, in Ino's eyes she looked okay. No symptoms of a fever or anything obvious so Ino shook Sakura awake.

Sakura gasped and sat up wide eyed staring at nothing, Ino took a step back.

"Sakura you need to get dressed or you'll be late" muttered Ino as Sakura became adjusted to her surroundings, the pink haired girl for the first few seconds looked like she was seeing a different place before her eyes.

"Oh okay sorry" Sakura got up and grabbed her clothes changed and did her morning routine faster than most thought possible.

When she walked out her hair was scruffy but it suited her. Ino smiled at her friend and they both walked to the school building, Ino watched from the corner of her eye as Sakura stared into the distance at nothing. She was fiddling with the sleeve on her left arm as she stared blankly into the unknown. Ino frowned maybe she had been wrong maybe Sakura was ill.

"Hey you okay?" Ino slowed down so she was next to Sakura, who just blinked and looked at Ino.

The way she looked at Ino was what was scary; she looked like she was staring at something that wasn't there, like she couldn't see Ino. Her eyes weren't shining the way they normally did they were hooded and dark circles were underneath them. Sakura hadn't even used makeup to cover up the circles, they were so dark and in contrast with her skin that they looked like bruises. Sakura nodded and smiled but she didn't speak. Ino shook her head.

"Go back to the dorm I'll explain that your sick" Ino pushed Sakura gently in that direction.

Sakura was about to protest but Ino gave her a steely glare; Sakura nodded and turned around walking towards the dorms.


Ino didn't like this at all, Sakura's behaviour was, well, worrying and Ino had the feeling that it wasn't that the pink haired girl was coming down with the flu. Ino sighed and hoped a days rest would help. Picking up her pace she walked into the school building trying desperately to brush off that incident.

Her worry was twisting around in the pit of her stomach eating away at her, what if something was terribly wrong with Sakura and she couldn't be alone? What if she had done the worst thing possible and sent her back to the dorm. Ino tried to reassure herself but everytime it started to work a new worry snaked into her mind. Reminding her she really didn't know Sakura.


Sakura walked slowly to the dorms looking at her feet as she walked, she felt like she was underneath a very dark sea and nobody could reach through to her. Her steps were slow and small, the way someone walks when they are afraid to go any further.

While looking at your own feet you normally don't notice the feet of others around you and that was how she found herself slamming into someone with expensive looking shoes. On reflex after walking right into the person she took a step back and with lousy footing she tripped and fell, landing on her butt. She looked up to see the person she walked into but couldn't with the sun beating down on her, squinting her eyes she made out a shape but that was all.

Then the light was gone replace by a shadow, as if someone had stood infront of where the sun was shining. Looking up this time she was met by cool amber eyes looking at her in an amused fashion. The earpiece that wasn't in his ear was hanging between them as he gave her an 'I want to laugh in your face' smile.

Sasori

"You gotta look where you're going little girl or you might get hurt" his smiled again this time his cool amber eyes glistened and warmed up.

Sakura sighed and decided she best not retort that because that's probably what he wanted, pushing herself off the ground and trying to get up she felt a strong arm support her as she steadied herself. Meeting his gaze she realized he was helping her. The annoying bastard was helping her, shaking her head she brushed herself down and stepped from his arm.

"Thanks, I guess" she mumbled her voice was small and distant and Sasori took note of that.

The same way he took note of the dark circles looming under her eyes, the way said eyes were staring out into the distance at nothing but most of all the way she fiddled with the sleeve on her left arm. He watched as she realized she was with someone and drew her attention back to him; her eyes looked dimmed like someone had turned off the light behind them. She looked terrible. Trying to change the subject in his head since he figured he didn't really care how she was he went for his usual sarcastic nature.

"You do realize the school is that way right?" He pointed in the direction behind her and titled his head slightly.

She bared her teeth at him in an angry child sort of way.

"Yes" she bit out and then regaining her composure she stated "I'm going back to bed which is that way" she pointed mocking him. He laughed at this.

"If you insist, I'll miss you" he teased as he began to walk away.

"Oh go fuck yourself" she said in a friendly tone. He laughed again.

"Later Sakura" he walked off.

It was only when he was gone she realized, he'd called her by her real name shrugging it off she kept walking.

She hated to admit it but somehow the annoying bastard had reached underneath that dark sea and made her feel a tiny bit better.


Sakura sat down on her bed and put her iPod earpieces into her ears, her life saviour at times and she loved that little piece of technology so much sometimes it was unhealthy. Putting the volume on full she closed her eyes and let the music blare out any coherent thoughts.

Just don't give up on me
I won't let you down
No, I won't let you down

So

Just don't give up
I'm workin' it out
Please don't give in
I won't let you down
It messed me up, need a second to breathe
Just keep coming around
Hey, whataya want from me

Sakura was glad for the noise, it prevented her from thinking, well mostly, obviously nothing could ever stop you thinking.

Sakura fell asleep with the iPod blaring at a volume level most would find hard to do anything with let alone sleep. She slept as the iPod played through a playlist she named:

'Distractions'

A tube of pills lay in the top drawer in the bedside unit beside her bed, a tube that a daily pill needed to be taken from, a tube that hadn't been opened today.


Sasori chuckled as he walked into the school building replaying the conversation with the pink haired freshman; she was fiery to say the least. Shoving stuff into his locker and grabbing the needed books he found himself unable to stop smirking. She was, very amusing.

He saw Itachi walking in the same direction but a tiny bit ahead of him so he walked briskly to catch up, he found himself even more amused when he looked at her mentor.

"Why are you so happy?" Itachi asked in a bland uninterested voice.

"Ah" was all Sasori said before he began smirking to himself all over again.

Itachi being Itachi didn't ask because if there was such thing as caring less than Itachi did you'd have to be dead.

Sasori, knowing this, expected the Uchiha not to ask and he answered that silence with a silence of his own. Akane was up ahead Sasori could hear her from here, it wasn't that she was loud he just knew her voice and also he hated her. One should know the voice of the person one chooses to hate.

"Girlfriend alert" Sasori stated blandly to Itachi as they walked into the 'K' section of the lockers. Sasori rolled his eyes as a group of girls surrounding Akane squealed and giggled at something, probably, pointless.

"Girls" he mumbled as he walked by.

Expecting to be alone he found himself wrong, Itachi was still next to him, he hadn't stopped to talk to Akane. Sasori was curious but he didn't ask, Itachi's personal business was not his and he wouldn't intrude where he wasn't welcome. He wondered though did this have to do with the way Itachi was behaving the other day.

"I bumped into Sakura this morning" Sasori supplied as he shoved his hands into his pockets, looking to his right as a bunch of girls began batting their eyelids at him and Itachi.

Itachi looked over at Sasori who was looking away from him and quirked his eyebrow, now this was interesting.

"And why is that?" Itachi's voice was still bland as usual.

Sasori smiled to himself, Itachi had ignored his girlfriend but the subject of Sakura had caught his attention. That was interesting. That was extremely interesting.

"She said she was going back to her dorm, she didn't look too good actually now that I think about it she looked awful, considering I was going the opposite direction and she is small I bumped into her" Sasori pulled out his phone as it vibrated and read the text.

New text message

From: Deidara

Message: Gai is out; we have no gym meet in board room at 4th period, Pein's back.

Sasori reread the text before replying with a simple "Okay" and he looked at Itachi who had just put his phone back in his pocket.

"If Pein's back so is the bitch" Sasori muttered how he hated that blue haired woman (Konan) she and her stupid paper things that she claimed to be art.

"Don't call her that" Itachi stated sounding like he couldn't care less about what Sasori called her.

"Fine, fine, but still I really don't like her she is so dreary and she makes Tobi depressed."

It was an achievement if you could make Tobi depressed in Sasori's eyes.

"That still is no basis to call her a bitch" Itachi looked at Sasori who just shrugged.

"Back to the former topic any idea why pinkie would be sick?" Sasori smirked at the nickname, it suited her well.

Itachi, if he wasn't Itachi, would have rolled his eyes but he didn't. Looking at the redhead next to him he spoke.

"Don't call her that either, no why do you?"

Sasori wanted to grin but instead he settled for chuckling and changing the song he was listening to.

"No not a clue, I think it suits her" Sasori smirked again and clicked play.

That was the end of their morning conversation.


Sakura woke up feeling like a bus had run over her and the music blaring in her ears was too loud, she pulled out the earpieces and turned off the iPod. Sitting up she stretched then winced as the skin on her left arm pulled where the cuts were.

Slowly dropping her arm to her side she pulled up the sleeve and removed the bandage to examine the cuts, they looked fine no infection the skin around them had turned to a pink colour rather than the red they were yesterday. The cuts themselves were still sore and rose off her skin, but they had turned to that rusty colour of dried blood, they were a huge contrast to her pale skin.

They looked ugly and they reminded Sakura too much of her past addiction to cutting. It was unusual when you became addicted to a solution but it wasn't unheard of especially where cutting was concerned.

Pulling her shirt sleeve down she got up, feeling ill she walked into the kitchen to get something to eat. Sakura sat down at the kitchen table and began slowly eating a bowl of cereal not really tasting it, even after that nap she still felt exhausted.

After finishing her bowl of cereal she returned to her room where she opened the tube of pills placing one on her tongue. She had forgotten to take once today, that probably explained her mood. About to swallow she heard that voice again.

Don't take the pill, do you really need it? I don't think you do, that medicine takes you out of control and puts itself in.

Sakura paused and didn't swallow as she considered the sentence but then knowing better she swallowed the pill. She hated that she felt out of control now but she needed that pill that she knew.

Silly girl, always so weak, you were too weak back then too weak to do anything. All you could do was watch, if you had of had more control you could have stopped it, and now when given the chance to take control you throw it away and take a pill. You silly, silly girl.

The voice left and Sakura collapsed to her bed as memories of that night came rushing back, so clear and vivid she couldn't help it this time she screamed. The scream rang out loud and clear, a heartbreaking scream that you'd imagine someone about to be murdered would scream.


Mulan was cleaning room A 26 when she heard it, an awful scream coming from next door. Mulan being a cleaning lady had a key to every dorm room and rushed in next door into the bed room to find a pink haired girl sitting on her bed screaming at the top of her lungs.

Mulan looked around but saw no source of danger so she looked back at the girl confused and then she saw the girls eyes, they were staring off into the distance at nothing or maybe something she'd seen long ago. She could see the pain the fear in her eyes as the girl collapsed onto herself and sobbed. Her body shook with every sob and her breath was coming in short hard gasps, she sobbed and sobbed and didn't stop.

Mulan went to the girl and comforted her but the girl didn't seem to notice that anyone was with her, Mulan grabbed her cell phone and called the principal who said she'd be right on it. A couple of minutes later the nurse was here along with the principal and they were helping the girl get out of the room.

Sakura

Mulan heard the girls name before, this was the scholarship girl the one who was supposedly so smart she could out do an Uchiha. Mulan closed A 25's door behind her as she followed the nurse the principal and the hysterical girl down to the nurse's office.


Sakura didn't remember how she got to be where she was, she didn't even know where she was, but there were three women there with her. One with a badge that read 'Nurse', the other she recognised as the principal, and the other woman she hadn't ever see before but judging by her attire she must have been a member of the cleaning staff.

They were whispering to each other and sending glances at Sakura then continued whispering, by this stage her sobs had died down to mere whimpers, but the tears still flowed, her cheeks burned, and she imagined her face looked puffy.

"Sakura I'm Shizune the nurse, Mulan has informed me you were screaming" the statement allowed Sakura to understand the third woman's name, Mulan.

Sakura just continued whimpering as she tired to wipe her eyes, but it was useless because the tears kept coming. She could still see it; even though she knew she wasn't there she could feel his nails digging into her arms as it happened. She wanted to gouge her eyes out so she couldn't see it, but it was all too real, all to close.

"Is there something wrong, something we need to be informed about?" the nurse had gotten closer and her eyes were full of understanding her voice was soft and Sakura felt slightly safe.

"N-no" Sakura stammered because the whimpering was effecting her speech.

"If someone is giving you a hard time we need to know" This was the principal speaking, her red painted fingernails were curled inwards in a fist and her huge chest was sticking out. She looked like she was taking a battle stance.

Someone did give me a hard time Sakura thought bitterly to herself but that's not what you mean, you mean bullying.

"It's nothing like that" Sakura cleared her throat, because her voice was scratchy from crying.

"Does it have something to do with the package you received?" The principal spoke again, her voice was dangerously low.

"No, nothing" If only you knew she thought.

"Sakura if you want us to be able to help you have to give us some idea of what's wrong" Tsunade, the principal, walked closer as she said this.

Shizune had a file in her hand and looked up at the girl sitting on the bed before them; she scanned the file once again and then returned her gaze to the girl.

"Tsunade, Mulan I'm going to have to ask you to leave while I discuss something with Miss Haruno."

Tsunade sent a long hard look at Shizune, then the same look at Sakura before nodding and leaving with Mulan following.

Sakura knew they'd have it in her file, well maybe not her file, but definitely her medical file, it would have to be there. The incident probably wasn't but the aftermath problems had to be, the medication the previous cutting, maybe some brief details of the incident but she wasn't so sure if that would be there. Shizune was now looking at Sakura through a different set of eyes; she now probably understood that this screaming had nothing to do with school. And if the incident wasn't marked down there then most likely she'd be curious as to what led to all the problems she currently has, if the word 'aftermath' is used she'd be sure that something did happen if it wasn't she'd be wonder if something did.

And by God did something happen, something that belonged in nightmares, something that little children should never hear of.

Shizune would mostly likely be curious as the why all the terms mentioned in her ever growing medical file came to be about.

Medication administered

Dosage updated

Dosage increased

Mental health Examination

Addiction to cutting

Severe cutting

'Voice' mentioned by patient.

And it goes on.

Sakura could almost see the words on the file; she imagined Shizune was thinking 'What the hell happened to cause all of this?' Sakura wanted to tell her to let it all out but she couldn't she wouldn't ever talk about it. It was hard enough when she told the doctor telling the school nurse would be too much. She sat still with her hands in her lap as the tears still on her face dried, causing the skin to become tight.

"Sakura, this file suggests many things; I am presuming the screaming isn't from academic problems?" Sakura nodded at the presumption

"The word 'aftermath' is used; I'm again presuming a traumatic incident occurred to cause all of these issues for you" Sakura again nodded.

"Your doctor's name is mentioned you do realize I have to contact her don't you?" Again Sakura nodded, she hated that part though.

"I was informed of what the package delivered contained and I understand you'll be seeing the doctor over the weekend which is only two days away but I still feel the need to contact the doctor." Sakura understood her worry and nodded.

The doctor would then inform her if she had to see her again over the weekend after this 'Call out' or if she'd do the needed check up now.

Shizune told her to wait there while she went to contact Sakura's doctor.

Sakura sat on the bed and stared at the blank white wall hoping it would block out thoughts.


Doctor Kobayashi was taking a lunch break when her phone rang, and being a dedicated doctor she answered. The last thing she expected to hear in the world was exactly what she heard. She had been called to Sakura's new school because apparently she wasn't doing so well.

Doctor Kobayashi grabbed her brief case with all essentials needed for an examination and went to her car to drive to the school.

The school was huge and fancy and looked like something out of a story book; she parked in the staff parking and went to the office where the principal directed her to the Nurse's office. There she found familiar pink haired girl sitting on a bed looking at a blank wall. Doctor Kobayashi knew that look, that look was never a good sign.

"Good afternoon Sakura" she smiled as she laid her brief case next to the student on the bed.

Sakura didn't bother with greeting the woman; she sat still and stared at the wall.

"So what seems to be the problem?" The question was directed at Shizune who answered after a small pause.

"She was found screaming and sobbing in her room this morning" the statement was all fact and the way it was said make Sakura close her eyes. She hated being weak and useless and out of control.

The doctor nodded and motioned for Shizune to leave the room, after hesitation and a firm glance from the doctor she did. The doctor then stood infront of Sakura and looked her in the eye.

"Sakura what happened?"

Don't tell her, she'll just take more control away, if that happens how will you ever get stronger?

"Nothing, I'm fine" Sakura's voice cracked slightly because he breathing was still off from the crying.

"Sakura if you were screaming clearly something was wrong. Did you have a flashback?" The doctor's voice was soft and kind but it still had that tone one used when examining someone.

Sakura bit her lip but didn't hear the voice telling her not to talk so she spoke; her eyes darted around the room, suggesting she felt like others were watching her.

"Yes" It was a small feeble whisper, a whisper of defeat, her shoulders slumped and she started to tremble as it all became real again.

She could feel it, him, his hands gripping her arms as his short nails bit into the flesh there, she was screaming but nobody came. She was always screaming.

Sakura broke down on the table and began screaming all over again, scratching at the tops of her arms through her shirt as she tried to pry the hands that weren't there off of her. The sobs filled the silent examination room and the Doctor grabbed Sakura and began shaking her.

"It's okay, it's over, it's gone" Sakura whimpered and as the tears rolled down her cheeks she shook her head and stared at the blank wall again. All she could see was black, black where the white paint should be, black where the sunlight should've been shining through the window. Black on everything, lurking and waiting for her, the black was always waiting.

"Sakura I'm going to have to take you out of the school until this subsides" The Doctors gaze was just daring her to object.

Sakura shook her head in defeat and then nodded, people would ask questions and she would have to lie, she didn't know how long she'd be gone for but people always asked questions.

"I'll call your mother and explain what's going to happen" The doctor then patted her shoulder before leaving the room.

Sakura closed her eyes and tried to think of anything but what was currently swimming around in her mind.


Itachi sat at the back of the classroom looking at the page infront of him, he had finished taking down the notes for the assignment and was watching as the other people in the class continued writing. Sasori next to him wasn't even bothering to take down the notes he was sketching something on the page.

Deidara was moulding something that was beginning to look like a bird, Kisame was drinking again, and he'd be smashed by the time the end of the day came about. Most of the board members were anxious about the arrival of Pein but Itachi wasn't, he wasn't anxious at all.

"Glad to see you could make it" the teacher said as she handed a couple of students pieces of paper "Please proceed to take down the notes on the board they'll help you complete your assignment."

"Fuck that! I'm not fucking doing any fucking assignment!" Hidan strolled to the back of the room and sat in the seat beside Sasori who looked unpleased.

"Hidan I'm not asking for your opinion that's an order" The teacher was twitching, she'd heard about Hidan before but this would be her first year teaching him, and judging by how the first two minutes were going she figured she wouldn't find it easy.

"Yeah, yeah, that's fucking brilliant I don't give a shit" Hidan pulled out his phone and began texting.

Sasori shook his head and mumbled about 'Under educated religious freaks' apparently though, Hidan had heard him.

"What did you say you mother fucker? At least I look like a human!"

"Yes with that eye colour you look undoubtedly human" Sasori bit back with his usual sarcasm.

"You fucking bitch! I'll sacrifice you to Jashin!"

Zetsu sat down and rolled his eyes looking at Itachi, then he took out a pen and began taking down the notes.

"Both of you sit down now!" The teacher roared but the two ignored her.

"Oh you and you pointless God can go fuck yourselves!" Sasori glared at Hidan.

Hidan, gasped, then picked up his table and flung it at Sasori who easily stepped out of its way looking rather amused.

"You-You-You FUCKTARD!" Hidan launched himself at Sasori who again stepped out of the way allowing Hidan to fall face first onto the floor.

"TOBI WANNA PLAY TOO!" Tobi, who isn't even a senior, was now sitting on top of Hidan smiling like a fool.

"Tobi get the fuck off of me!" Hidan squirmed but Tobi didn't budge.

The teacher screamed and then slowly everyone in the class drew their attention to her.

"Okay Tobi back to your class, Hidan pick up your desk and sit down, Sasori shut up and sit down, Zetsu stop trying to bite Tobi, Kisame are you drinking?" She stared at the blue man who just shrugged and she put her head in her hands in an attempt to keep herself sane.

Tobi left looking sad, Hidan sat down as did Sasori and both kept their silence; Zetsu continued taking notes and Kisame didn't stop drinking. By the time the bell rang the board members were over the charade that took place in the class.

"So fourth period is a free and Pein's back huh?" Deidara asked as they all made their way to their next class.

Zetsu nodded "Yes and Konan is with him"


The doctor returned after explaining to the principal what was going to happen. She followed the doctor into the Nurse's office where she assured Sakura she'd tell her roommate something, like a family death had occurred and she was attending the funereal. Sakura felt a tiny bit better about this and agreed to go home with the doctor.

That was how she found herself to be in the Doctor's car on her way out of the school building, the journey was silent and Sakura found herself to be thinking a lot more than she wanted too. She could still see everything so clearly, it was supposed to be far away but it kept coming back, eating away at her very core leaving her as an empty shell.

She could feel him, all over her, inside her, eating away at all the sanity she had. Sakura gripped at her upper arms and tried to wipe away the blood that wasn't there, the same way she tried to pry away the hands that weren't gripping her.

"Sakura its okay you're safe now" the doctor kept her eyes on the road but spoke in a voice that she clearly used often.

Sakura slowly relaxed as her disturbing memories left, closing her eyes and resting her head against the window she took long deep breaths. Those flashbacks were always tough on her system she felt exhausted.

But the statement the doctor had made was annoying her, she hated when people lied. And if Sakura knew anything she knew that, that statement was a lie, a big fat lie that everyone told her.

'You're safe'

No.

She was never safe.


The members of the student body board had gathered in their meeting room, and they were all currently sitting down keeping themselves amused.

When Pein walked in followed by a bored looking Konan everyone looked up and greeted them in some form or another, then Pein took a seat next to Itachi as he looked around the room at each of the members.

"Pein-senpai! You're back Tobi missed you!" Everyone looked at the youngest and newest member of the board as he waved his arms all about the place.

"You fucking retard we aren't in fucking Japan drop the fucking add on!" Hidan, who was next to Tobi, proceeded to hit him upside the head and mutter 'Fucking idiot'.

"Hidan don't be so loud, Tobi (Pause)" Pein didn't even bother with the youngest member he just didn't have the patience to waste on the clinically insane.

Konan sat down in the remaining seat next to Pein and began folding a piece of paper into something, probably a flower.

"The reason I came here today, is to inform you all on an interesting piece of news, Madara is back" Pein looked to Itachi, but saw nothing, no reaction the man didn't even look shocked.

"Where was he?" Deidara asked surprise showing on his face

"And why did he leave?" Sasori finished not looking surprised but mildly curious

"He was somewhere in Europe, he had one too many run ins with the law and he had to go into what we'd call 'hiding'"

"Then why did he come back if the cops are after him?" Kisame asked slurring slightly on the vowels

"Are you drinking?" Pein asked in a disapproving voice but was only answered with a slight nod "He knows people and he must've straightened it out"

The room fell silent.

"Is this something we should be worried about?" Sasori asked not really seeing the point of the news.

"Unless you know an attractive young girl then no probably not"

Deidara's stomach lurched at that thought. "What do you mean?" his visible blue eye looked at Pein.

And after the given explanation Deidara's mouth dried, he felt like someone had removed the organs in his lower abdomen. And he wasn't the only one experiencing these symptoms.


A/N: Okay so not as long as the others but it's still long. Anywhom, now are you really curious about Sakura? Lol I'm evil I know, when Madara fully comes into it a lot more will be explained but like most characters in this his history is A LOT different that what we seen in the actual Naruto series so I'll remind you further on to keep that in mind. Also in this story he isn't Tobi.

I really enjoy writing these and someone (I can't think of the username at the moment) pointed out to me they thought the 'relationship' between Sakura and Itachi was developing slightly too fast. I agree so I will try work on that and I appreciate the reviewer pointing it out to me it allows me to fix the problem. So I will try my hardest to allow the relationship to develop slowly and I guess naturally.

But right now I'm focusing on Sakura and her past and how it's coming back to life in her present. And the main differences between Itachi's and her lives. But definitely coming soon you will see more interaction as they get to know each other. So hold out 'till then and I hope the curiosity isn't too much. I also got a review saying something like 'I hope this story isn't full of angst' well I'd like to point out this isn't the Disney chanel this is real life based and in reality happy endings don't always come about. So right now there will be a lot of emotion and confusion on Sakura's part but as it goes on you'll understand and see how this develops. So currently angst is present in this story. If you've got a problem, fix it, or leave.

Please tell me your opinions and if you found any mistakes so I can correct them. And thank you for reading.

R&R