Everything seemed so clouded, hazy.. He hadn't remembered the times he had shot up, where he found himself falling into a hole where he couldn't find a way out of. He had been taken to a rehabilitation center, currently sitting on the cleaned sheets.
Head tilted down as Akihiko pulled his leg up towards his own body, eyes snapping up as he heard an easy step of boots. Looking up towards Shinjiro he felt his lips crack into a smile his gaze softening on the other boy. It had been a week since he had seen anyone really. Withdrawal symptoms and tests didn't really put him in the mood to talk.
"Shinji.." He managed to say, the smile never leaving his lips. Eyes quickly following the man as the dead male walked over to him. Scooting over in his bed he exhaled lightly as Shinjiro sat down his eyes shutting as he rested his cheek lightly on his shoulder. His fingers curled into the sheets, arms bruised and scabbed over from the repeated use of his needles.
He felt his body tense as Shinjiro's hand stroked over his cheek and he couldn't help but smile some more bathing in the attention of his best friend. His eyes opened as the man's hand slid down to his leg and he was pulled into the older male's lap. Moving his arms he looped them around Shinjiro's shoulders and neck pressing his face into his skin.
It was obvious he had hit rock-bottom, and he couldn't help but tremble when the male's arms wrapped around his thin body. He inhaled, and pulled his head back his eyes lowering towards the other boy's face. "I'm sorry.." He said softly his eyes raising as he gave somewhat of a smile. His head tilted into the hand that was rubbing slowly over his cheek eyes falling shut. "I just.. Don't know.. I'm off the drugs.. Obviously in rehab." He continued looking up towards his face. "I was diagnosed with liver disease.." He murmured watching his friend's face. "I don't know if I really want to go through with the surgery.." He stated. "They have a liver for me, and everything.. But I don't know." He gazed up towards his face. "I'm not happy here, but if I don't get it I'll end up dying through liver failure." He smiled some moving his hand to set it over Shinjiro's cheekbone sliding his thumb back and forth against the bone.
Shinjiro finally sighed, wrapping his arms more around the lithe boy, fingers grasping at the white shirt he was wearing. "Quit being a dumbass.." He said softly staring at him. "You don't deserve to die, nothing like that." He murmured as he hooked his arms around the boy's waist and jerked him closer moving onto his knees so that Akihiko would fall back down onto his back. His eyes rose as the boy gasped and he couldn't help but feel himself smirk. "You deserve to be here.. But happy.." He murmured sliding his hands down the other boy's sides staring up to Akihiko as the male began to blush. "Nn.. Like that.." He murmured lightly.
Shifting his body he slowly moved his hand between them both, easily setting it onto Akihiko's crotch. Squeezing him lightly eyes rose again as he rubbed himself some over Aki's leg.
Akihiko couldn't help but softly moan, his head tilting back as he was rubbed. "S-Shinjiro.." He said softly his head tilting backwards. "That's it.." He murmured lightly opening his legs a little more his head tilting down as the hand worked its way into his pants. Face crunching up as he was rubbed slowly lifting his hips upwards. "H-gnn.." He murmured.
Head turned to the side surprised when Shinjiro's lips connected to his neck showering it in nips and kisses. "O-oh.." He exhaled dragging his hands up his friend's back. He trembled in delight, head tilting down so he could move his own hand, pressing it up against Shinjiro's crotch before turning his head and connecting their lips quickly.
It had been a long time since he felt like this, not counting their little spurts that happened every so often. He shuddered though, and let out another soft groan as the male slowly pulled his pants down. Lifting his ass off the bed he turned his head, cheeks flushing as the pants were pulled off and dropped out of their way. Pushing himself into a sitting position he crushed his lips into Shinjiro's gently biting at the skin and pulling at it. He couldn't help but laugh softly as the fingers drug up his sides staring up at his friend as he rose his hand and dug it into the other boy's hat pulling it off and tossing it to the side. Shaky fingers lowered as he pushed them into the other man's jacket rolling over his shoulders and smiling as the male helped him get out of the jacket. Fingers sprawled over the other boy's shirt, leaning forward as he brushed their lips together feeling his toes curl up. Breaking only for a second so that he could pull the older man's shirt off he leaned in and pressed his lips lightly to the dead boy's collarbone exhaling lightly on it.
It didn't last long as he found himself on his back again, a soft laugh leaving his lips as he scolded the older boy. "Shinjiro..!" He scolded lightly. Though the frown on his face disappeared to be replaced with a loud moan as the man's lips suddenly pressed into his clothed crotch. He fidgeted some his head tilting back as he lightly pawed at the man's head. "Nn..nn.. Don't.." He panted head lowering to look up at Shinjiro, smiling softly at him as he looked him over. "Just.. Fuck me." He sad softly his eyes raising. Hell, it had been awhile, and if this was all fake he didn't want it to end once more before they started.
Moving his hands as Shinjiro finally stopped he hooked his fingers into his own shirt and began to pull it off his eyes fluttering. He smiled at his friend watching the other boy as the male began to work out of his pants. He chuckled lightly as he lifted his hips up and pushing his pants off settling down as he sat naked in front of the male.
Slowly laying back down his eyes fell shut as Shinjiro followed placing his hand on the other boy's neck as he kissed Shinjiro lightly on his lips. A soft little gasp came from him as the man hooked an arm under his leg and hoisted it up his hands going to Shinji's shoulders. It all seemed like a blur as he was prepared gasping lightly. He shifted just slightly and his eyes shut tightly as he was penetrated letting out a whimper exhaling. It had been so long, yet it felt so good.
His head turning to the side as Shinjiro moved his body, and he helped by placing his leg over the other man's shoulder face tensing up. He arched his back as the man began to thrust and he felt everything begin to wash away. Everything was perfect, this is how he wanted it.
Mewls and gasps leaving his lips as he man worked his body, attempting to get him to release. Though surprisingly he didn't last as long as he expected to. Sharply releasing between them he gave a soft cry tilting his head up in delight. He kept his eyes shut, after to open them after this, as Shinjiro just seemed to disappear whenever he opened them. Though the sharp pants that touched his ear made him shiver, and eyes slowly opened to gaze up to his friend. They were both touched in sweat, cheeks flushed as they relaxed upon each other.
"Shinjiro.." He murmured, gasping softly as they were rolled over so he could lay atop of the skinny man. He set his cheek onto Shinji's shoulder panting loudly as he attempted to catch his break. Head tilted down ignoring the fact the blanket was being pulled up around them letting out a soft little sigh. There it was.
"I love you, Akihiko.." A soft murmur, as if a whisper. He felt his lips curl into a smile, his head tilting downwards as he curled his fingers up into the other man's chest. "I love you too, Shinjiro.." He felt himself murmured soothed by the man's breathing as he quickly fell asleep.
OoC||_ c: Hope you enjoyed it. I'm back again~. Thanks for all the reviews! Made me smile. /