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We both got drunk at Token's birthday party yesterday. People were trying to take advantage of him, so I dragged him out of the crowd and into one of the guest rooms. I locked the door so that no one could touch him anymore.
It was so dark in that room, I couldn't even find the switch, but then I felt his lips on mine. "I love you," he slurred and said it again, "I love you, I always do, why won't you understand?" He sounded frustrated. I was too, hell, I always am, he's the one that doesn't understand! I felt really tired and the alcohol was getting to me. I finally found the switch and all the sudden he dragged me onto the bed with him.
At that moment when I fell on top of him, I don't even care anymore, he's the one who's always asking for it anyway. I am the one who's always trying to hold back for his own good, but he's the one always trying to turn me on. So I kissed him. I don't really remember, but I know I kissed him everywhere, his face, his neck, his chest… and he was moaning softly, for me… I thought I was going to go insane, I wanted him so bad. But then I heard a knock on the door, and then I head someone's voice saying "Craig and Tweek's in there, Craig's probably banging the shit out of him." Then there were laughter… My heart sank, this is the very thing I am dreading for! So I immediately stopped. I buttoned up Tweek's shirt and headed for the door, dragging him along with me. People were still dancing and drinking, they all looked at us as I dragged him out. All the sudden I was not so drunk anymore, so I shoved him into my car and drove him home, his parents were not home, so I stayed there with him. I didn't want to walk anymore, my whole body was sored. I put him into bed and when I thought he was passed out, he called out my name softly. I looked down at him and he asked me am I going to leave. I told him no and he sighed with relief. Then I decided to tell him something I'd probably never tell him again because I know he probably wouldn't remember the next morning,
"I love you."
Then I kissed his forehead and he fell asleep soundly.
And I was right, he didn't remember it, at all.