17
Prom.
Sucks ass.
I didn't really want to go, but he dragged me along, saying that it's the last time we are all going to have fun together before everyone heads to college.
Right college.
I am not scared for college, I mean I have been pretty independent ever since high school. But the idea of leaving everything familiar behind still depresses me a little. Well, at least we still have a summer before we really set off to DU together. One thing that's really nice about DU is that it's the state school and almost everyone is heading there, except for those really smart kids who are probably going to some Ivy League or some expensive schools that I will never go to even if I have financial aid, with my disciplinary record, it's lucky for me that DU accepted me.
Anyway.
Mom brought me a black suit for prom and graduation, and she was acting all "I am so proud of my son" when she gave it to me. I think I am going to miss her cooking when I go to college, can't imagine me eating frozen TV dinner every night… And so there I was at that fancily decorated ball room with every else, looking like a FBI except for my navy blue, shiny silk tie that dad had picked for me. Ruby said I should have gelled my hair, but I just kinda combed it and make it look nice enough. Whatever, it's not like I am taking a girl with me. Ruby keeps begging me to take her, but I refused. It was hard, she gave me that cute little sister look that kills me every time, but when I don't do what she demands, she gives me the finger and it just cracks me up every single time. Ha, I think I am going to miss Ruby too.
So much about missing my family.
He took Rebecca with him. It was actually Rebecca who asked him out. He was trying to ask her, but he was too nervous.
Red looked beautiful tonight with her natural red hair dangling on her shoulders, she was wearing this elegant purple dress that matched with his purple tie. Everyone was saying how cute they look together, and I have to agree, they were just the exact image of high school sweet hearts. I saw Red blushing. I know she really likes Tweek. And Tweek looked really happy too. Maybe tonight is just meant to be, maybe the ambiguity between he and I is finally coming to an end. And I am very grateful that we are still best friends.
When all the guys were toasting, I put my arms around his shoulders, and I saw Stan did the same to Kyle across the table. I wonder if we looked just exactly like those two. Cartman said the toast out loud. "To our sucks ass future!" he was drunk all right, Kenny must have sneaked the beer in.
I didn't really dance much, and I was surprised when Heidi came to me shyly asking if I wanted to dance. Maybe I was too preoccupied before to even notice her, but someone, maybe Clyde or Token told me before it's obvious she has something for me. So I took her hand and danced with her, her face lit up as if it was her birthday. So I guess those two were right. But I don't really give a crap.
When I was about to drive my drunken friends home, I saw Red kissed him in his car. They weren't making out or anything, but… ugh, why do I even care?
I should be happy that he's happy.
Boy, that sure is easy to say.
Tell me how you want the story to develop and I might take your suggestions. 'Cause I am kinda indecisive towards the possibilities.
Please review, if no one is reading this then I don't want to waste my time on this anymore, I mean, I have another story going on and this only started as a break from that story, I didn't really expect this to go on this long. But if you guys want me to get serious, I will, so please show some support : )