Entry number seven

Romulan court is currently in recess, giving me time to record my feelings. Even though there are too many of them to make sense of anything currently.

My earlier recording of me being taken by Starfleet was obsolete. M' Kayla had a summons on Romulus to see if she could stay or if she had to continue living her life among the federation.

When we were first lead in, I knew somehow ( Troi calls it a "sixth sense") that something forebodeing was about to happen. We were lead to the front of the courtroom. M' Kayla kept muttering to herself "I knew this was going to happen".

The session began.

"M' Kayla Robinbson. Born on an unknown date by Jirik the prostitute and commander V'lel , orphaned, and found and named by Commander Bianca Robinson of Starfleet. Do you deny any of this?"

"No, Hejrek"

"Then you cannot deny that you were raised by humans in an environment that despises us."

"I do not deny, Hejrek"

"You came before this council once when you were ten years of age. You had run away from your adoptive mother to plead that you were worthy of returning to your home planet and rejoin your people. You were rejected. You turned to rebellion and anger with your clothing and attitude with hopes of rejoining your ancestors. Now, we have brought you by force to your place of origin. You have spent seven more years with the federarion. We will first show the evidence that you should remain in your current place."

Now, I was scared for her. What did she want? I know that she said she should be on Romulus but now that she is here, she is frightened half to death. Her clothing is sloppy, sever locks of hair have fallen loose of her normally tight ponytail, and she is shaking. I would have liked to hug her, but I just did not know what to do. And to think that a week ago, I was concerned with tribbles and Wesley liking me! My best friend is faced with the biggest choice of her life, and she can't even make it! This is unfair! But father has told me that life is rarely fair.

The Hejrek called upon me.

"You are one of the young woman's friends, are you not?"

I know that I have literal nerves of steel, but i nearly froze of fear and insecurity.

"Y-yes Hejrek"

"So you are witness to her actions, Romulan and human alike. May we see them?"

I looked frantically at M' Kayla. She solemnnly motioned me to go foreward.

I walked to the center of the courtroom. It felt like when I was going to try to tell Wesley that I like him. Like if I failed at it, I would be greatly shamed and ridiculed.

He streched out his hand and attempted a mind meld. But even though most Romulans are incapable of such a task, it is impossible with an android like myself.

I beleive I embarresed him

"Court recess" said the Hejrek. "We must call in someone different. A Vulcan who is more than capable of a simple human meld"