Author's Note: I'M SORRY!Really I am. I was reading chapter 3 and 4 and I found them Odd and not really meant for the story. So I rewrote 3 and
rewriting 4 and making 5. No biggie,They'll be done soon....I hope.

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Sometimes Sakura liked her dreams.

They were calming,peaceful and absolute nothingness.

But sometimes she disliked her dreams.

They were filled with taunting images and petty hopes.

Filled with shitty lies.

But sometimes she saw reality.

And despite their nasty comprehension and their wicked trickery she loved them.

Because they were real.


There were times when Sakura wondered what it would feel like to be a common villager.

To be seen as no real worth or value.

Her iridescent orbs dropped their gaze as she felt the brute force the young intern used on her bandaged left eye.

Grabbing a hold of the young girl's arm she exhaled. The young female seemed scared. Her violet eyes showed fear, and they soon held concern.
Sakura shook her head and let go of the females wrist. The young intern stumbled back at the force the stubborn kounchi had used. Her golden hair
flying behind her.

Kill her.

Sakura gaped at the girl,mouth slightly open. She was stunned. Where had that thought come from?

"Haruno-san....Is everything oka-"

"Leave" The rosette declared gruffly. The intern looked shocked,but nodding left the room as she was told. Sakura slumped back as she closed her eyes. She was tired.
Heaving out a over exasperated sigh,she was determined to fall to a deep,deep slumber.

The sound of the door opening caused her to growl in anger.

"I told you to leave"She answered,not bothering to look who it was. The stupid intern really had nothing better to do,did she?

"Hm,I'm please to know I didn't get the memo"

Sakura's right opened to see Tsunade glaring at her. She was standing at the foot of her bed. Amber eyes glaring in her direction,her arms crossed underneath her overly sized breast,and she looked annoyed.

"I stopped by earlier,when Kakashi was here. You did not wake up" Tsunade confronted Sakura,who looked away and closed her eye. Tsunade cleared her throat. Waiting for a response.

Sakura opened her eye.

"I was tired"She responded as she looked at Tsunade.

The hokage uncrossed her arms. Extending her right arm,she threw paper across the rosettes bed. Sakura looked at them,rising an eyebrow

"You haven't filled out a report"She said angrily.

"But I suppose you don't have to,since the whole damn village seems to know" Tsunade spat in anger. Sakura's head snapped to look at Tsunade. What did she mean the whole village?

"What?"

Tsunade stayed quite. Her gaze never leaving Sakura's.

"You failed your mission,and not only that. That little stunt you pulled outside of Mist was seen and heard through out Konoha and Mist" Tsunade continued.

"It wasn't my fault. They were waiting for us. It was an ambu-"

"I don't care if it was a bloody ambush. Do you not understand? You jeopardize the villagers life"Tsunade growled.

"The mission was to be kept silent. But I guess the villagers weren't enough for you,was it?"The hokage gave a dark chuckle.

"It was an accident,They were in the wrong place at the wrong tim-"

"Your team is DEAD! Do not treat it as if it was a casual thing! I will not have one of MY students become a MONSTER!" Tsunade growled,Sakura dropped her gaze, she had killed her own team. 3 young anbu's,dead because she had been selfish.

You did what was needed.

She had. Tsunade glared,shaking her head she began walking towards the door.

"You are being placed in recession from your missions. This includes any healing and hospital duties. Failure to obey these rules and you will be imprisoned,Understood?" Sakura gaped.

"You can't be serious. Everyone else fails missions all the damn time and I get treated dif-"

"Shut up. You will follow my orders"

Sakura growled as she clenched her fist. She was being cut off to much.

Such hindrance to someone who can have so much power.

Hindrance? Sakura blinked as her fist unclenched. Looking at her hands,she heard Tsunade leave.

Footsteps caught her attention,raising her head slowly. Her only visible eye turned lazily towards the door.

Sasuke? What did he want? She watched as he stepped in,hands in his pocket. Walking towards her bed,she couldn't help but let her anger rise. Why did he walk around as if he owned everything. His eyes bore unto her. Staring emotionless at her,he grunted.

"Naruto,Sugietsu and Juugo won't stop bothering me until they know your fine"He muttered.

"Well...I'm fucking great"She hissed. He stared at her,stoic as ever. How else was she supposed to be? He was such a jerk sometimes.

"Got another bright question? Oh why don't you ask me if I can see you when you move to my left?"She huffed,watching him take a step closer
to her bed. His eyes narrowed.

"Listen you brat. Stop acting as if the fucking world revolves around you,there are people dying and you are crying over something inferior. So why don't you grow the fuck up and stop pitying yourself" He said calmly as he turned around making his way towards the door.

Sakura growled. Slumping back to her bed her fist clenched.

"You are the most-self centered egotistical bastard. You, you don't care about anyone but yourself"She growled.

"Spare me your shit"He retorted,turning around,clearly annoyed.

"Fuck off. You never cared,did you? I bet,that if it were up to you,you would have never chosen Naruto or I as your team" She answered angrily.

"Yes. I wouldn't have. You were just some stupid fan girl prancing around in fucking glee,why would I have chosen you?"Raising a brow in question,he turned around an walked out of the door,closing it behind him with a small thud.

He doubts you. Yet,you,darling ... have so much power. Show him.

"I'm such a fucking idiot"She said slapping herself on the forehead with her palm. Here she was,harboring feelings for an idiot who insults she decided against sleeping.
There would be nurses checking up on her,and they would not let her sleep. Grunting she turned around on her bed. Laying sideways looking through the window. She wondered what her condition was. She barely remembered the events that had happen last night. Closing her eyes,she tried to reminisce.

Neji?

He had carried her to the hospital. She sighed as she began touching her left eye.

Flashback

"Kabuto!"She screamed his name in agony. She laid against the tree,battered and beated. Kabuto's sword on her lower abdomen. She struggled to keep her eyes opened. She was bleeding profoundly.

"Yes Sakura-chan?"

"Le-let them go. Ple-please"She sputtered out,her lips now covered with blood.

"I'm afraid I can't do that dear."He sighed,as he turned away from her bloody teammate. "At least....not now anyways"

Taking steps towards her she shook her head. Looking around,she let out a sob. The field was covered in blood.

"Akahana RUN!"She screamed as her teammate struggled to stand. Kabuto let out a chuckle as he watched her feeble attempts.

"Its no use deary,They will be dead in a few minutes"He whispered,as he kneeled to meet her emerald eyes. Sakura breathed heavily,spitting on his face.

"Son of a bitch,leave them alone"He shook his head and wiped his face.

"Sakura,Sakura,Sakura. Its not me who's going to hurt them"

Her eyes widen as she let out a terrible scream.

End Flashback

She let out a sigh and opened her eyes. She would have jumped if she wasn't a ninja.

Tsunade rose an eyebrow at her surprise. Sighing she walked closely towards her bed.

She placed a hand on her shielded left eye. Sakura stiffen at the touch,but soon relaxed.

Slowly she felt Tsunade's hand beginning to uncover her eye.

Sakura let out a breath she didn't know she was holding.

A gush of cold air told her that her eye was now unwrapped.

"There is minor bruising. Don't open your eye quickly. Open it slowly"Tsunade spoke once again.

She opened them. She could see perfectly with her right eye. Her left eye seemed blurry.

"Sakura....can you see"Tsunade's voice sounded strained and somehow scared. She held a small flashlight. Lighting her right eye and moving to her left eye slowly.
Tsunade's eyes gripped the flashlight. Her finger pulling lightly on Sakura's eye lid.

"Blurry but I think it will adjust in time."Emereled met amber eyes.

"Sakura"She whispered. Sakura's brow furrowed.

"What is it?"

Tsunade shook her head as she began to wrap her left eye once again.

"Rest both your eyes as much as you can. If anyone tries to remove the bindings I give you orders to attack"Her voice was harsh and strangely cold.

Sakura nodded. Not wanting to disturb her mood,she was in no shape to start another fight. Leaning back she closed her eyes. Letting her mind wander into oblivion.

Tsunade's heart skipped a beat. Sakura was no where near fine. Her eye was no longer emerald. Nor was it damaged,it was black. Completely black.
it wasn't normal. And it scared her.


A/N: Tada :D

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