I don't won twilight just love it and same with vampire daires

Chapter 3

I woke up next Dam the morning I really didn't want to wake up. I wanted to go back to sleep and wake up again and see this as all a dream. But I knew better. There was one good thing. Dam and I had gotten together last night but it had to take my brother dying for it to happen. I shook dam.

"Dam come on we have to get up. The funreal is today." I said. Suddley he grabd me and pull me to him.

"baby are you going to be ok." He asked. I looked at him and shook my head.

"No I will not be but I have to say my goodbye and be there for Elena." I said. He nodded his head. He gave me a big kiss and went to have a shower. I went down stairs to get a coffee and saw Elena.

"How are you coping" she asked.

" I just keep thinking that his is a dream. That I am going to wake up and see him walk through that door but i know that it will not happen. I just wish that I ould have been here for him when all hhis happen. What did happen to make him do this.' I asked.

"his girlfriend was pregnant and lost the baby and killed herself. He couldn't live with out her and the baby. He was found in frount of her grave. He had taken sleeppills and overdosed. She said. You could see the tears in her eyes. I was shocked. My poor little brother. I wish I had been there for him.i decided that I would go and have a shower. I knocked on the door and I heard dam in there.

"if that's you bells come in" I giggled. I walked in. I could see him in the shower in all his glory. Wow that's all I could think. I he saw me looking at him.

"like what you see he asked."he said. I giggled.

"come here" he said. I striped off and joined him. He started to wash my body and my hair as well as kissing my shoulder as he went. I leaned into him and felt at home. Thi was my place. We finally got ourselves cleaned up and got out. I found a black dress in my room waiting. i knew Elena had put that there for me. I got dressed and went down satirs.

"I see you found what I put out for you" Elena said. I nodded my head. We made our way out to the car and got in. I was glad I was not driving today. And I was glad I was not wearing any makeup. We finally got there and Dam helped me get out. I saw the cullens as I got out, they wavd to me and I smile a lil bt. I leaned in to Dam and we went into the church. I saw the coffin and I started to cry hard. Dam grabed me and let me lean in to him again. He led me and Elena to our seats up the front. The preist start going on about everything.

"Today we cerlbrate the life of Jermey John Gilbet. A man , Brother and Friend and everthing else. Jermey was a great man. A boy who all he wanted was for his sisters and family to have a good time and have fun. His main thing was his sisters. He love Isabella and Elena with everthing. He was there ffor the twins when they lost their parents. He was the boy who you could always count on. He was lucky to meet Vicki. His lover and the mother of his unborn baby. But tragic can hit everyone. After the lose of the baby Vicki couldn't take anymore and tragertiy struck and she was taken off us. Jermery also couldn't take it he to was tracgically taken off us as well. Now Jermery's sisters would like to say A few things about their brother." He said. Elena looked at me and grabed m head and we walked up to the stage. I could see the blon tramp with the ullens on Edwards arm but I didn't care I had and dam and I was up here to say how great my lil brother was.

"Jermery was the best lil brother you coul ever ask for. He was always there for me and Elena. He was there when our parents died and he was there when I had a bad breakup. He was always trying to make us laugh as we grew up. We were always together. We were known as the 3 stogies. I loved my lil brother. It was always good to walk in ad see his smiling fce. I just wish that I could have been there for him when he really needed and that he could have told us that something was wrong so that we could have helped him to sort it out. Jermery we will always love you and you will always be our lil brother who was always be there for us. Goodbye Jer." I said crying. Elena grabed me and we both started bawling. Stefan and Dam came and brought us back to our seats. The rest of the the funreal went fast and quick. Soon it was time to leave and to go the grave site. when we got there it really sunk in that he was not coming back and as soon as the coffin went down into the hole I started to bawl. Dam grabed me and huged into me. All I could do was cry Elena was the same. We soon went to were the wake would be. I knew that alice would find me. And about 3 mins later she did.

"Bella I am so sorry" she said and huged me. I nodded my head and she pulled me over to were the rest of th culllens were. I saw that blond tramp. I looked at everyone and you could see that there were sorry for me. Esme and Carlise huged into me. And sunddley rose and Emmett and jas did the same. Edward and the blond thing were standing back. But i was happy wih the hug I was getting. I was missin dam.

"bella who was that guy who you were leaning into" Edward asked. I looked at him. What gave him the right to ask after what he did to me with her. And that he bought her to my brother funreal.

"How dare you even ask. He is damine and he is my boyfriend. And unlike you he does not cheat on me with a blond tramp and then bring her to my brothers funreal. " I screamed. I had to get away. I ran and ran as fast as I could. I could here someone behind me an I decided that I should stop and see who it is. Luckly it was dam.

"Baby its ok. I am here and I love you.' I felt so comlete and happy. I knew I would have to face them agin. Tat night I went to sleep I could think of only Dam.