A New Bella chapter 4

The next couple days went fast. myself and Elena were like zombies. i would go in to Jer's room and just cry. i still could not believe that my little brother was gone. Dam was there for me. he was always giving me hugs. The Cullen's had decided to stay for a while to make sure i was ok. I could not go over and see them though, knowing that that blonde thing was there. Our Aunty had decided that it would be good for me to go back to school. i guess i was looking forward to it. Elena and i got to school and were knocked over. there in front of me was one of my friends, Bonnie.

"Oh my god Bella, i am so happy to see you. i have missed you so much. I am sorry you had to come back like this." she said. i nodded my head and gave her a hug. I was then grab again in a big hug by Caroline.

"Oh hunnie i am so sorry. but i am glad that you are back." She said letting go of me. i nodded again.

Elena looked at me with a smile. i knew what she meant , it was good to be back. The four of us locked arms and start for class. Class went quick and suddenly it was lunch. i was on my way to the bleachers when i was suddenly grabbed. i looked at who had grabbed me and kissed them hard on the lips.

"Maybe i should do that all the time if i am going to get that out of you" Dam Laughed.

i shook my head at him. I was glad that i had him. he made me laugh all the time. he dragged me to the bleachers. We sat there and talked. he asked me how i was.

"Bella, can i ask you something."Dam asked.

"What is it Dam?" i said.

"Do you still love him?" i looked at him. yes i did love Edward but i knew that i loved Dam more.

"Dam, i do love Edward, he was my first love, but i love you more. you were there for me before Edward and you will be there after him as well. you have been there for me when jer died, you have never cheated and i know that i can trust you no matter what." I said to him. He looked at me with so much love in his eyes. He lent down and kissed me hard. "How about we get out of this place and go home, i want to show you how much i love you." he whispered in my ear. i giggled and climbed on his back. We got back to my house and were on the bed. we kissed like there was no tomorrow. i didn't care what he was or who he was. to me he was the guy who had been my best friend and now lover. he was someone who had a beautiful personally and who could make me laugh at a drop of a hat. i knew i would give myself to him. (Its about to get lemony )

He moved his hand under my shirt and started to rub my breasts. He lifted my shirt off and looked at me. I giggled and grab his shirt. If i had mine off then so would he. he smiled at me and took it off. He moved my bra down and start to kiss and lick my breast. i couldn't help but moan. This feeling was great. He moved down to my pants and pulled them down fast. he kissed my thighs and moved up to my core. he kissed it through my undies he groaned. He pulled them down gently and kissed my core. He stared to lick and kiss fast. I moaned so much. How could this god-like man be putting me through so much pleasure. I could feel him put 2 fingers in my core. I arched my back up. this pleasures was great. i could feel the coil in my stomach, i knew i was about to cum. "Dam oh my god baby i am about to cum" I moaned. "that's it baby cum for me" Dam said to me and that put me over the edge. I screamed his name. He let me come down from my high. i looked at him. "Its your turn now." i said. i pulled down his pants and his boxers. His erection sprang out. Wow was all i could think. it was so big and thick. I grab it with my hands and started to stroke him, i then put my mouth around him and sucked as hard and as fast as i could. i could him him moaning my name and that made me want to go faster. The part of him that i could not fit in my mouth i stroked. suddenly he cum in my mouth hard, screaming my name. I swolled the lot. I can't believe that people say its gross. that was one of the best things i had tasted. He pull me up to him and kissed me. he flipped me my back. He lined himself up with my core and looked at me. I nodded my head and he entered me. He was gently as well as quick. I could feel him break my barrier and he stopped to let me get adjust to his size. The pain stopped after 2 seconds and i nodded my head at him. He started to rock fast. i couldn't get over the pleasure i was on a high. "Dam please go faster " I screamed. He compiled and started to go faster and faster. I could feel myself going over the edge. "Dam i am about to cum" i said to him.

"that's it baby cum for me i am about to as well" He said. I cum hard screaming his name and cum straight after me screaming my name. We lied there just hugging each other. I looked at him and kissed him on the lips. He deepen them. I stopped him and gave me a sad little pout. I laughed.

"now now later " i said to him. he smiled at that. i had to laugh again. "we should get up and see if there is anyone around' i said to him he nodded and we got up and dressed. I couldn't believe that i had given myself to him and how great it had been. He picked me up and we speed down the stairs.

i knew i was lucky i had a man/vampire that loved me. lucky no one was around. i think i would have been embarrassed if there had been anyone home. we decided that we would watch a movie. As we watched the movie Elena and Stefan came home. Elena looked at me with that look and giggled. it was getting later and we all decided that we would go to bed. Dam and i decided to carry off were we had left off earlier.