It took Heath 3 days to go back in the room where his baby was killed at. The last 3 days were hard on him, he tried to kill himself but Matt, Christian, and Chris stopped him. Chris and Heath walked in the room, Heath looked in the drawer and pulled out a letter, it had Justin's scent on it and stained with blood. Heath couldn't stand after he sniffed the letter. Chris caught him before he fell on the floor. "Baby, I'm here and you will be safe, just come here." Heath made Chris fall on the bed and Heath was on his chest crying. Christian came in and got Heath up and wiped his tears. "Babe, you are going to ruin the letter if you keep crying, I know what you are going through, but Justin wouldn't want you this way. Come on back to the room and get dressed for the funeral."
Chris helped Christian take Heath to the room, and put Heath in the bathroom so he could get dressed. Chris leaned in and kissed Heath and Heath thought he seen Justin in Chris and kissed him hard on the lips and started to moan. "I-I'm sorry, I can't just go around and kiss you, you are grieving." "N-No it's my fault, I-I thought you were Justin, I shouldn't have enjoyed it that much. He isn't gone a week and look at me." "Babe it is going to be ok." Chris said as he hugged Heath. Christian has seen what happened and wished that they could get together on down the road. They both needed someone so bad, they had been through enough pain and hard times.
It was time for the funeral and Heath was going to read the letter and tell about the time Justin told him he loved him. They played "Amazing Grace" and then it was time for Heath to go up. He looked in the crowd and seen his friends from the WWE whom were like family to him. "Morning all, as yall know Justin Angel, was my lover and now he is gone. I will never forget the night when I had to watch my baby die I never want to experience that again. The morning before he got killed, he told me he loved me. We have loved each other for 2 years without either one of us knowing because we knew what would happen. Here is how I felt when he finally said "I Love You"
As I looked at him that morning and I felt his eyes on me, I stopped myself from saying words that would show home much I care because of Wade, he had hurt Justin and I knew Justin wouldn't have wanted me hurt. I put my hand to his face to try to hold my feeling in, I wouldn't say the words again. The last time I told him how much he meant to me, he put his hands away from me and said he couldn't. I never spoke the words again for fear of what he would say. I thought it was the last time we would see each other till that blissful morn. His fingers traced around my face pushing hair away and I was unprepared for what he was to say. My heart raced on, I thought I might cry. But never would I be more impressed with anything he'd do and he told me, I Love You!"
The crowd was one the verge of tears and Heath was already crying. Chris got up and went to hug him. Then it was time for the letter, Heath didn't know what to expect from it because he hadn't read it. It read.
My Baby Heath, I know I didn't come here to be killed by Wade but what am I doing, painfully suffering at the hands of Wade. I have been in this storm way too long now, overwhelmed by my body's painful shape. It's getting harder to breathe with Wade laying on me. I will walk on water for you, and you caught me when I fell and I got lost into you eyes, and baby everything will be alright. I know I didn't come here to be like this, then why am I dead and you are reading this, I am so used to be in pain like I am. If you didn't see what happened to me the darkness that lived inside of me would turn to light and I would just float away. I didn't want you to see me like you did, baby, I will always be there with you and everything will be alright. Don't let this spoil your whole life, you need to be loved, not the way I was and ended up. When I met Wade, he abused me and it grew and grew and I couldn't get out. Please be my bright and shiny One Man, Rock Band and just remember I love you and you blew my mind. I can't breathe baby and I know this is the end….."
Heath finished the letter and there wasn't a dry eye left in the room. "I love you my Justin Angel."
1 year Later
Heath held his 2 bundles of joy in his arms. One boy named Justin Angel Irvine and a girl named Christian Jayden. Chris and Jeffery Matthew were beside him and Chris was in tears, he had 2 beautiful babies and wonderful husband. "When can I gold them papa?" "Soon baby, let them rest, they just came into this world." Heath told his son. "Uncle Christian. Come see babies, where's uncle Matty?" "I'm coming Jeffro just hold on and Matty is down stairs with Jason." Jason was Christian's and Matt's 8 month old baby. "Congratulations babe, you and Chris have beautiful babies, what are their names?" "Christian Jayden this is your Uncle Christian." Christian held her and smiled, "You have a great name sweetheart and I'm going to spoil you and your brother so much." Heath have Christian Justin and smiled, because he will always remember his late lover and when Justin gets older he will know how he gotten his name and so will Christian Jayden.
Christian took Jeffery down stairs to Matt because he had seen the light in Chris' eyes that he never seen after what had happened to Jeff. "I love you so much, my Heathy baby. I am so glad to have you as my husband and have 2 beautiful babies with you." Chris chocked on his tears. "I love you too baby. I know everything will be alright." Chris got in the hospital with Heath and kissed him and hugged him and nibbled on his chest and felt him up and down. "Baby, ooh, what are you doing, ohh that feels so good baby, we just had 2 babies and ohh you are trying to sex me up again! I Love You Baby." Heath then leaned in and got in the action.
After he looked up at the ceiling and silently said, My Justin Angel, I love you too! Thanks for the many blessing that you brought into my life, you were right when you said everything will be alright and it is alright, I have a loving husband, and 3 children. I miss you very much Justin, you will always be in my heart and soul.