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the ruler shows where the sex scene is. hey sis? no nose bleed please. do tell your little sis if she manged to write good smutt.
i can imagine you reading this with that stupid grin of yours. try not to scare anyone around you with your sudden bursts like you used to do.
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It has almost been a month since he brought Kyo home, and this morning was his last injection. So all in all he knew this was a bad idea. Yet he couldn't help himself. Caring for the cat reminded him that he was human. Life was cruel, but seeing the cat in a peaceful state was comforting. Only the cat could make him feel alive. Kyo was literally the sun for him, warm and brightening even the darkest of corners. Yet if one got too close that same sun would burn even the soul. Flames of anger and hate lashing out to ease the pain inside. That's how Yuki saw it. He wanted so bad to take Kyo's pain away. But since the beginning Kyo's way to ease the pain had been to blame the rat for everything. It was difficult to know that the only way to help the cat was to be the target of all that hate. The sound of movement brought him back from his thoughts.
Yuki looked down from his current position, sitting on Kyo's bed with said cat lying down, his eyes flickering as if he were just waking up from a cat nap. And to think it was almost bath time. Yuki's cheeks turned bright red. Bath time was always interesting. Kyo's eyes opened at last. Though he didn't say anything. He didn't even attempt to move at all.
Those eyes, they looked dead, and it scared Yuki to no end. "Kyo?" Yuki spoke in a soft caring voice truly worried. Kyo's hand rose to caress Yuki's burning cheeks. Yuki took the chance to nuzzle his hand, and that's when Kyo finally tried to sit up. Yuki panicked and pulled Kyo towards him afraid the cat might strain himself. The cat did nothing to stop him. As if his mind hadn't realized he was even awake yet.
The cat stayed still feeling the presence of another so close to him. Warm and soft was all he could think, and he wanted more. Kyo's hands grabbed onto Yuki's shirt. Scaring Yuki a bit with his sudden movements. Kyo tugged at the shirt trying to pull it off. Not realizing who the person was, or perhaps he really didn't care anymore.
He wanted this, to at least to say it wasn't forced. His limbs felt weak and sluggish though for the moment he didn't care. A voice asking him if he was ok wasn't going through. His mind was in a cloud, that voice felt far off. Too far for him to even attempt to reach. He leaned back feeling the others arms hold on tight as if making sure he didn't fall backwards. Kyo's hand lazily and seductively made their way to the front of the shirt, slowly heading down.
The voice sounded a bit panicked though it didn't stop him. His fingers grabbed hold of the bottom edge of the shirt and without a thought to it Kyo lifted up. The gasp from the person went unnoticed. As the shirt went flying to the floor Kyo removed his own. The effort was tiring him as he lay back down. The figure stood panicked. Kyo sighed as he got up again a rush of dizziness threatening him to get back down. The figure quickly went to the cat. And Kyo took the chance to hold on to the figure.
He felt the soft skin heat up to his touch, the heavy breathing coming from the figure. His lips went to the figures neck, kissing softly at skin that tasted sweeter than milk. It was addicting, he needed more. His hands ran up and down the persons back sending sparks of fire to Kyo. Sighs could be heard. Kyo grinned enjoying every second of this. As he sucked on soft spots a gasp was heard making Kyo very aroused.
His hand lowered down the persons back, past the rim of his pants. As he caressed the persons firm butt moans came out of the person full of desire. He leaned his head back giving Kyo access to more skin. Kyo's hand slowly went to the person's hip feeling the soft skin covering the hip bone. Tracing the bone down. Slowly making his way to his prize. Feeling heat radiating off of the person. His hand felt the soft curls of hair. The moans were becoming louder driving Kyo mad with lust.
Slowly he laid the person down pulling away from the delicious neck. He sat back on his knees as he pulled off the person's pants and boxers. Tossing the clothes off the bed. A voice could be heard. Maybe more questions though he wasn't listening. As he slowly made his way between the persons legs. That voice could be heard again. To Kyo it sounded like wait, please. He looked up at the person. Not seeing the person clearly, everything was fuzzy. He could hear his own voice laced with lust. He could hear himself say that he wanted this, for once he wanted it.
The person shifted a little and bucked his hips as if inviting Kyo. He took the invitation, playing with the small curls. His fingers touching softly at the persons throbbing member. His warm breath at his tip caused a rather arousing moan. Kyo could feel his own getting painfully hard. As he licked the tip he stared at the precum glistening through clouded eyes.
Kyo's eyes widened, never has he thought the taste could be sweet. It has always been bitter and gross. Maybe it was because he was so aroused that the taste was addictive. Whatever the reason was all Kyo could think of was wanting more. He took the whole member in his mouth.
Yuki moaned as Kyo took him. The way he moved his tongue against him, sucking like there was no tomorrow, was driving Yuki mad with lust.
He tried to think straight. Tried to understand what was going on. How had it started? Why did it start? Why didn't he want him to stop? Kyo must not be right in the head. When he finally realizes what he's doing is going to make him go crazy for sure. All thoughts went out the window as Kyo began bobbling his head. The sensation sent fire through his entire body. Yuki grabbed at the sheets knuckles turning white, he bit his lip to keep from moaning out loud. The feeling was amazing. God the cat had a great gift.
By the sounds of it the person's peak was close. Kyo grinned as he pulled away. The person sat up quickly a grunt could be heard, as Kyo laid down pulling off his remaining clothes. His own member rock hard. As he laid down opening his legs wide. The person didn't move though. Confused Kyo reached out for the person. He was speaking but Kyo couldn't hear him. The person growled in frustration. As he pressed his body down on Kyo's, he whispered in Kyo's ear soft and full of passion.
"What do you want me to do?" Yuki questioned the cat. He knew he shouldn't. The cat wasn't ok right now, and he didn't even know what to do. But he was too high off the lust for Kyo. It was as life depended on being inside the cat. He wanted to feel the cat around him.
Kyo bucked his hips opening his legs wider. His hand reached down for the Yuki's member as he positioned it at his entrance. Yuki lifted Kyo up as he sat on his knees. He held on to Kyo's hips as he pushed in slowly. Kyo hummed in pleasure.
Yuki stayed still unsure of what to do. Kyo bucked his hips again and Yuki lost all control. He pulled out and thrusted in. Kyo's breathing got heavier. His hand grabbed Yuki's and laid it on his throbbing member. Yuki was amazed by his size though he didn't ponder much on it now. He ran his fingers up Kyo's member. Pounding into him was amazing in itself. But touching Kyo in ways that made the cat writher under him drove him insane. He started to pump Kyo to match his thrusts. Kyo's face glowed with the sweat.
His cheeks red and eyes full of lust. He was beautiful to Yuki. Sexy, and very arousing laying there panting like there's no tomorrow. Yuki lifted him up so that he was sitting on his lap. Kyo didn't take a second to hesitate. As he played with the Yuki's hair as he bobbled up and down on his member. Yuki couldn't hold it in anymore and cam inside Kyo.
Kyo leaned on his shoulder, not yet having his own release, yet extremely worn out by their activities. His mind slowly cleared itself as he lay down. The person shifted uncomfortably.
Kyo laughed suddenly wondering who it was. Only Hatori showed him any kindness in bed, and Kureno was always so passionate. But Hatori would have been saying sorry nonstop. And Kureno never fucked him alone. No, Akito was always there. When they were alone Kureno never touched him.
Yuki wondered if Kyo was finally coming to his senses. He knew he'd hate himself for this. Though he had to do it, for Kyo's sake. "Kyo? I'm sorry." That voice, Kyo's eyes widened suddenly remembering everything that happened. The docs visit, Akito, and the beatings. And finally Yuki walking up to him in that room, saying something. But he couldn't remember what. Kyo looked up to see a blushing naked Yuki sitting on his bed. The smell of sex lingering in the air.
Yuki looked like he did something he knew he shouldn't have done. Realization finally kicked in for Kyo as he looked down at his own naked form. Shit he let the rat fuck him. Oh the victory he must be feeling. Kyo turned to his side, suddenly saddened by everything. So this is what it feels like, Kyo thought grimly. To have lost, to know that there's no escaping fate. Tears unwillingly ran down his face.
"Kyo?" Yuki panicked at this reaction. He was expecting to be thrown out of the room. Not for Kyo to start crying. But that's what happened. Kyo's whole body shook with his tears. Finally unable to hold anything back he cried all his frustrations out, the way he used to when he was a kid and daddy wasn't home. Yuki crawled up behind him wrapping his arms around Kyo.
Kyo didn't struggle. He just cried more. It was all too much for Yuki, he panicked. Deciding for the cat's sanity to blame it on hormones.
"Kyo?" Kyo heard him but still he just couldn't help himself. "I won't tell anyone, it was stupid." Yuki hated himself for suddenly feeling so weak. For not trying harder to make the cat realize just how much he meant to him. "It's disgusting for the rat to sleep with the cat, forget it happened." Yuki let go and grabbed his clothes. Kyo stopped crying at those words. Disgusting? Yuki put on his clothes in a rush. Trying his best not to cry as well. And he left. Leaving Kyo there, repeating that one word over and over again. Disgusting.
The window was open and the fresh summer night air made the room less stuffy. Kyo couldn't stand even if he tried. He reached down between his legs and wiped up some of Yuki's cum. he stared at his cum covered fingers wondering if it was really the lust that made it taste sweet. Slowly he brought it to his mouth sticking his tongue out licking up the cum. His eyes widened as tears fell. It was still sweet. He closed his eyes. Remembering something Hatori said about the best of gifts come from the people you wouldn't accept. He didn't think Hatori meant it like this, but still. He grabbed his boxers and slid them on. Rolling on to his side and letting sleep take over.
Yuki slammed the door of his room shut pacing back and forth. Eyes red and ready to let out the waterfalls. He was angry, angry at himself and his inability to control himself. He sat down on his bed. Suddenly glad that Torhu was at her friends for a sleep over. And Shigure was at Hatori's. How he let his arousal get the better of him he hadn't a clue. Kyo must hate him now. But, Yuki thought as he laid down, Kyo started it. Yuki blushed remembering their earlier activates. The cat seemed to know what he was doing. Yuki's eyes grew cold at the thought of others touching the cat. But, Kyo didn't seem to care who it was. Yuki shook his head, deciding not to think about him. He couldn't be with the cat. There's no way. He stood, he should call Hatori.
"Kyo?" Hatori sat on Kyo's bed looking down at the sleeping cat. Kyo turned over eyes wide awake as he looked up at Hatori. "How are you feeling?" his heart in the pits but other than that. "ok." Kyo's voice a bit hoarse. He sat up looking towards the door. "Who's here?" Hatori heard the unease in his voice. "Shigure, Ayame, and Yuki." Kyo froze. Remembering what happened earlier.
"So that's why he was so emotionless." Hatori stood. Holding his hand out for Kyo. Kyo took it standing. He looked up at Hatori as he lost his balance. Grabbing on tight to Hatori. Suddenly without meaning to Kyo got down on his knees trying to get Hatori's pants off.
"Kyo stop." Hatori pulled him up. And held him steady. Kyo shuddered at Hatori's touch, his hands were always so cold. "This is why you lock yourself up when Akito lets you go home isn't it?" Kyo grabbed on tight to Hatori nodding his head. "Every time, it's like I can do it on my own without being forced." Kyo looked down. "Why was he even in here? I didn't mean to Hatori." His voice sounded like a frighten child.
"I don't know how to control myself. I can't stand this." Kyo pulled away. "What's the point in living?" his lack of balance had him on the floor again. Hatori kneeled in front of him. "I'm going to be locked up anyways, I'd rather be dead then stay as Akito's sex slave till I die." Hatori smiled sadly. Knowing that it's true. He wrapped Kyo in his arms. The cat nuzzled into his neck.
"It's ok Kyo. We will come up with something. But for now, please hold on." Kyo grabbed onto Hatori's top. "Yea, I'm strong. But please just promise me whatever happens that you always hold your lover like this." Hatori laughed. That's one thing about Kyo, he was always going on and on about how a lover must be treated, but he never lets himself enjoy it. Maybe it's because he knew Hatori was madly in love that he always gave him advice on how to treat a lover.
"Yes, you can ask him yourself to see that I take your advice seriously," Kyo blushed. "I knew it was that snake!" Hatori just laughed gladder that the cat was feeling better already. "And how do you know it's not Shigure?" Kyo made a face as they both tried to stand. "All joking aside. How are you feeling?" Kyo smiled sadly. "I'm fine, just needed to get used to walking again." Come on let's get some clothes on you. Hatori grabbed his shirt and pants that was thrown on the floor. Kyo laughed as he fell back on his bed. Already putting up a mask, trying his best to hide any sign of how broken he is.