Your Love's A Drug

A/N: Heyyyy! Ahaha another chapter for my first Paul and Jacob story, woot woot! Ahaha and OH EM GEE. I already have 163 reviews! Fuck the what! Ahahaha thanks SO MUCH! Ahahaha OMFG I might be able to get to 200 by chapter ten! PLEASE MAKE IT HAPPEN! Ahahaha! Alright, so I'm sorry that this didn't get the early update that was promised but I was really busy with both writing and my social life. Ahaha so yeah, I tried to make this chapter REALLY GOOD! And I stayed up till 1:30 in the morning typing this! So I really hope that it is good! Ahaha so, just read and enjoy!

WARNING!: There are some...very um...how do I say this? There are gay slurs in this chapter, and I apologize if it offends anyone!

Disclaimer: I don't own SHHHIIIITTTT!

It Was A Dream

Paul's POV

I let out a relaxed groan as consciousness slowly worked it's way throughout my body. I let a smirk pull at the corners of my lips as I inhaled through my nose; my senses were flooded with his scent. Then I realized that he wasn't in my arms like he had been when I fell asleep. I let my hands wander around the surface of the sheets, only to find that I really was alone in the bed. I sat up quickly as panic began to course through my body as I began to wonder if yesterday really was all just a dream...but that thought was smashed as I heard the toilet flush in my private bathroom. After I heard the faucet running, I saw Jake walk out of the bathroom, stopping in his tracks in the doorway.

"Good morning!" I smiled at him as he walked back to the bed and sat down on the edge, "I started thinking that maybe yesterday really was a dream."

"Sorry I just...really had to...well, ya know." A slight blush had crept onto his cheeks which made him look super innocent and adorable.

"It's fine." I smiled as I leaned forward and placed a quick kiss on his lips. "I'm just happy that you're here...oh shit, did I keep you from school?" I asked when I realized that I wasn't sure what day it was today.

He shook his head with a slight smile, "No, it's Saturday." He stood up and moved to the small window, and opened the blinds; allowing the sun to stream in. "Oh, it's one of those rare sunny days!" He turned to show me his blinding smile that had melted my once cold heart.

I couldn't help but smile in return as I swung my feet over the edge of the bed and got off of it, walking to stand next to Jake by the window, "Yeah I guess so..." I hummed lightly as I wrapped my arms around him and held him from behind, not caring that I was only wearing boxers. "I'm so happy that you're here." I smiled against his neck as I placed a soft kiss there.

He chuckled as he turned in my arms so that he was facing me, but the sudden brush of his ass against my barley clothed dick was too much. I had to bite the inside of my cheek to help me during my fight to stop the on-coming hard-on. "You already said that."

"I know, but I want to say it more because I'm just so happy." I shrugged as I tightened my grip on his waist just a bit as I lowered my lips to his and captured them in a familiar dance that I had been craving for the past month. Every day wishing I could see him. Every hour wishing I could talk to him. Every minute wishing I could be with him. Every second wishing that I could kiss him. And now that I was actually able to do all of those things...I was going to change his world with my lips alone. His slight moan was proof that I was doing good so far. But my dick decided that it was time for it to spring to life, and I immediately pulled away from him and turned my back to him. I immediately began trying to will my erection to go away, but Jake had come up from behind me and wrapped his arms around my middle.

"Did I do something wrong?" His voice sounded so confused and sad, and it tore me up inside to know that I was the reason that he was feeling that way. I felt him rest his cheek against my back, and my almost deflated arousal was at it's full potential once again.

It's amazing how even just the slightest touches of his make me...well make we horny as fuck.

"No, you didn't do anything wrong. Don't even think that you did something wrong...it's just that...uh..." I was working my imagination to the limit as I tried to find an excuse for my actions, "I have really bad morning breath." Wow. Really? That's the best that I could come up with?

He chuckled and planted a soft kiss on my back where his cheek was, "Paul, your breath was fine. But I probably should go home...I mean, I did kinda just go missing for the night."

I let out small sigh of relief, "Well, let me take a quick shower and I'll take you home, alright?" I took this chance to slip out of his grasp and move into my private bathroom and lock the door behind me. I was quick in the shower, and chose to ignore my aching groin while I washed my body, since I figured that it would only make things harder; no pun intended.

I exited the bathroom with a towel wrapped around my waist. Jake was sitting patiently on my bed as he let his eyes roam over my bare, and slightly wet, upper body. I let my lips form a cocky smirk as his cheeks turned slightly pink. I moved to my dresser, towel still tightly wrapped around my waist as I opened my top drawer and pulled out a pair of dark grey briefs. I felt his eyes on me still, which only made my smirk spread slightly wider. I don't know what possessed me to do it, maybe it was my inner wolf wanting to show off to our mate, but whatever it was...I really didn't care. I brought my hand down to the towel and snuck a quick peek at Jake, and that only confirmed my suspicions that he was still watching me, my hand unwrapped the towel and let it drop to the floor. I heard a slight gasp turn into a small groan. I didn't turn around to see what he was doing, instead I pulled on my briefs. Then, I allowed myself to turn around. I had to stifle a laugh when I saw him with his hands over his eyes. I silently made my way to the bed, and sat next to him and pulled his hands away from his face. His cheeks were brighter than before.

"You don't have to be embarrassed." I kissed the top of his head as I wrapped an arm around him and pulled him closer to my underwear clad body. "I did it for you ya know?"

He looked up to make his eyes meet mine, a look of confusion crossed his amazingly gorgeous features, "Why?"

I chuckled at the way his voice sounded so...innocent. "Because," I began as I grabbed one of his hands with my free hand and placed it on my chest, "this...is all your's." I smirked as I slowly moved his hand down my chest, and down my abs until it was resting over my growing hard-on that was covered by the thin fabric of my briefs. I brought my lips to his ear and nibbled on the ear lobe before whispering, in a husky tone, "All of this."

I moved on to begin kissing his neck as I had removed my hand from his, but was floored with lust when he didn't move his own hand from it's place. I placed my hands on his cheeks and gently turned his face so that I could claim his lips. Just when we had began to kiss with the same fervor and passion as we had before, I had to pull away, only a slight inch or two to let out a husky moan as he slowly traced the outlines of my hard cock with his fingers. He went on to push me back onto the bed and straddled my hips, all the while he kept his hand in the same place. He had reconnected our lips and had resumed our interrupted lip lock while his hand finally moved from my clothed hard-on and up to my abs, where his other had rested. I had began to miss his touch when I felt one hand begin to move down to the waist of my underwear, once there he gently began to pull it down until my cock was able to spring free. He gripped it loosely, and then suddenly squeezed causing a loud moan to be pushed into our kiss. He began to slowly stroke me, but then sped up only to slow down again.

Soon, the feeling of pleasure was all that I could focus on. I couldn't even continue to move my lips against his as I had broken our kiss when a sudden rush of moans began to escape my lips as he continued to stroke me like an expert. He moved his lips to my neck where he began nipping, licking, sucking, and kissing any part of it that he could get to. Then I felt it. That familiar sense of on-coming release. A coil began to form in my stomach as I tried to fight it from unwinding and leading to my end. I couldn't fight it any longer. I was, "So close..." I managed to moan out as he continued to stroke my cock, and play mouth games with my neck. As my eyes drifted closed.

"Paul." He said when I felt him remove his lips from my neck as he looked down at me. I opened my eyes, only to be met with the confusion that had formed on his face, and why was the lighting so...low? "Paul, wake up."

Wake up? I fully opened my eyes, only to feel a slight sting from the remnants of my tired state. I began to wipe the feeling away as I began to wonder what happened?

"Paul, baby you fell asleep during the movie." I focused on the person talking to me and found that it was my soulmate, Jacob. He must've noticed how confused I was.

I looked around and noticed that we were in fact sitting in a movie theater. The screen displayed credits, and a strange song that I didn't recognize was playing. The theater we were in was almost empty as people had begun to slowly make their way out. I brought my eyes back to Jake as he continued to watch me with a small smile gracing his lips.

"Sorry babe." I smirked as I leaned forward and kissed his lips in a quick, chaste manner. "Did you like the movie though?"

He shrugged, "It was okay. But I'm super hungry now." He placed a hand on his stomach and rubbed circles on it.

I smiled as I grabbed his free hand and stood, bringing him with me, "Then let's go eat." I began leading him out into the main lobby of the theater and then out of it completely.

We were on our first date, in Port Angeles. My dream was nice...and it wasn't all just a creation of my imagination. Most of it actually happened. Only a few things were a creation of my mind. Like the sunny day part was totally not true since the sky was it's usual cloudy grey. And the hand-job, that was a part of my...hormonal imagination. I actually did drop my towel...and did that thing with his hand. The only difference is, when I moved it down to my dick and said what I had said, he nodded and removed his hand. I had driven him home, only so that he could clean up and change. We were lucky that Billy was on another fishing trip. I had asked Sarah's permission to take Jake out, and she happily gave her blessings. We stayed with his mom for another hour or two before we decided that we should get our date started. On our way here, he had asked me what we were...

Earlier...

"Paul...?" I nodded my head, keeping my eyes on the road but showing him that he had my attention. "What...well...what are we? Like...uh, I don't know."

He was cute when he was confused. "Well...I mean...you're literally the love of my life Jacob. So, I mean...we are in a relationship. We're boyfriends." I answered, and suprised myself at the simplicity of it.

"Oh...okay." I could see, from using my peripheral vision, that he was smiling, "So...what do I call you?"

I chuckled, "What do you mean?"

"Well...are we gonna be one of those couples that has nicknames or...no?"

"Hmm...how about we just stick to babe and stuff like that?" I suggested, since I didn't really like the whole nickname idea, unless he liked it; then I'd be all for it.

"Oh...kay." He chuckled slightly, "Okay babe."

End Flashback...

So that's how we got here. I decided that a simple movie and dinner would be good. I let him pick the movie, and I would, of course, be paying for everything tonight; but that didn't stop him from trying to pay for himself. I wasn't going to be having any of that shit. I'm going to take care of my fucking mate, no if, ands, or buts.

I was even back to my old self. It's crazy. I had all my muscles back and looked as though nothing ever happened. All I did was sleep with Jake for the night and my body was back to it's usual healthy self.

We walked hand-in-hand as we made our way to the restaurant that I wanted to take him too. His mom had told me that he loved pasta, so I knew the perfect place. We got a few weird looks from a some passer-byers as we made our way along the sidewalk, but I didn't pay them any attention. I was completely happy being here with my soulmate.

"There it is!" I pointed out a restaurant that was two or three blocks away from our current position.

"La...cafe bonita?" Jake asked, making sure that he was looking at the right place.

"Yeah...it's a nice little Italian place...but I don't know why the name is spanish." I shrugged and he laughed, "It just doesn't make sense!"

We continued to make small talk as we made our way across a street.

"Ey, Paul!" A familiar voice called out from behind us. I recognized it as Jarred.

"Shit." I muttered to myself under my breath as I sped up just a bit, trying to avoid him by acting like I hadn't heard him.

"Yo, Paul! Hold up man!" He sounded closer, and soon his hand was grabbing my shoulder. I had to let go of Jake's hand so that I could turn around, but he turned around to and grabbed my hand again as he just looked towards the street and watched the cars pass by.

"Man, what the fuck was that shit? Acting like you didn't hear us!" He smiled as he slapped my shoulder. He hadn't noticed our hands, and I grimaced as I heard the word us being used. I looked over Jarred's shoulder and saw Quil approaching.

Fuuucccckkk!

"I didn't hear you." Was my response. By this time, Quil was now standing beside Jarred; and since he was much more observant than Jarred. His eyes automatically noticed mine and Jacob's hands connected.

"Ugh, dude what the fuck is that shit!" He yelled as he pointed to our hands, and Jarred's eyes quickly followed his pointing finger.

"Whoa! Ha, I fucking heard that you were a faggot Black, but I didn't think it was true since you were gettin so close to Leah!" Jarred snickered.

I didn't even have to look at my love to know that Jarred's words had hurt him. I could feel him pain radiating off of him, and I gently squeezed his hand, but he didn't lift his gaze from the ground.

"Jarred, man shut the fuck up." I growled at him as I took a threatening step forward.

"Paul, why are you hangin out with a cock-sucker for?" Quil spoke now, and they were just getting me more and more mad. "Oh wait! Are you trynna get your rocks off? What? You couldn't find some bitch so you had to go to the queer-bot?"

They both laughed and even high-fived. That was it. I was going to lose it...but I had to fight it. Just for another minute. I can't lose control around Jake. I turned to him, and just spoke. I knew that he didn't want to show his face right now.

"Jake, go ahead and go to the restaurant. I'll be there in a few minutes, okay?" I told him, and he nodded as he let go of my hand and turned; not hesitating before quickly walking away.

I turned back to the two laughing idiots. My blood was seriously boiling.

"Man, I always knew that something was wrong with-" Jarred didn't even have time to finish his sentence before my fist had made contact with his nose. He stumbled back, but didn't fall as blood began gushing from his nose. "Ah, shit! Paul, what the fuck!" He yelled at me as he placed his hand over his nose.

I didn't acknowledge his question before giving Quil the same treatment. I knew that their wolf healing would take over and they would be fine. I really wanted to do more, but for now this was going to have to be fine. I would do more later...but right now my imprint is waiting for me. I left them both, bleeding and groaning, and went to Jake.

He was standing close to the entrance, with his eyes still downcast to the pavement. As I got closer I saw that his eyes were red, and his cheeks tear streaked. Fuck...those two fuckers are gonna get it later.

"Baby..." I spoke softly as I stood in front of him, "I'm so...so fucking sorry. I...ah shit...I'm so unbelievably fucking sorry." I placed my hands on his hips and pulled him up against my body. I moved my hands, and tightly wrapped him up in my arms. I felt warm streaks of water mark my cheeks, and I knew that I was crying. In this moment, I felt like a complete and utter failure. How could I let this kind of thing happen to my mate? I should've stopped them before they could even say anything.

I felt him trembling in my arms as he let out quiet sobs.

"Baby..." I slightly pulled away, "look at me." I demanded, and he did so. I used my thumbs to wipe away the tears that he had cried, "Don't you dare ever think about what those idiots said. Ever. Especially not tonight."

"B-but Paul-"

"No buts." I cut him off, "I fucking love you Jacob Black. No matter what anybody says. No matter what you think. I fucking love you. And that's all that matters." I paused as he stopped shaking, and just seemed completely stunned by my words, "I understand if you just want to go home. Just let me know what you want to do and I'll do it."

He kept gazing into my eyes, hell he was looking straight into my soul. He stayed quiet for awhile before finally answering, "I want to finish our date." He smiled, and so did I. It made me so happy that I was the one who put that smile there. I wiped away any new tears and placed a quick, but passionate kiss.

"Let's eat." I got him to laugh as I held open the door.

God...I wish that the rest of the night could just be happy. But as soon as I walked in, my nose was overrun with a horrible stench.

Leeches.

A/N: Woooh! There it is! Ahaha sorry that this wasn't early like I promised, because you guys did give me 20 reviews (25 to be exact!) but I was really busy! And yeah...my sister surprised me and my mom by visiting us yesterday! Ahaha but yes! I hope that this was as romantic, cute, and fluffy as I hope! Ahaha and yeah...sorry if Paul's dream made it a tad confusing! Ahaha but I just had to add it! Umm...yeah. That's about it! Ahaha um...OH YEAH! Ahaha Shiroro and I are working hard to get our story finished up! Ephemeral Dreamer and I...still haven't started...so IDKAY if we are even still going to do it. IDKAY. And my new little...story thing...is going to be posted VERY SOON! Ahaha it is called project WIL, and same goes for project JLO. Ahahaha nice name right? Ahaha so Review and let me know what you thought! Ahaha and the same thing applies to this chapter! 20 Reviews before Wednesday= early update! PROMISE! Ahahaha

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