Chapter 2

I woke up later that day to find I had fallen asleep for 3 hours. I stood up, getting a head rush, and walked to the bathroom. I looked like a mess. My eyes were blotchy and my hair looked like a tornado had hit. I washed my face and brushed the knots out of my hair and covered my eyes with some make up. I decided I wasn't going to stay in my room all day and so I went out for a walk around the school until I landed in a place.

The cabin.

The memories hit me and I felt tears starting to swell up again. Why did this happen to me? Why couldn't I just find that man that I would fall in love with? That could make me happy. That could get me and I could get him. Oh wait, I did. And he broke my heart.

I pulled the tears back in when a voice behind me called out to me.

I turned around to find Lissa standing there. "Hey. What are you doing?"

"Oh hi. Sorry I didn't see you there. Just taking a look" I subtly wiped away my tears that had escaped.

"It's ok" she replied quickly "I just wanted to make sure you were ok. How are you feeling?"

"Better than ever actually" I lied "I'm actually in the mood for a little party. I think we should celebrate our friendship and how nothing will keep us apart. Ever."

She hesitated. Knowing I was covering something up and I felt in her mind that she wanted to ask me what it was but decided not to. "Ok. Sounds good. Just us? Or should I bring Christian and Adrian too?"

"Sounds good. Don't forget to bring some heavy alcohol. I'm in the mood for some celebrating"

"Ok then. Well, I'll see you later tonight at your dorm?"

"Can we make it yours instead? I really just want to get away from my room if you know what I mean?"

"Yeh. That ok I guess. Well I'll see you later tonight." She gave me a hug and walked away.

I stood in front of the cabin for a while longer before turning away and heading for my room to get ready for Lissa's small 'gathering'.

A few hours later I rocked up at Lissa's door. I was the last of us to arrive and I didn't hesitate to grab a drink straight away. Before I knew it, I was sitting on Adrian's lap and running my fingers through his thick, messy hair.

"You really need to style your hair" I said

"Are you kidding? It takes me this long to style it this way"

I laughed and skulled the rest of my drink down. I placed the cup on the table beside me and turned to face Adrian. Without thinking, I kissed him. He kissed me back and I knew that he had wanted this, and the guilt flooded me, but I didn't care. I needed to get over Dimitri. But unfortunately, my rebound was Adrian. I moved around so that my whole body shifted over his. I scrunched up his hair in my hands and I felt his hand move underneath my top and cup my bra.

We continued to kiss until Lissa dragged me away from him. "Rose! What are you doing?" she was filled with shock and anger

"Just having a little fun Liss. I don't think you should complain with what you and your love bird were doing over there" I pointed towards where Christian was sitting on the lounge.

"I heard that" Christian yelled back. I smiled at him

"Ok number one: we were just cuddling. And number two:" she was down to a whisper "You know Adrian has feelings for you and you don't so stop doing this to him. Do you want to break his heart?"

That last line ripped out my heart. I couldn't believe I was doing this to Adrian. I was depressed all day because of what Dimitri had done to me and now I was doing the exact same thing to Adrian.

Even though I was drunk, reality hit me and I decided I wasn't in the mood for anymore partying.

"I'm going to go now. I'm embarrassed and I need to sleep it off." I glanced over to Adrian who seemed too drunk to notice that I had left his lap.

"Rose. You're drunk. Stay here. Or at least let me walk you back to your room." Lissa asked

"No Liss. Really. The fresh air will wake me up. I'm too embarrassed and need to be alone. I'm so sorry for this." I ran out of the room and realised that tears had been running down my face. Hopefully nobody saw them.

I walked slowly back to my room as the sun shined. As the vampire life was different to humans, our day was human night and our night was human day.

So everybody would be asleep. Or so I would think.

I saw from the corner of my eye and figure coming towards me and I knew immediately who it was. Before I could turn to walk away, it called out to me.

"Rose. Rose please stop. I know you saw me. I know you can hear me" too late. I had to stop and face him. The man who had broke my heart.

"What do you want Dimitri? I have to be somewhere."

"At this time of night? Really?" Dammit! "Rose...at least use a better excuse. Are you drunk?"

"No I am not drunk Dimitri." He arched his eyebrow at me "Ok so maybe I am. Well what do you expect? You broke my heart god dammit!" and I realised I was yelling "You broke my heart and left it to rot out in the sun!" I started to walk away when he caught my hand

"Roza – "I cut him off my bringing my lips to his and I felt him kiss me back. This kiss was filled with passion and love. It was soft at first but increased. One of his hands was in my hair while the other was laced in my hand. I felt the passion intensify as his brought me to a wall and trapped me in. He continued to kiss as his body rubbed against mine. I broke my hand off from his and moved both to the back of his head, bringing him in more. I needed more. His free hand cupped the back of my neck but was immediately pulled away when he broke off the kiss.

"Rose. We can't"

"You want to. I want to. Stop denying our love. Just stop and kiss me please"

He shut up and continued to kiss me. I was so happy that tears had formed in my eyes. Dimitri instantly knew and back off panting. His took 3 steps back and held up his hands in a defensive way.

"Rose. Stop. We can't." I took a step towards him

"No!" he yelled "We can't be together. I already told you. I don't love you Rose. I'm sorry" he stormed away and left me standing there with nothing but myself.

I ran straight to my room. Once I got inside I was so angry and sad and mixed with so many emotions. I ran up to myself and threw everything off. I ran to the pictures of me and Lissa and chucked them to the ground, glass breaking everywhere. I was so angry. I wanted to break things, rip things, and destroy things. I gave up after I had trashed my room and just dropped to the ground and broke down crying.

****So that is the end of chapter 2! I hope you guys liked it! Don't worry if you didn't because it will get even better!****