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Chapter 3

I didn't sleep that night. Instead I sat down in front of my bed staring at the wall. I felt nothing. I didn't want to be with anyone. Not even Lissa. All I wanted was one man. The man I loved. The man that I thought loved me. Dimitri.

An hour before breakfast, I realized that I was starving and wanted some food. I stood up, got dressed and washed my face. I observed my room and noticed it was a mess. I hated myself for trashing my room because I would have to deal with it now. I quickly tidied it up and headed down for breakfast. I saw Lissa, Christian and Adrian sitting down on a table but decided I didn't want to be around them. So I got two chocolate doughnuts and headed outside to an empty table. I heard Lissa calling my name but I ignored her and kept on walking.

After finishing my breakfast, I headed to my first class. It was all a blur. I was so distracted and unable to concentrate. Fortunately for me, the teacher didn't seem to notice. I walked outside to the corridor and bumped into Christian.

"Well, well. Long time no see. What's been up lately? Haven't seen you much and Lissa is getting really worried." He said

"Oh...well...I've just been a bit antisocial and want to be alone. But anyway, I have to head to my next class or I'll be late. Cya"

I walked away quickly, not letting Christian to answer or ask my any more questions. I didn't really need this right now.

At lunch, I grabbed a hamburger and went straight to my room. I ate it quickly and decided to reach into Lissa's head, feeling bad for ignoring her when she had done nothing wrong.

She was sitting in the library next to Christian. They were up against the bookshelf and he had his arms around her – comforting her. I could feel that she was sad and worried about me.

"As if there isn't anything wrong. I know her. I've been her best friend for a very long time. I think I would know if something's up." She said

"I know. I could tell too. But Liss don't worry. She is your best friend and she'll come to you when she's ready. Just give her some time ok?"

Christian always seemed to know the right thing to say to make Lissa feel better. She nodded in agreement and they sat in silence.

I pulled out of her mind and sat in silence myself, contemplating whether or not to go and talk to her. I knew what the right answer was. I knew what I had to do. I stood up and walked to the library. I went to the spot they had been in when I was in her head and she was still sitting there with Christian.

"Hey guys" I said and joined them on the floor.

Lissa was surprised but didn't show it in her reaction; I could only feel it in her mind.

"Rose. Hey. How are you? Wait. Don't answer that if you don't want to."

"No. It's ok. I do want to tell you everything. I think it's time to. You're my best friend and I love you for trying to cheer me up. So we can talk now. I just needed some time."

I glanced over to Christian in a way which said 'can you please go so I can talk to Lissa in private'. He understood.

"Well, I have some homework I have to catch up on, so I'll leave you two to it." He gave Lissa a quick kiss, nodded to me and headed out.

"So Lissa, the reason why I have been avoiding you is because..." and I told her everything. She sat there like my best friend. She was very understanding as if she has been in my situation, even though I knew she wasn't or hasn't.

"...And so then I came here because I felt really bad about everything. And I hope you're not angry, even though you have every right to be. And I'm so sorry. And I really need you right now." I didn't realise I had tears falling down my face until Lissa wiped them with her fingers.

"Hey, hey Rose. It's ok. Don't be sorry. Really. It's ok." She hugged me before I could argue that she should be angry at me.

We sat in silence and I looked into her head to find that she was shocked that Dimitri and I had been in love and she never knew.

After a few long silences, she looked and me and told me she needed to get to her next class. I knew I couldn't face the teacher and wasn't in the mood, but had to go as well.

The rest of the day was a blur, until it came to the afternoon and I was walking alongside Lissa.

"Dammit! I have training this afternoon. What am I going to do Liss?" I asked

"Just go. Let your anger out in the running and everything. Just walk in there and pretend like you don't care ok? Otherwise just don't go. Stay with me"

"No. I have to go. I can't hide from him forever. I'll just see you at dinner ok?" I gave her a hug and thanked her again and walked to the gym.

I walked in to find Dimitri standing and waiting for me.

"Ok," I put my bag down and tried to act like nothing was wrong "what's today's training? Running" punching something" he didn't seem to get my message of punching him to get all of my anger out.

"Nothing. There's no training today. I think we need to take a break for a couple of weeks. Let everything calm down. I have...I have things I need to do now anyway. But don't worry; you will still have your combat classes"

I was shocked. I cannot believe he was actually cancelling training. "What? Are you serious? You know what? Whatever Dimitri. Whatever you want to do" And after saying that, I picked up my bag and stormed out of the gym.

Surprisingly, I walked to a room and found myself standing right out the front of Adrian's. I knocked and he opened the door, looking almost surprised.

"Why hello little dhampier. What brings you here?"

"I'm asking myself the same question. Look, can I come in?"

"Sure" he stepped to the side and I walked in, dropped my bag on the floor and sat on his bed.

"So what do you want? Money? Information?"

"Nothing Adrian. I just want silence and I don't want to go to my room. Can we just sit?"

"Sounds alright to me. Drink?"

"Yes please" He poured me a glass as well as one for himself and passed one to me. I skulled it down.

"Whoa whoa, slow down. That's straight vodka."

"And?" He laughed and shook his head.

I laid back onto his bed and stared at the ceiling. He offered me another drink and I accepted. It hadn't got me drunk but I was tipsy enough that I stood up and knelt down in front of him where he was sitting on the lounge. I pulled him towards me and kissed him. He kissed me back. It was sweet and filled with passion, well from his side anyway.

I moved my hands to undo his belt. I unzipped his pants to feel that his package had gotten hard. I smiled in amusement and pulled my lips away. I was about to go down on him, when he stopped me.

"Hey, I don't think so. As much as I would love it, especially from you, I'm going to pass."

He zipped his pants back up and stood up. I stood up too and sat back down on the bed.

He walked over to the mini bar and poured himself another drink. He turned around and looked wide eyed. He was surprised what I was doing, and believe me, so was I...

OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO what was Rose doing? Don't worry, it's nothing naughty or anything haha

But I will upload the next chapter when I get around another 10 reviews!