I DO NOT OWN VAMPIRE ACADEMY OR ANY OF THE CHARACTERS!

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Chapter 5

Dimitri stood out in front of my door. I was shocked.

"What are you doing here? I'm sorry for making a scene out there ok? I'm sorry" He didn't reply so i continued "you know what? I'm not sorry. If you're just going to stand there like that again then I'm not sorry at all. I love you Dimitri. I love you. And i know you love me. So when you're ready to admit it, then come and talk to me - "

He cut me off as he came inside and kissed me, he shut the door behind him, not breaking the kiss. It was filled with passion and love, this time from both sides.

"I'm sorry" he whispered

***M SCENE STARTS***

He picked me up and my legs wrapped around him as he brought me down to the bed. His hands gripped my waist as i scrunched his hair through my hands. His hand moved and slid underneath my top and pulled it up and finally i helped him pull it over my head. Next was his coat, then his shirt, then my pants, then his pants. We continued pulling eachother's clothes off until I was completely naked, but he still had his boxers on. His hand cupped my breast and I moaned. He smiled at the satisfaction and he knew I wanted more. He trailed kisses along my collarbone until he reached the top of my breast. I arched up, giving him the message. His licked my nipple softly and I moaned in satisfaction and smiled, biting my lip - i wanted more. He continued to trail more kisses down to my bellybutton before stopping on my waist line. He stopped and looked up at me. His look asked me, his stare asked me if I wanted him to continue. I nodded and held onto the pillow under my head that I was leaning on. I scrunched it in my hands and moaned as he pleasured me in ways I cannot describe. As he continued to lick me, I felt my body transform, knowing that I was almost there...just a few more seconds, almost at the climax. But he stopped. He wanted to keep going but didn't want me to come just yet. He trailed kisses up back to my mouth and continued kissing me again. We continued to kiss, rubbing our bodies against eachother. I could feel his package was hard and was waiting to be let out. So I rolled us around so that I was now on top. He chuckled at me and i smiled as my hair fell down over his face and our lips met. After an intense, passionate kiss, I moved my lips down to his chest, and then down to his bellybutton. I didn't hesitate to take off his boxers. His penis was there. Hard. Waiting for me. I didn't hesitate to go in. I heard him moaning as he wanted me to keep going. But like he did for me, I stopped right before he was about to come. He moaned for more but i replied my shaking my head and smiling, "Nuh Uh." I moved back up his body until of lips met and then I felt his package enter me. I gasped at the feeling but took satisfaction in it. I leant up and swayed forward and back, forward and back. His hands gripped my thighs, guiding me. He then turned me over so that he was now of top and continued. I grabbed onto the pillow once again and moaned, tilting my head up and back as i enjoyed the moment...I was about to come and i knew he was about to as well...

I sighed when I did. And so did he. He fell onto me and rolled off immediately. I wrapped one thigh over his and rested my head on his chest. His kissed my hair and put one arm around me.

***THE M SCENE IS OVER***

"I love you Roza"

"I love you too"

We layed there for some time in silence before I drifted off to sleep and had the most amazing sleep I had in a while.

In the morning, I woke up to find an empty bed. I immediately shot up hoping it wasn't a dream. I looked around and no one was in sight.

No! I thought. He couldn't have. He wouldn't do this to me. He wouldn't just leave me again.

I got out of bed and found a note on my bedside table. I sighed in relief. I opened it and read:

To my dearest Roza,

I have not left you because I regret what happened last night. I do not at all. I love you so much and I really want us to be together, but well will have to keep it a secret for now. I had to leave because if someone found me coming out in the morning, it would not be a pleasant scene. I will be in Kivora's office in the morning as she has needed to talk to me. I will see you soon.

Love you. Dimitri xoxo

I smiled to know what he thought. We could finally be together. Not in public, but we could finally be together. I was so happy. I quickly had a shower and got dressed and headed down to eat breakfast.

I went into Lissa's head and found she was sitting with Christian at a table, but no Adrian. I decided I needed to visit him to talk about yesterday.

I walked to his room and knocked. He answered. "Hey" I said and stepped inside

"Listen, about yesterday – " I started to say

"Don't worry about it. Really. I'm sorry for doing that for you and I hope it doesn't change anything between us. It was stupid of me and I shouldn't have taken advantage of you." he quickly replied running his hand through his messy hair

"I'm sorry too. I wasn't myself"

"Clearly"

"But no hard feelings? Nothing changes?" I asked

"No. Really. Let's just forget about it. Now...we could try other things?" he asked and wrapped his hands around my waist

"Adrian" I backed away, shaking my head "I'm sorry. I don't want that..."

"Oh. Well. That was awkward."

We had a silence before I broke it. "So we ok?"

"Yeh, sure." But I knew we weren't. But I couldn't do this to him. Not when I loved Dimitri and he loved me back. So I just walked out. I had nothing left to say to him and neither did he. I walked down the hall knowing that we weren't fine. Because he loved me. But I couldn't love him back.

I was on my way to the cafeteria when I saw Dimitri walking out of Kivora's office. I ran up to him and pulled him into a corner. I made sure nobody was around when I leant in to kiss him. He kissed me back but pulled away when I saw sadness in his eyes. Something was wrong.

I expected the worst. He would not leave me again! "Oh no! Dimitri don't you dare do this to me again!" I was on the verge of breaking down. I pushed him in the chest. I was outrageous. I was so so so angry! "You can't leave me again! You can't...You can't – "

"Rose. I'm not. Rose." he put both of his hands om my shoulders to calm me down and moved his face to mine so that our foreheads were touching, "Listen to me...Calm down...I love you. Nothing will ever change that do you hear me?" I nooded and stared into his eyes, i placed my hands on his cheeks and smiled, "I want us to be together, I do. You don't know how badly I want you...but the thing is I can't"

I immediately pulled away and retorted, "Right you can't. Because you're my mentor right? Because it could ruin our future right? Because of our age difference?"

"No. Thats not the reason." He said

"Then what is it this time Dimitri? You know, I'm tired of all your excuses"

"It's because...because I am being transferred."

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