I DO NOT OWN VAMPIRE ACADEMY OR ANY OF THE CHARACTER!

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Chapter 12

I sit. Waiting. For something. For someone. I need to get away from here. I wish I had the strength to escape. To break myself free. But I don't. I feel like all the strength from my body has been taken away from me. I feel helpless. I feel worthless. I was going to get turned. There was no way anyone would find me in time. I knew the time was coming. I just knew it. I just hope that when I do, I have the strength to stay myself. At least part myself. I just hope that the greedy and uncontrollable behaviour I may adapt doesn't take over my life and make me something that I never want to be. I just hope someone has the strength to kill me if I do become that person I deeply fear.

I know it's a long shot but I just hope that Lissa does find help in time. And she does find me in time. Because I really don't want to become a Strigoi. I wish I could just turn the clock back to before I left, so I wouldn't leave. And none of this wouldn't have happened. I wish the clock would turn back to when Dimitri and I were laying in the bed in the cabin. To when we were both so in love and nothing bad could happen. I wish life was easy. But I guess death would be easier. I just hope its death that I encounter.

Mikael and Sophie opened the door and walked in. Mikael entered and stood to the side and waited for Sophie who closed the door over. When she closed the door, she walked over to where Mikael was standing and crossed her arms across her chest – she almost looked like a spoilt child who didn't get her bar of chocolate that she begged her mum for. Mikael glanced over to Sophie without turning his head and smiled. She stared forward and her spilt brat looked disappeared and was replaced by a smile similar to Mikael's.

I was the one who broke the silence, "can you please stop torturing me with your looks and just get it over and done with" I said in Rose Hathaway style. Yet, it wasn't my style because I wouldn't usually say something like that. I would usually think of some sarcastic comeback that mentioned me escaping or that they would regret turning me. But I wasn't myself. To tell you the truth, I had given up. I knew it was time now and I had pushed all of my wishes and what if's out of my mind, and I'm pretty sure I had pushed Lissa out as well. I didn't want her seeing me get bitten and turning. She couldn't live with that scar.

"Oh, so now you want to become one of us?" Sophie scowled and uncrossed her arms and looked like she was about to pounce.

"Hush Sophie," Mikael stopped Sophie with his hand, "if she now wants to be turned, we shall turn her." Mikael turned to me and smiled, showing his fangs.

I looked down to the floor and felt a tear fall off my cheek and hit the pavement. I closed my eyes, ashamed that I had given up and let myself get to this point.

"Anything you would like to say?" Sophie said as Mikael walked towards me.

I looked up and took a deep breath in, "bring it on bitch"

Mikael chuckled and pushed my hair around my neck, behind my shoulders. "See you on the other side. The better side might I add," I chuckled disgusted and looked away, holding my breath and closed my eyes. I prepared myself for his bite.

I started to count, knowing that would calm me down and take my mind off things just for a second. 1...2...3...4...5... before I could think of the number 6, he bit into my neck. I gasped at the pain and bite my lip, before relaxing and letting out a sigh of bliss and enjoyment. I smiled and my eyes were left half open, taking pleasure in it. This enjoyment suddenly turned to pain. Deep, throbbing pain. The pain hit fast. I widened my eyes and mouth and gasped for air and freedom. But Mikael had a tight grip of my neck, not letting me to move out of this pain. I glanced over to Sophie who had an amused smile on her, as well as the hunger in her eyes that told me that she wanted to have some too. She would take pleasure in killing me.

Mikael kept drinking and drinking and drinking. The pain started to fade as my sight started to blur and the world started to disappear. My eyes began to take over and close. This was the end.

And then I blacked out.

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