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French class pass in a blur. All I could think of was how grateful I was for Alice's warning. Okay, that was just a thought in the back of my mind.
Right now I'm in my car waiting for the end of the day to go shopping with Alice and Rosalie. I'd prefer not to be stuck in my car, but no human would be comfortable standing in the rain for an hour.
I really couldn't stop thinking about meeting the rest of the Cullens. I've seen them all around school and they seem interesting. They look nothing alike except for their eyes and Rosalie's and Jasper's hair color.
I'm really curious to meet Jasper – Alice's husband. I can't imagine him being as hyper as Alice, but then again, who is? Judging by his appearance he's more relaxed and calm. Maybe he balances her out.
Emmett is… huge. Not just big, but huge. His hair is dark brown and curly. I almost can't imagine him being a teddy bear. Except that I could've sworn I saw dimples when he smiled. Hopefully I'll get to know his softer side. But regardless, I'd hate to be an animal when he's hunting.
Rosalie could easily be the most beautiful woman on this earth. She could've been a very successful model if she were human. But somehow her tall, thin frame didn't look out of place next to Emmett.
It's like that with all of the Cullens. They look nothing like their husband or wife, yet they still look perfect next to each other. I can imagine that goes for Carlisle and Esme, the only ones I haven't met yet.
Then there's Edward. Something about him just pulls me in. I feel like I've know him for longer than I really have. I need to admit that it scares me. A little bit because of getting attached, but mostly because even if I were open to attachment, he wouldn't want me.
He could probably have anyone he wanted. It's blatantly obvious that the girls at school are majorly crushing on him; it wouldn't be a surprise if other females he meets are the same.
Even I – the girl closed off from everyone – have a tiny bit of a crush on him. What else would explain how I feel when he's around? He just makes me happy. I can see myself in love with him. I still don't know if that's good or bad.
If I stick with my 'Go with the flow plan' or GWTFP that's exactly what will happen. I'll end up fallowing him and his family around the world like a lost puppy.
I really need to stop thinking about this. I need to stop thinking about Edward Cullen and his perfect messy hair and his equally perfect body… damn it, I'm still thinking about him.
Music. That's the solution. I'll listen to the lyrics and block out all thoughts.
I turned on my car and plugged in my car's IPOD system. I hate listening to the radio because they only play one genre of music.
I looked through my playlist for the perfect thought blocking song. I decided on one with no real meaningful lyrics. Boom Boom Pow by Black Eyed Peas. I personally preferred the old BEP if I was listening to them at all, but this was the first one I came across.
Too bad that only took up four minutes of my time. Still forty minutes left. What else can I distract myself with?
I settled on Breakin Dishes by Rihanna. The lyrics are more violent than her norm. I wonder if she wrote this before or after the beatings. This is one of the few songs that can get stuck in my head. But again, it's only 4 minutes.
At times like this I really wish I could sleep. Of course if I could sleep, I'd be human, and if I were human I'd have no problem sitting in a room full of students doing blood typing. Well, maybe not, I always hated the smell of blood.
Ironic. I'm just noticing this now. As a human the smell of blood made me want to be sick, now it makes me want to feed.
I've always wondered what my life would have been like if I wouldn't have been changed. I don't remember much about that time. All I know is that I was waiting for my 18th birthday, and then walking home from school only to be attacked, by what I now know was a vampire.
They must have found something bad if they declared me dead after three days. I try not to think about that much. Every once in a while I'll go back to Phoenix where my parents are buried. I miss them still.
As if to mock me 'Dead and Gone' started playing on my stereo. I changed the song before it could get to me.
I spent the rest of my time trying to up my mood for shopping. By the time the final bell rang I was actually looking forward to shopping with Alice and Rosalie. I was more excited about spending time with them than the actual shopping. I still need to thank Alice for the warning.
As if on cue Alice was walking towards my car. I was kind of confused to see that she was alone. I rolled down my window when she got to me.
"Hi Bella! Before we go to Seattle we need to get Rose's BMW. So I was wondering if you wanted to follow us to our house or if you wanted to go back to your hotel first. The first would probably be easier since you're staying after shopping too."
"Um… I guess I'll follow then." She nodded and smiled.
"Okay then, bye Bella. Even though I'll see you in like… 12 minutes." With that she turned on her heel to leave.
The drive to the Cullens' - as Alice said – took about 12 minutes. At least half of that time was spent driving up the lane to their house.
Actually, mansion would be more suitable than house. There, in the middle of a huge clearing, was one of the most beautiful houses I'd ever seen. It had three stories and it looked to be in perfect condition. I could tell it must be old because of the style and the mouldings. I could hear a stream or river behind the house, and anywhere you turned you saw trees.
I looked away from the curtain of trees surrounding the house to find Alice motioning me to follow her inside. I was there is a flash, after all, why not use vampire speed when not around humans?
Standing in the doorway with Alice was Mrs. Esme Cullen. At least, that's what I assumed. She had long, wavy caramel hair and gave off a motherly vibe. She made me feel welcomed.
"Hello Bella it's nice to meet you. I'm Esme, although you probably know that already. Carlisle is working now so I guess you'll have to wait to meet him." I expected her to offer her hand or something, but instead she pulled me into a hug.
"It's nice to meet you as well. Your house is beautiful." I said once she released me.
"Thank you dear. I'd love for you to stay longer and talk, but one thing you'll learn; never keep Alice from her shopping." I laughed along with her, although I was kind of scared of Esme's descriptions of Alice and her enthusiasm for shopping.
Suddenly Alice appeared at the bottom of the stairs. "Don't worry Esme, we're coming here after. Bella still needs to meet Carlisle."
"Well of course, but you girls should be going now. The mall isn't open all night."
"Right. ROSALIE! GET YOUR ASS DOWN HERE! THEY CLOSE THE MALL AT NIGHT!" under her breath I heard her say something about 'stupid humans needing their sleep, having no consideration for the immortal world'.
"Calm down Alice, I'm ready. Now, let's see if we can wear out our little Bella here." I couldn't help but laugh at the idea of actually wearing out a vampire.
My laughing was cut short when I heard Emmett yell – from somewhere in the house – "You laugh now, we'll see who's laughing in a couple hours." That scared me. Alice must have read my expression because next thing I knew she was dragging me out the door to Rosalie's BMW.
Six hours, two closed malls and three arms full later, we were back at the Cullens' house. And for the first time since my change, I was almost tired. I knew there was a reason I didn't like shopping.
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