The Twilight Saga ©Stephanie Meyer, except for anything unknown those are mine=) oh and the song not mine either

Who's to know if your soul will fade at all
The one you sold to fool the world
You lost your self-esteem along the way

Fake It by Seether

A/N thanks to Andraste Straton for reviewing=)

"Thank you for everything" I hugged her despite my aching of bones and ignored her coldness once again. No one and I mean no one had ever showed how much they cared about me that they would sacrifice their time for me. She hugged back and said a no problem but soon enough that feeling of being loved ended with her coming in the room. I slowly released Esme but my eyes widened when I saw a baby no more than two months old being held by Mary my mother. Dr. Cullen was standing next to her with the same clipboard and white Doctors coat he was in earlier.

"Hello sweetheart how have you been?" she grinned but I didn't miss that hidden tone in hers and evil twinkle in her eyes.

Chapter3

My eyes stayed glued to her spurious face. I wouldn't have recognized her if it wasn't for those cold dark gray eyes and her mischievous grin. Everything about Mary had changed well her appearance that is. Her once waist length light brown hair was now a perfectly raven black bob haircut. Her skin tone was the same golden bronze as it was before and I swear she got taller than her already 5'5" frame towering over my tiny 5'3" height. I noticed she was wearing a thick gray coat with dark blue flannel jeans under it and gray high heel boots as well.

My attention from Mary went to that small fragile baby she held in her arms. It seemed like a boy to me judging that it was covered in dark blue all over and the fact that his face was facing towards me probably taking in the new surroundings and people. His extraordinary sky blue eyes scanned through the room until they stopped on me, an adorable toothless mini grin appeared on his fair face making small dimples appear on his rose cheeks. I couldn't help but notice how cute the foreign baby boy was, after all aren't all baby's adorable? I looked away quickly not wanting to be awestruck by this angel. I had problems to deal with not to be admiring at a baby boy who I barely knew but somehow I felt a sisterly bond towards him. He couldn't be Mary's son could he? I sighed deeply and focused once again on Mary replying rather late to her last question.

"I've had worst dear mother" I said looking dead straight to her gray eyes making sure she understood what I really meant. Her grin faltered halfway and she walked towards me. I checked to see Dr. Cullen and Esme looking at us joyfully. I could just imagine what they were thinking right now. The loving mother stops mourning over her beautiful daughter that has been in critical state and has awoken finally. Psh, more like the fake mother's prayer had not been heard for the plain daughter to die at last. I forced a smile as she embraced me in a tight hug that hurt like hell and with the poor baby in the middle of all this.

"You're going to get worst if you don't shut your tramp querida" she delicately and sweetly whispered. Just the thought of being tortured over again made me terrified. The heart monitor beeped noisily signaling my heart had sped up. How could it not? I was being threatened by this woman who kept her words.

"S-sorry I just got emotional" I said quickly to explain my sudden behavior. They both smiled but somehow those smiles seemed…forced? They couldn't possibly hear what Mary told me could they?

"Well Dr. Cullen how about we get to the point? What was the whole reason that you called me in besides letting me know that Crystal had woken up from her slight coma?" I let out a slow deep breath and started counting in my head from 1 to 10, it was how I dealt with my anger issues and right now I was pissed off due to my mother's choice of words. If this bitch didn't even want to be here then why had she come in the first place?

"Actually the coma wasn't slight it could've meant she would never wake up, you do understand the consequences of this right?" Esme asked trying to argue over Mary's unconcerned mood. At least someone was brave enough to stand up for me. It seemed like Esme cared about me although I found this strange seeing we had only met today well at least I had unlike her she knew me since when I came into the ER.

"The worst has ended but for now we have to focus on how Crystal will react in the future" The doctor said trying to calm both ladies. He seemed like those type of persons who like peace or the ones who put a stop to arguments. Coming out of my thoughts I decided to speak up once and for all so Mary could leave the hell out of this room.

"Might I suggest that we keep our heads on the main reason why we are all here in the first place please" All three heads turned to me instantly. I blushed lightly because I didn't like attention whether it was from children, adults, or people my age. Dr. Cullen cleared his throat to get everyone's attention again.

"Erm why yes. Crystal said something about her last memory being of a party but you said the last place she had the incident was when she came home drunk while climbing up the stairs unconsciously she fell down?"He said looking at Mary as if waiting for a confession which was most unlikely she never confessed to anybody especially not to a doctor she had met.

"Oh my Crystal are you lying to them again! How many times do I have to tell you, never lie it won't help the doctors to find out what the problem really is" she scolded me strongly. I looked down my cheeks turning red even more. She just loved to humiliate me. Tears were threatening to come out but I couldn't show them my weakness.

"I-I-I'm…so sorry. Si prega di non crederle" I whispered the last sentence silently almost to myself. Praying that somehow they would hear it but that was impossible no one could hear my soundless cries of help.

"That's right you will never do that ever again. Now is there something else you would like to tell me?" Mary asked impatiently.

"No that's all. Perhaps in a few days deciding on how well Crystal is doing she'll be out of here in no time." I didn't want to be here nor at home but if I had to chose one this hospital room would suffice. I hadn't notice Esme came over to me until she grabbed my chin slowly and carefully lifting it up so I could see her well.

"Dear I will be coming in to check on you. I want you to feel comfortable around me. Please do not be afraid to tell me anything maybe I might be able to help. Here is my house and cell phone number do not hesitate to call me for whatever reason okay." She patted my left cheek gently as if I was some delicate doll but nevertheless gave me a warm smile before leaving with Dr. Cullen and alone with the cold hearted woman along with the child.

"Now that all this is over with how about we start with introducing you to your new baby brother or should I say 'son' along with welcoming you to the town of Forks?" she asked laughing darkly.

Well I wrote this a bit quickly to get it out today. Hopefully next chapter will come out on Saturday or Sunday too. Forgive me if I did some spelling errors or something but please please review it'll make my day=) One more thing I posted up the song for chapter 2 if anyone is interested it's in the beginning of well of course chapter 2.

~0bsethed1