Disclaimer: The Twilight Saga© Stephanie Meyer

Trying hard to reach out
But when I tried to speak out
Felt like no one could hear me
Wanted to belong here
But something felt so wrong here
So I prayed I could break away

Breakaway-Kelly Clarkson

A/N I know I have focused mainly on Crystal but I promise Seth will come into the story probably in the next chapter for now I just want to show how she deals with her life and how it is hopefully no one is confused by this =)

A/N 2 Much thanks to the eight lovely people that put me on author/story fav/alert makes me happy *U*

"Dear I will be coming in to check on you. I want you to feel comfortable around me. Please do not be afraid to tell me anything maybe I might be able to help. Here is my house and cell phone number do not hesitate to call me for whatever reason okay." She patted my left cheek gently as if I was some delicate doll but nevertheless gave me a warm smile before leaving with Dr. Cullen and alone with the cold hearted woman along with the child.

"Now that all this is over with how about we start with introducing you to your new baby brother or should I say 'son' along with welcoming you to the town of Forks?" she asked laughing darkly.

Chapter4

Mary walked from where she was standing towards the cream arm chair in the corner near the window. She sat down cradling the baby boy that was now asleep and looked up at me with hatred eyes. I had anticipated for Mary to leave as soon as possible since she was getting impatient for the Dr. Cullen and Esme to depart but now I know why, she wanted us alone. At this point I stayed motionless as my eyes moved from her to the baby. Her question seemed bizarre and caught me off guard. What the hell did she mean by all this? Was she saying he was my brother or son because obviously he couldn't be. I never had affairs with anyone in my life…ever. Although brother seemed appropriate but who was his father if she hadn't been dating anyone unless.

"Did you adopt him?" I asked incredulous. Why would she! It wasn't that he was adopted it was the fact that she was an abuser. What if she mistreated this beautiful child? She wouldn't do that would she?

"Jace is 100% mine and biological he is your half-brother. The whole town thinks he's your son though. I wouldn't want to ruin my perfect reputation now would I? That's why I'm ruining yours darling" She whispered the last three sentences silently as if a mouse would hear. I've had it with her stupid little speeches and abomination so I decided to speak up.

"Why are you doing this to me? What have I done to deserve this…this agony?" She arose putting the child on the chair safely where he could not fall and turned to look at me. Seeing the fury in her eyes made me want to hide under a rock and never come out. Instantly I knew I had said something wrong for she raised her hand and slapped me so hard not even a soul would miss the sound of it. She grabbed my face roughly inserting her fake nails into my skin.

"Listen to me you arrogant, disgusting, and bloody bastard! My whole life is a disaster ever since you were born! Your father left with another slut because of you! He never calls, never visits, not even one single shit of a letter, nothing! So don't even ask why your life is the way it is! I should have never had you in the first place. This is your own fault!" she tossed me aside like I was some worthless piece of rag. My hand went up to my cheek where she had hit it brutally. It hurt like hell and with just one touch I could tell a bruise was going to appear there.

"Sleep well darling oh and one more thing I don't want to know anything about you unless you're coming home until then goodbye" I watched as she picked up Jace not roughly nor softly but at least good enough to not hurt him. Mary glanced one more time at me and shut the door harshly leaving me alone with the loud machinery. I straightened up and headed towards the bathroom wanting to look at my reflection no matter how bad I looked. My legs felt feeble at first when I stood up but soon enough the weakness left replaced by soreness. I hissed in pain as my legs throbbed numerously times. Just as I grabbed for the bathroom doorknob I collapsed making a loud thump and causing a nurse to come in.

"My goodness dear what are you doing? Get up now if they see you trying to move around they'll get me in trouble" I grabbed onto the nurse's arm for my support while she put the food tray on the small desk besides the bed.

"I just wanted to see for myself how I look" I retorted back. She glared at me behind those thick brown glasses of hers. The way she spoke to me was absolutely inappropriate and full of annoyance.

"Listen here my job is to make sure you are in good condition not being your cosmetologist and making sure how you look. Eat you food and press the nurse button when you're finished so I can come and pick up your junk" She left me sitting at the bed with my mouth half open and glaring at the back of her scrawny gray haired head. When she closed the door once again I could've sworn I heard her say 'I'd rather be Dr. Cullen's assistant than be here looking after this reckless teenage mom'.

"I'd rather be in anyplace than being looked after by an unprofessional stupid nurse" I shouted angrily hoping that she heard me. People had yet to learn a person's respect of personal information. I doubt anyone would guess that child was mine unless the bitch had told them the whole 'truth'. Deciding to forget everything I looked down towards the food tray and surprisingly found low fat vanilla ice cream in a sealed plastic cup. I placed it next to my bruised cheek and relaxed a little although it would still be there the next day. Glancing at the wall clock I saw it was only 8:57pm, too early to fall asleep after all I had just taken a break from that.

With one hand I managed to eat the steak, iced tea, and the fruit salad. When I burped quietly I realized how much I craved for food after all the IV was the only thing that kept me feeding this few months not really food though. I pressed the nurse button once I was finished and closed my eyes hoping that all this would just be a dream…unfortunately for me it wasn't. This was only the beginning of a new life to start over again or at least a new perfect one for Mary as for me a horrible one. With those last thoughts I drifted to sleep avoiding the nurse and prayed that in the future I would hopefully break away from this hell of a life.

This chapter was a bit short sorry for that and well hopefully the action starts in the next chapter not actually action but you get me right? Please review and make my day I'll give you a virtual cake vanilla or chocolate?

P.S sorry I just needed to make a few corrections and deleted it but made the corrections so everything is same oh same oh=D

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