I forgot on the first chapter
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Chapter 2
I've done things that I am not proud of. Some have been the outcome of bottled anger, the lack of being loved, the desire to feel strong, the deception I was put through, and the agony I had to live because of what was my physical appearance.
Well first you should know that I came to my two best friends Clare and Adam before I came to Degrassi but I didn't become friends with Clare until the end of my first year at Degrassi. I met them in my middle school in the 8th grade; in that time Adam and I were overweight. I only hanged with the friends that belonged to my clique, which now in my mind sounds really naïve. Clare and Adam belonged to the group of book lovers which included Dave, Connor, Wesley, and Alli.
I don't know what made me start to hang out with them, I had my own life, my own friends, and my ravishing girlfriend Julia…wow…saying her name still hurts me today…she was my world. But besides that point I was missing something in my life and I believe that is what lead me to them. Adam and I hit it off from the first instant, he loved comics and I confessed that I solemnly did too. Clare was a whole different story, first she was too passive for my liking, second she looked at me as If I was a criminal, and third she behaved as if she knew everything. I didn't talk to Clare much of my 8th grade year; it was as if she was just a part of the background in my life.
I hate to say it but in the instant Clare and I met there was tension between us, we both disliked each other. I believe one of the top reasons was because I challenged Adam; I made him liberate himself from what everyone had enchained him to be. Dave which was the leader of the group seemed to have control over them; I have to say that he was a person I knew from the start I should not underestimate. Clare felt she was losing her friend Adam to a psychotic stranger but deep down I knew she was happy that he was free. Adam wanted to free Clare, he asked for my help but sincerely I didn't want to get to know her so I said no.
Degrassi was the start of change and believe me that change was very hard to endure.