Okay so I'm updating this from my aunties place sorry its short it's differently not the way I was hoping to go so if you have any ideas would be a great help for me please
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"Walking Into Walls" Brian McFadden
She wipes the tear from her brow
She's been crying again
She's been walking into walls again
Behind her quivering smile, there's a secret
That goes deeper than the cuts she hides
Her head's spinning around
He bet her soul to the ground
A grown woman in pain
And all she longs to be, is that little girl, again
She screams inside, and all she wants to be
All she wants to be, is yesterday's child
She wants to hide, she can't run away
To the safety of yesterday's child
Curled up shivering alone, she's been hurt again
She's been walking into walls again
Her children keep her alive
They're her sanity, but they're the reason why she has to stay
A grown woman in pain and all she longs to be is that little girl, again
My heart was racing as I walked up the steps to the Belikov's house but what? I knocked on the door it had been about a month since I was last hear I knocked on the door no one answered I knocked on it again and nothing again I got out the spare key and unlocked the door I walked in and everything looked in place I walked into the living room and everything was normal there. I looked around my eyes landed on the clock no wonder everyone was asleep it was just breaking day light. I sat down on the couch not want anyone to wake up yet I must of fell asleep next I knew there was screaming and a large thud I opened my eyes and jumped from the couch.
"Hello Roza" I looked up and there they were they weren't rimed in red they were brown the brown the brown eyes that I fell in love with.
"I must be dreaming" I mumbled to myself
"Sorry Roza but you're not you Saved me Roza I'm sorry for everything I did when I was that thing I know you could never accept my apology but please, please know that I'm sorry I don't know how to make it up to you Roza please forgive me?" he begged me there were even tears running down his eyes.
My heart was thumping he still loved me h-h e still loved me two years and a half of that I was a mess I looked down to the floor but I miss those deep brown eyes I looked up he was waiting for my answer
"I"
"Mummy" I nearly fell over as three hard forces run into my legs. "Mummy why are you back?" Kneeled down next my kids.
"Aunt Vikki called me" I look up to Dimitri's eyes there was hurt and something I could quite place.
"Kids can you go up stairs and bee quite so you don't wake anyone up please my lil angles?" I asked them
"Yes mummy" they all said and headed back up stairs
" Roza I'm going to go you are hear and happy with someone that can give you kids" Dimitri looked down to where I was steal kneeling he couldn't do that he was back he couldn't
"You can't go again not when your back and not Strigoi" I stood up and looked into his eyes
"But your happy with someone else you have three beautiful children" he said
"There our three beautiful children" I told him
"What are their names?" he asked still not believing me
"Demyan Dimitri mason Belikov, Ivanna Lissa Belikov, and Kiska Vicki pip Belikov."
Differently was not what I was expecting pretty shitty chapter but till next time I'll try and make them longer thanks again
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