Transformed

Jesse…

Jesse groaned as the light, female voice pierced through his mind. It was so familiar… Where had he heard it before…?

You forgot me already? I'm hurt, Jesse.

Jesse's eyes flew open. He recognized the voice now. It was Yubel. Jesse looked around to see not the white void that he fell asleep in, but a world where colors blended and melded together endlessly. Jesse looked around, unsure of his surroundings. He shifted himself from a sleeping position to try and stand. He jumped a little when he felt his feet make contact with a solid floor. He narrowed his eyes but stood normally.

"Where are you, Yubel?" Jesse snapped, turning in all directions to try and see the monster.

You're in pain, Jesse. Yubel's voice echoed in Jesse's head, making the bluenet jump. It was the car accident that paralyzed your legs. They're in pain again.

Jesse growled as pain shot up his legs. It had been well over a year since the accident that left him paralyzed for six months. He couldn't believe that Yubel knew that. The pain in his legs increased tenfold, making Jesse jolt and collapse on the ground. The pain was too intense…

Does it hurt, Jesse? Yubel sneered. I can make the pain stop. The physical pain… and the emotional pain.

"What are you talkin' about?" Jesse hissed through clenched teeth. "I don't believe you… you monster!" Jesse instantly regretted saying that as the pain in his legs increased again. Jesse screamed at the top of his lungs. He couldn't take it. He would do anything to make this pain stop…

You just need to trust me, Jesse, Yubel said, chuckling at Jesse's pain. We can help each other.

"I don't need help from the likes of you!" Jesse cried.

You want the pain to stop, right? Yubel asked, almost sweetly. Jesse groaned, but nodded. Then you need to trust me.

"Never…" Jesse hissed.

Then you'll be in pain for eternity, Yubel said flippantly.

"Grrr… FINE! Just make it stop…" Jesse screamed. The pain was so intense that he was about to pass out. In a second, the pain was gone. Jesse let out a breath and began panting, trying to regain to breath he lost. He heard Yubel chuckle and growled.

That's better, Jesse, Yubel said. Jesse could hear her smiling. Tell me something. What do you see around you?

"Nothing…" Jesse said, sitting up.

Do you see Jaden anywhere?

"No…" Jesse said, trying to suppresses the feeling of disappointment in his heart.

You were right, Jesse, Yubel said. He's not coming to save you. He doesn't care about you…

Jesse jolted when he recognized his own thoughts. He took another look around, just to confirm it. There was nothing. He wanted to get up. He wanted to walk around, trying to see if Jaden was there. But, Jesse was still in pain. He doubted that he would be able to stand at that point.

You love Jaden, but he clearly doesn't love you back, Yubel sneered, making the familiar pain erupt in Jesse's chest again.

"So what? That happens a lot these days," Jesse said, wincing as Yubel hit the nail on the head once again.

You can't fool me, Jesse, Yubel chuckled. I can see your every thought. You want Jaden to feel the same pain you're feeling, don't you?

"NO!" Jesse snapped, surprising himself. "Why would I want him to be in pain! That'd be cruel…"

Face it, Jesse. Somewhere deep down, you want him to feel your pain. You want him to suffer like you've suffered. You can't deny it.

Jesse sighed and looked at his still motionless feet. Yubel was right. He wanted Jaden to know how he felt. He wanted Jaden to understand his pain of watching the person he loved dote and worry about everyone else. Jesse nodded slightly and looked up, sighing.

"You're right, I can't deny it," Jesse said with a sad chuckle. "But just because I want it, doesn't mean I'm going to act on it."

Why not? Yubel asked, as if it was a foreign idea. I can help you. It'll be killing two birds with one stone.

"You'll kill Jaden," Jesse said bluntly. His reply was Yubel laughing.

Kill Jaden? Now why would I want to do that? Yubel asked, still laughing. Death is soon over. I want him to suffer. And the best way to do that is to let him live. Don't you agree?

"Yeah," Jesse found himself saying.

I can help you hurt him, Jesse, Yubel said with a smile. Do you want my help, Jesse?

"Yes, I do," Jesse said with a smirk. He stood on unsteady legs and smirked evilly.

Jesse wasn't sure what came over him when he responded. At the moment, all he knew was that he wanted Jaden to suffer. He couldn't remember anything else. All he felt when he thought about Jaden was pain. Now, he wanted Jaden to feel that pain.

I'm glad to hear that, Yubel said, mirroring Jesse's smirk.

Jesse felt a surge of power rush through him. It was exhilarating. He could feel the power at his finger tips. Yubel just watched on in amusement as Jesse changed. A darkness wrapped around the smirking teen. There was a short, strangled cry and the darkness faded. Jesse just stood there, clad in new, black leather attire. His once vibrate emerald eyes were now a violent orange. Jesse just laughed evilly as he looked himself over.

Welcome, Yubel said with a smile, looking at her new slave. Welcome to Hell, Jehu.

Not very fluffy, but essential. this is another thang i wanted to get onto paper. Jesse's transformation.

Jehu is the name i'm givin' Jesse in his dark form. I've read him called that a LOT, and it makes sense. plus, i want to distinguish between Yubel, Jesse, and Jehu.

i hope there will be fluff soon... i don't even know and i'm writin' this thang...