Small chapter - little slow but to fill in the rest of her night. Thank you for all the lovely reviews! :) xx

I looked around to see that i was sat cross-legged, in front of a large golden mirror that covered one of my bedroom walls. I then looked into the eyes of a confused girl who seemed to be sat thier still, watching me back in sinc. I looked closely at her, mostly at the creases that rested on her forhead, but then at the way her eyebrows arched over her dark dingy eyes, but all the while she just stared back at me with the same expression. She looked tired, confused and completly torn.

I gently closed my eyes tight while pushing my whole body up from the carpet, twisting and turning to get my body straight and upright. I stared at her body; it was slim, even for a woman, it made me feel fragile and unbeautiful.

My eyes, once again, clenched shut, and drifted off to what happened earlier...
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The way the waitress' eyes glued on directly on Edward made my stomach knott tightly. But knowing fates cruel way, this waitress was absolutly jaw-dropping and completly gorgeous, it made me feel even more concious about myself. She had glistening blue eyes that sparkled innocently with perfectly plumped lips, which were pouted.

"Is there a-nything else i can do for you sir?" She asked seductively, biting on her lower lip. I wanted to rip her lips off, and shout at her to ACT like a WAITRESS, NOT ANYTHING MORE OR LESS. This was not me, i felt myself torn between voilence and the good little Bella i always thought i was. I was suprised at myself.

"Hmm, maybe we should discuss such things after you get off work. What time do you get off beaut?" Edward asked, clearly enjoying his view. I despised them both.

"Hmm, i get off at 10. Meet me outside the front door ... so we can 'discuss' what other things i can do to you ." She whispered into his ear, i felt myself cringe. Edward smiled amoung hearing this. My face began to redden, and my anger begin to boil. She walked away, grinning as she saw him watch after her.

"How do you keep track of all these girls dude?" Emmett asked, shaking his head in utter disbelief. Edward just winked and dug into his food. I turned around to look into the eyes of Bree who sat thier disaprovingly at him.
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I opened my eyes to see tears stream down my pasted cheeks, and the confusion in my eyes exchange to betrayed and hurt. My nose tingled, while i tryed to hold the tear in, but they kept flowing like a river. I walked to my single window and drew the cutains without looking out into the darkness. The curtains bocked out any light, so i stumbled over to my bed carfully. I wrapped myself in my duvet on my single bed and curled myself into a ball patiently waiting. I waited for the tears to fade and dry and my chest to stop aching. I stayed there until dark took over my whole body.

I woke up to a sticky face, with crusty eyes. I wanted the ground to swallow me whole. I heard the house phone ring twice from down stair, so i listened to hear Charlie pick up the phone.

"Hello, Swan residents." I heard him grumble into the phone. Someone must of been on the other end becuase i heard him huff before answering back.

"I'll be over there as soon as possible." He mumbled tiredly. I waited to hear the door close, before making any movement from my bed. I swung my legs over my bed, and pulled myself out of the duvet unhappily. I missed the warmth already.

"Bells, i know your in, hurry up ive gotta few plans for today." I heard Bree shout through the door. I rushed down stairs to unlock the door, still wearing yesterdays clothes and the dry tears that stained my face.